**Sorry.. for those who read this post on 31st august.. plz re-read it... cuz i edited it.. thx**
reply : ..eh.. if ur true fren feel for u.. or they say they feel for u.. think abt this situation :
wad if u say say say and they said "ya.. i can understand ur feelings.. dun be sad k?".. den after awhile.. "wanna go parkway? i meet my frens there liao.. lets go!.. we go shop.. watch movie.." or even.. "eh.. i gtg.. i go watch movie.. bye! ".. is tat a true fren? yup! they feel for u.. but they juz take it like.." ahya.. nth la.."...
yup.. i said before.. i really regret wad i said tat hurt ppl.. i said tat in my past post.. but.. sometimes.. i really dunno wad to reply.. can i juz remain silence? and look at the person? if look hor.. is like staring liao..den look other plc.. den ppl will feel tat.. "wah lau.. u nv tok.. den nv look at me.. u dun care izzit! wah lau.. this kind of ppl".. den.. might as well reply.."so?.." or "uh huh?" and if nth else.. den "dunno".. lor.. but.. i noe i am doing my part to understand others..EH! i say i'm trying to understand others!! nt tat i very understanding k!! dun get it wrong.... but some ppl dowan others to understand them.. juz like wei jie.. dunno how he thinks la..and.. i'm always changing.. today go out wif frens.. they say i changed alot.. yup.. i feel tat... but sometimes.. i still tok crap.. mayb my brain thinks slow.. or mayb i juz dunno how to phrase it....sometimes.. u juz no need to console others.. there are other ways if u are a close fren.. yup.. if my gd fren feel sad.. i will try to say other thgs la.. but mostly.. my frens dun need to be consoled.. they are nv sad.. haiz...
fine.. today go back pri sch.. feel tat i so tall.. haha.. den gassy drinks also no more liao.. den the food.. so small plate.. haiz.. den fine.. i reach my old sch at 12pm+ going to 1pm.. cuz of the video thg i do in BNSS lo.. den.. i reached.. they ask me go parkway.. fine.. i go lo.. den buy the present for the mrs lee.. den i also repair my hp again la.. den again!.. they go back my pri sch MBS.. den meet more more ppl there.. den ok lo.. my frens say wan go orchard.. so we go lo.. reach there abt 4.30pm liao.. den fine.. they wan watch movie.. fine.. giv them $10 ask them help me pay lo.. den they dunno buy wad movie la.. den.. we go watch.. but hor! the movie suxs.. the filming suxs.. story also nt very gd.. wad i like is the theater.. big sia!! den when the gun part.. the gals scream! loud sia!! haha.. we big grp leh.. 18 ppl.. haha.. occupy 3 rows.. and the gals is sms-ing and nt watching.. lol.. and i busy eating my long john silver's fries.. hehe.. den.. after tat.. i nv get my change back.. its $6.50 ticket.. and i get back $1.50..wanna take cab home also no money.. den.. so sad lo.. mayb too big grp liao.. they nv care..
den they wan go eat dinner.. but we dowan lo.. den some of us take mrt and come back.. and we keep playing wif phones.. taking pictures.. lol.. until mine no batt...ahya.. they say me changed.. as i very quiet.. den the kwan yong.. keep asking me to tok.. den giv wad stupid excuse tat "he shy la.. he no one to tok to.. no one tok to him.. he lonely..".. wah lau! i headache tat time and he like tat say.. fine lo..
ohya.. few days ago.. really siao lo.. wake up in the morning wanting to go sch liao..den suddenly my father come out of his aircon room.. den say "u wan suffer.. suffer it urself.. dun pull us down to suffer..".. wah lau.. wad i do? i offend him izzit? but nvm lo.. i dun care.. den juz now.. i come back.. sit down on the sofa to rest.. and he ask me go eat.. wah lau.. i juz wan to sit down relax awhile.. cuz i headache.. i explained to him.. he dun care and say " dowan eat den dowan eat! i throw away!".. den say alot others thgs la.. threatening like tat... sian diao! make me eat also no mood.. dun care la.. den eat lo.. he also! come back he can rest.. den he wan eat den eat.. me cannot one.. den my parents say ".. u like tat so chosy.. den so 'shao ye' type..next time go out to live on ur own.. sure die.. and suffer.." wah lau.. as if i cannot live on my own like tat.. say wad "other ppl wan to eat also dun hav.. next time nth to eat den u noe"... i noe! i agree!! but y shld i suffer now since i dun need to suffer?? scarly i suffer now.. den next time really hav to suffer..mayb i will be used to it.. but i nv hav the chance to enjoy myself first!! so now.. since i can.. den enjoy first la! treasure present moment mah!! ahyo..
haiz.. i also found i gt prob communicating.. sometimes thgs juz slip off my mind.. nth to say.. and ppl will look at me like dunno wad.. den i nth to say.. how sia! so stress.. but i really cant find anythg to say lo! but muz train la.. to become a businessman... haha... den ppl say i weird weird.. den mayb will say some hurting words.. i hereby say "sorry" la.. dun take it too seriously.. i sometimes dun really mean it.. cuz i also gt mood one.. and this few days.. i really in a low low mood.. really really.. i noe i'm a boring person..but.. no choice.. i juz cant find anythg to say.. i dunno how others come out wif so much jokes.. tats gd tat u all noe my character.. try to say all out.. this is helping me to change.. yay! thx all!!! .. and sorry for all those tat i've done wrong.. forgive me plz... try to tell me la.. den putting it in heart and bad impression of me.. dun mind hurting me.. i can tahan one.. hehe.. i can! really!! i really can!! haha..
eh.. true fren ar.. i dun think this sch will hav.. is either in JC or university... haiz.. i noe time is short.. haiz..... so sad.. ohya.. wad i wanna say liao? forgot liao.. haiz.. think tats all bah... ohya.. last time i tot i may nt find a fren.. but now.. no! i saw alot ppl in other sch.. they are completely different from us.. they are more 'socialise'(dunno how spell).. and they are more exposed to the world la.. alot ppl tot they are no more pretty gals in sg liao
**EH I MEAN MOST PPL TOT HOR! DOESN'T MEAN TATS MY POINT OF VIEW**.. but no lo.. alot alot in other sch.. juz tat u can meet them mah?.. and we tot no one will be tat clever la.. but there is! in other sch.. yup.. alot ppl is more more more mature than us liao.. their class can juz organise an outing everyweek one lo.. so fun.. and.. ar.. dun say la.. haha.. juz regret i in this sch.. mayb tats a gd thg though.. u nv noe...and thx for those reading my blog.. i appreciate it.. comments!!! i will like it!!!
pandaboo penned at 8/31/2004 08:40:00 pm
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ok la.. i gt abit time.. reply to ur comments..
for daniel.. he say he also fan.. but he only fan npcc stuffs wad.. juz a small thg.. i fan my hw.. fan my family.. fan abt my life... really! my initial aim is to get 12 points for 'O' lvl.. and get into TJC.. and TJC i heard is 8 points.. and now my L1R5 is 21!!! how can i use a mirror to invert it? and i think.. first i hav to use tat mirror to relfect on myself first.. haiz..
den.. is my parents.. i said my parents are old.. yup.. i think when i'm 20 years old.. they will be 60+ or even 70 liao.. i hav to take care of them.. and i planned to get married before 30.. but... who gonna take care of them? they will be 70+ at tat time.. and.. it's a very very worrying age lo.. who gonna help me? NO ONE! i'm the only child.. yup.. only me.. i gonna do all sorts of thg.. myself.. and.. my mother is malaysian last time.. and heard i 21 years old tat time.. need to go the immigrant there dunno do wad.. without any letter.. they juz ask me go.. wad to do? i gonna find out myself.. see la.. at my age.. i hav to take care of so so much thgs. even studying.. if i always nt at home at age of 20+.. sure wad.. go out wif frens.. den hu gonna take care of them? yes.. i tot they are a burden to me.. but so wad? they are my parents.. they hav done their duty to bring me up.. *think so la*.. at least they try to take care of me.. but mayb in other ways.. which.. i dun really like.. but mayb.. this method make me think more.. think more abt life.. and.. be a better person.. tats a negative feedback la.. haha.. but for others.. think they will become gangsters liao lo..
and.. i write those.. is to express my feelings.. i hope ppl could understand.. but.. i dun hope them to spread out and in the end.. another thg come out.. and i think u all misunderstood wad i write liao.. yes.. i lied to myself.. but sometimes lies are gd... mayb ppl read liao.. is juz read.. nth else.. and.. i dun look down on others.. never..!! cuz.. i'm the one who gt look down upon.. haiz..
and.. i think sometimes hav masks.. but.. mine is the thickest and most patterns one la.. think so.. i dun like to hurt others.. but.. if i take out my mask.. i dunno wad will happen... ok fine.. now i say.. ppl like to say me.. fine.. i dun take it in heart.. but if u say alot alot.. i may juz tok to u or juz warn u.. i dun like to hurt others.. and.. if u hit me.. once or few times.. nvm.. i take in.. but if i hit u back.. u gonna hit back me harder and mayb fite will start.. like daniel.. he say me alot times.. ok fine.. i dun care.. den i say him.. he will hit me.. and if i hit back.. he will hit harder.. fine.. den i move a step back.. i stop.. i dowan create trouble.. but always in the end.. i will take in everythg.. and tats nt fine to me!!! i dun wish to take in anymore.. i take in becuz gt reason..
in pri sch.. on my sch bus.. i was once beaten up by ppl.. and my fren beside dun even care.. i'm crying and the bus auntie dun even care.. damn her.. tats a fite tat time.. and cuz i'm sitting down .. as i say.. i dowan hurt others.. and always hit. hit very softly.. but in the end they hit others.. no choice.. i dowan more trouble.. i can even get into gangs if i fite more... sometimes.. wan peace.. there will always be someone who will sacriface lo.. haiz.. tats me.. today.. the 'ra-she-dah'.. dunno y.. hit me in my face.. fine! i dun take it seriously.. as i noe she nt hit seriously.. fine.. i noe she violent.. fine.. and also.. i dun hit back la.. cuz i dun hit gals one.. wah lau.. tats the advantage of gals k!!!
den.. i said my parents spent alot of money on a set of sofa.. and.. sad to say tat.. i gonna put the 'bracing' or wadsoever u all called it.. cuz my teeth is growing upwards.. and hard for me to close my mouth.. mayb cuz i always breathe through my mouth.. and now.. close the lips.. after awhile.. it will open back itself.. mayb i'm really a burden to them.. haiz.. duno la..
and also.. i kept it in heart.. so tat someone i trust on.. could understand.. i really dunno wad to do to express them.. even if i express.. ppl will juz say "so sad.. too bad.. so poor thg".. nth else!! haiz.. how leh? i dunno.. keep it in heart better.. so tat i can reflect on.. yup.. i think no one understands me.. until i found a true gd fren...and yup.. i'm an idiot.. so? at least i noe i'm an idiot.. yup..i'm lonely.. yes i am.. its truely i am.. i'm lonely since young.. so? i missed out alot childhood.. so??? i cant reverse back!! i juz hav to put back my childhood time and study.. juz study.. i dunno liao.. hope.. juz hope.. i can manage my life in the age of 20s... haiz..
ohya.. read below post too.. also today's one.. now damn hungry.. nth to eat.. gonna eat those not nice white rice.. haiz...
pandaboo penned at 8/30/2004 07:24:00 pm
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ok fine!! i really damn toot busy.. and tired!! i think i can say tat i nv slp since fri.. so tired!! like going around singapore and come back still doing work.. nv rest at all!! tats y now i in lesson.. keep wanting to slp.. haiz.. so sad... nvm.. eh.. thx for ur comment.. sometimes dun understand.. abit chim.. ahya... tats nt wad i mean la.. next time explain.. now alot thgs do..
haiz..!! i worry for the laptop in sch today.. dunno how izzit.. haiz.. left on the chair!! ohya.. help me mark attendance tml.. cuz i may nt see u all.. go sch and i'll be in lab... i haven continue the video project for fireblaze.. and.. i think mr lau say he thu wan see.. but... we nt free!! so fri lo.. den muz make all changes and submit it liao.. now gt alot prob wif the videos.. the video is out of topic.. and den.. i missed out alot stuffs.. including the recording of voice.. gonna take long... haiz.. tml.. try la.. i try if i can do..
now i haven even started my last week's E maths.. A maths.. Eng speech essay.. SS essay qn.. and,... bio?..and chinese!!.. den.. i think more for me to do.. juz now tao guang call me.. den i forgot call back.. now.. haiz.. dunno la...so so so.. busy.. stressed and tired.. alot of feelings.. mayb.. no feelings? i dunno.. i'm damn hungry.. whole day nv eat .. only at 2pm + eat one small small bowl of noodles.. now so hungry.. juz hope i can eat somethg pleasant.. and my mother say she cook faster.. which means.. i gonna eat rice.. omg.. i hate the rice!! and i always sure eat lesser.. and nite gonna 'second round'.. mayb maggie mee.. or milo.. haiz.. so sad.. so tired.. i gt headache today.. so.. so.. uncomfortable.. and no one noes.. haiz.. i also dun wish ppl to noe.. haiz.. mr beh la.. i take out the cable.. wanna transfer the file.. den i go take test.. come back.. he keep it.. and heard he said abt me.. wad so so.. so dunno wad la.. say tat they busy... i still doing this funni funni stuff.. funni meh?! wah lau.. i helping them leh.. transfering the file to the notebook.. den.. after tat den he realise tat can use the cable.. den take out again.. then delayed the whole process.. wah lau.. den in the end.. hav to leave the comp and the laptop on and put in the lab... dangerous leh!! in the morning.. the cleaner could juz take the notebook or wadsoever.. haiz.. dunno la!... now.. so so so stressed.. and now going to shit.. best man!!
i started to like shiting.. nt i like the shit la!! is tat i feel quite gd in the toilet.. like in another world.. no one can control wad u do.. wah.. next time my hse.. i gonna put all high tech stuffs in the toilet.. except cams la.. haha.. k la.. i'm nt suppose to be happy.. i laugh for the sake of laughing.. ty.. tats the end of my blog post.. now kena rush again to eat dinner.. haiz... tml going back MBS.. haiz.. den muz rush to parkway again for the hp thg.. sad-ed.. haiz...
ohya.. gonna change template soon.. think after my camp.. gonna change.. wont be tat white and 'cute' or childish liao.. think so bah.. lolz.. find a gd one la.. bye all.. i gonna enjoy my toilet trip..
pandaboo penned at 8/30/2004 06:47:00 pm
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haiz... today so suay sia...morning meet up wif daniel they all to go play badminton.. but den.. went to tampines sports hall... the court is closed.. so we go the nearest CC lo.. den itz under renovation!!!.. den we go back eunos CC lo.. den FULL!!... den we call the other CC den.. also full.. so poor thg.. den we anyhow play abit den go home liao..
chin yong keep asking me go comex.. wah lau.. i go 2 times liao leh.. den i go also nth to buy.. haiz..den.. when going hm.. i go buy bubble tea la.. i said sour plum red tea.. den the auntie gimme sour plum milk red tea.. wah lau.. i nv even heard before milk red tea.. den i say dowan.. den she like nt happy.. and mumble some words.. like my fault like tat.. think cuz her machine thg spoil.. den she siao siao la.. haha.. den heng the npcc junior there den dun mind taking the drink.. haiz.. went hm.. found alot red dots on my legs.. so sad.. itchy!! haiz...den ok lo.. parents bring me go lunch...den ok lo.. den i also go parkway to repair my hp la..den.. ok lo.. i tot everythg i stored in MMC card liao.. but den o..k.. den they say only repair my headset part.. if others.. need 2 days!!! wah lau.. den the cover shaky.. the service lady say.."this is nt covered under warranty".. den i say my frens gt 10mb storage.. mine only 9.2mb.. can increase it? den she say "no.." wah lau!! damn her la!!...o..k.. fine.. i wait 1.5 hours... den my parents go see see sofa.. den kena by the salesman.. dun even let us go.. we wan go liao.. he like giv the kind of face den keep begging like tat.. damn him.. now make till my parents nt happy.. cuz forced to order the sofa.. damn him!! he wan money.. i wan him to be fired!!!
den.. ok.. fine.. i go take my hp.. den ok.. come home check.. the safety sticker inside the phone hor.. tat write dun tear.. but den.. itz gone!!! wah lan.. den parents angry.. no choice lo.. den tue go lo.. den check.. wah lau!! my 70+ sms stored in my inbox is gone!! left 20+.. i tot itz in my sim card one! but nt!! idiot!! sian diao lo.. den now check the memory of my hp.. 5.6mb! wah lan! even lesser!!!! idiot! now wish to buy the $35 of 128mb MMC.. haiz...now too late liao.. left 3 hours den it close liao.. and i haven start my hw.. i dun even noe wad hw.. all in inbox and lost.. all nice msg also lost... anyone can send me?? i doubt so... no one will pity me.. i feel so frustrated now.. tue still muz go find the nokia ppl again.. damn them! idiot sia!
so suay.. although i gt my card reader and put songs in my hp liao.. haiz.. still dunno la.. itz abt 2mb per song in AAC format.. better quality.. and 500kb in AMR format.. lower quality.. haiz.. so.. dunno la.. den AMR cant be played juz like a media player lo.. if wan change song.. still need to press down.. haiz... how sia.. anyone at comex??!! help me!!!...
haiz.. den now.. kwan yong keep asking me where to find the converter.. nv even say anythg.. so sad.. haiz.. he now only busy wif wooing a girl.. lol.. den hor! i giv him the website!! he say he dunno where!! wah lau! white paper black words.. he also cant find!! wad can i do sia!!! dun tok to me la! dun even noe how to dl a software.. dunno how install it.. dunno how use it!! wah lau! i now damn "fan" and u wan come tok all this thgs!! u think i can always help u like tat ar!! next time ppl giv u software.. u ask the person "how to use ar?" the person die in front of u la!! i giv u money.. and nv see u asking "wad to do wif it ar?" wah lau!.. i now damn angry liao lo!!! sian diao!!
haiz..!!! i dunno la!! den tml taking the phy test.. after sch... wah lau! i muz do my video project!! den now no time do.. den tue i need go the nokia there.. how to do! den wed holiday.. cant come back!! den thu mr lau wan see liao!! how sia! thu go the wad army opening!! haiz..!! den fri how sia.. last day!! den sat i got the NPC camp...till sunday.. sian lo.. den i will practise hor my final year liao... haiz!!! how!! anyone can help me?! i do wonder.. anyone will hear me tok? anyone understand me? anyone even CARE for me??!! wth!! my parents.. i dunno!!
wo yao fong le!!!!!!!! kwan yong bu hui hen duo dong si!!! se mo duo wen woo!!! wo hen FAN!!!! wo zhen de hen fan.. ke yi bu yao kuai wo mah?? wo bu xiang de.. wo zhen de hen xiang ku... ku chu lai.. mei ren hui kuan wo de.. wo hen ku dan.. yi ke ren.. haiz.. wo yao ku chu wo de xin shi!! wo zhen de bu xiang zai dai shang wo de mian ju le.... wo yao zhuo wo zhi ji... wo.. bu xiang zai shou ku le.. wo zhen de.. zhen de.. yao ren pang mang.. wo zhi dao mei ren hui du de.. haiz.. wo zhen de mei pan fa le.. wo zhuo tou wu lu le...TIAN AHH!! wei se mo yao zhe yang tui wo??!!!!!!
haiz.. the competition yesterday.. so damn chim chim chim.. dunno la.. den nv go finals lo.. went to comex yesterday.. den bought the card reader at $20.. but den.. i eat lunch at 4pm.. cuz of my fren.. he lo.. the npcc thg make him so late.. den go take the bus 70.. took 2 hours to reach there.. idiot traffic jam.. den i slept on bus.. haiz... so sad...haiz..!!!! how!!! HELP ME!!!
ohya... my bd tat day.. hav to go changi jetty for NPCC duty.. so damn sad.. i hope kwan yong can successfully gt his gf la.. go on!!
ohya.. today nth to do.. den try doing pull-up.. nt even one.. so sad.. den try the 'monkey bar' thg.. i cant do!! wah lau.. in pri.. i can 3 steps each time! now nt even one.. so muz train liao.. haiz.. worry worry... haiz....
pandaboo penned at 8/29/2004 05:44:00 pm
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haiz.. juz come back frm COMEX.. haha.. so shiok sia... saw alot thgs.. but very very crowded lo...den see all the stuffs.. so damn cheap.. haiz.. wan buy! but no money lo.. see so many many mp3 players.. see till attracted liao sia.. den.. wah lau.. cheap somemore!! wan buy... but see.. 3 digits... no choice liao.. den think.. i also no much songs.. haiz.. only if ppl tell me those nice title songs.. den i will go dl lo.. now collecting more eng songs liao.. mostly non-pop or rock one la.. dunno... den today go COMEX also heard some nice one.. but den i dunno the song title.. so sad lo.. haiz.. till now still no one tell me.. until i ask them.. den alot nice ones come out.. haiz...
today.. after sch.. stay to do the video.. den the comp kena used by mrs kong again.. arghh!! wait till 2 pm den can start... do do do.. rush rush rush.. den till a part where i need videos frm the sch.. den cant find.. mr beh delete all liao.. cuz no space.. wah lau.. sch really damn poor and budget one sia.. cam all lau ya lau ya one.. den now all spoil.. vid cam also left 1.. wad sia.. comp.. only 3.. den lag alot.. plus.. HDD so little!! Zzz.. no choice lo.. i keep asking mr beh to ask mr yee buy more.. but he keep saying no lo.. haiz.. cuz sch no fund.. den.. no choice.. hav to come hm.. den go COMEX.. and heard Mr Yee go comex and bought a notebook.. wah lau.. damn loaded sia.. haiz.. me ar.. haiz..
eh.. go comex this kind hor.. no need see brand la.. muz giv those new companies chance mah.. see functions and price.. gt warranty can liao.. haha.. doesn't matter one.. cuz.. in the future.. wad if u open a company.. new one.. no one heard before.. den ppl dowan buy.. u feel gd meh? lol.. haiz.. today saw alot ppl buy thgs la.. mr beh buy dvd writer.. and desktop (keyboard and mouse).. den biondi buy CD-writer.. haiz.. so shiok sia! if gimme $10K.. i will spent all.. lol..
den today.. dropped my thumbdrive frm my table!! wah lau! heart-broken sia!!! den muz sa-yang sa-yang the thumbdrive.. and heng nv spoil.. wah lau.. luckily sia.. haiz.. den.. noe jasper also find me for the video thgy liao.. sian diao.. so stress.. den teachers "ping ming" giv hw.. wah lau.. how i manage sia...haiz.. how sia.. no cut down on syllabus liao la.. so sad.. but happy to noe tat the 5-day-week wif effect on 1 sep.. lol.. hehe.. den hor.. today's debate.. fun sia! nice topic.. and most ppl noe how to debate liao la.. nt like us.. the first team.. all kok up one lo.. so sian..
eh.. my chinese "speech" haven write.. no time to write.. haha.. wait i noe wad to write den i write.. now seeing the 'papers' tat i get frm COMEX.. i nv finish walking the whole plc leh! imagine how big.. den tml mayb go again.. sure crowded one lo.. sat.. haha.. mp3 players.. shiok.. no money.. den is sian.. haha
think nth to say liao bah.. remember.. gimme some eng songs!!! haha.. haiz.. deciding wanna buy mp3 player anot.. i decide liao den can ask parents.. den they decide.. lol.. haiz.. tml POP.. i nv go.. hehe dun care liao la.. den...daniel siao cuz of npcc liao.. haha.. he so fed-up wif it.. haha... den tml is my IT comp liao.. 8am muz reach dover mrt liao.. wish me gd luck.. hehe
byebye...
pandaboo penned at 8/27/2004 08:20:00 pm
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Thursday, August 26, 2004
haiz.. i still dunno wads my feeling leh... sometimes happy cuz i suppose to be happy.. and.. or .. or... for the sake of happy? i dunno leh.. sometimes i juz dunno.. say thgs juz for the sake of saying... nv think one.. haiz.. dunno la.. den.. eng.. i pass liao.. i mean the compo.. i'm suppose to be happy as i added 1 mark.. so.. hahahahaha.. i'm so happy!! lolz... dunno la.. dun tok abt marks liao.... haiz..
now is the video prob la.. the lab 2 have 3 comp tat is suitable for video editing la.. den.. 1 use totally reserved for Musical Nite one.. den another 2 is free to use.. but den... in the 2.. 1 is used for the teachers day video.. another is also!! and the one also used for Mrs Kong project.. den the teachers day one is under Mrs Tan.. wah lau.. 2 big power sia.. how can i use the comps? den mr lau is chasing me.. i need to finish by tue leh.. haiz..!!! y like tat!! den.. today wanna transfer files.. den the comp kena them use liao.. so i cant.. wait till sch gate close still haven!! Zzz.. so sad.. but hor.. the ppl doing those projects.. wah lau eh.. alot songs sia.. den now i collecting eng songs.. den hear hor.. wah.. nice.. but they nv put all in the comp in the lab.. or else i copy all liao.. hahaz...
ok lo.. den tml i do the video.. but.. dunno how to start sia.. i gonna insert alot alot more videos also.. in another comp! i wonder how can i transfer sia.. so sad.. how?! haiz.. my thumbdrive too small liao la.. sad sad.. alot work to be done.. den.. mayb tml i going COMEX liao.. hehe.. haiz.. den sat is the competition liao!!
ohya.. i today.. juz keep helping ppl in their teacher's day project video only.. hehe.. feel tat i noe so much.. haha.. but i like their video lo.. so nice.. den the song.. wah.. see them so happy listening.. gd sia!! sat .. i heard the NPC frm bedok coming to our sch to tok abt the camp thg.. which i was involved.. but sat i nt in sch!! hope my frens are kind enough to help me say and take down wad he say.. haiz.. den also heard sat gt phy test on lens.. but i nt in sch!! arghh!! y sia!! next week... haiz.. dunno la.. i still now stuck on A maths.. den alot hw sia! i found tat my bio haven do.. Zzz.. den SS.. no choice.. hav to copy.. i wan to change... but in this situation.. really cannot.. den still gt chinese compo.. so sian... today slp in chem lesson.. so sad.. always like tat sia.. haiz...geog lesson also.. so sad..
sat also gt the POP thg.. i nt involved.. heng ar.. haha.. den mh say i go do the notice board thg.. by sat.. siao ar.. last min thg let me do.. i wan do! gimme time la! 1 day.. do wad shit.. wah lau.. den say wad she now gt tell me liao.. den i dowan do.. is my prob.. wad sia.. haiz.. no choice.. den she tok tok tok so fast.. den no chance to rebut.. lol.. how come she can tok so fast sia.. ahyo..
ohya.. its the 2nd time i pass bio test liao.. den found tat next week still gt one more.. after holidays gt chem test.. and bio test.. every week! wah lau.. wad PM Lee says.. they treat it as wind sia.. juz blow den no more liao.. ahyo!!! wad kind of teacher sia... haiz.. so sad.. ohya.. to promote my chinese.. i wanna write a post juz on han yu pin ying.. hehe .. i bet no one will read.. but itz juz so shiok! i can express my feelings withour having to translate into eng.. haha.. later i write.. now i so damn stress and frustrated.. even gt scolded for being frustrated.. wah lau.. damn sad sia.. y my parents cant understand me?!
now i hav to rush so many projects.. wad can i do? she noe i in sch do the video thg.. den i come back home.. i write blog and do other thgs.. den she scold me! for nt resting! but when i come home and study frm 2pm to 10pm.. she said nth.. wah lau.. den.. mayb i study.. i tired of the seating position.. as we seat for the whole day!! yes! its whole day! butt also no meat liao la.. i mean.. no muscles... wah lau.. den mayb i lie down and think abt the maths qn.. but.. dunno y.. my father came into my rm.. saw me nv seat straight and bk on the table.. he will scold.. " u die liao la.. like tat sure no hope".. den is like... in me "wah lan eh! i study u still say! i rather go slp la!" den truely.. he closed the door and i went to slp.. Zzz.. den missed alot time.. wasted!! haiz.. even i wan to stay quiet in my rm.. i close the door.. he scold.. "close for wad! dun close la! how can outside sound come in! dun siao la.. tok somemore u get it!!! ".. haiz.. sian diao.. den if after rain.. i will close window.. or mayb sometimes close window at i'm on 4th floor.. alot noise frm downstairs.. close.. he come in open liao.. den scold me.. u noe wad la.. haha.. den after rain is the worse.. bugs will come in.. alot lo! i sit on my bed.. can see few of them dropping on my book.. look at the floor den see alot! den ask my mother come sweep.. den she say "cant be la.. wad u do.. eating in rm izzit?! ".. den scold liao.. wah lau.. my fault meh?!!! Zzz.. ask them close they dowan.. dun take my advise.. den always i am the one who suffer.. my advise is gd!! nt always rite but gt reason!! they juz dun care.. i hear them tok on other thgs.. in mind i think.."wah lau.. like tat also dunno.. u shldn't like this at first...".. hehe..but too bad lo.. nt my fault.. but i still suffer when their mood is bad.. den now.. my mother dowan by snacks or wad biscuits back home for me to eat.. den now nite always hungry.. MILO!.. den wif wad? water!! Zzz.. eat wad shit la.. Zzz.. no choice.. haiz.... nth to eat at home.. i'm still looking forward to hav my own hse.. and also means its long long time.. and also means.. muz wait marry first.. Zzzz...haha...
eh! remember my chinese post.. coming up.. hehe.. now i go bath liao.. or else kena scold again.. now she scold.. " oie! go rest la! come back liao still play comp.. only noe how to play.. go study la! den fail so many sub.. ".. den i so stress and reply.. "wah lau.. can u dun disturb me now??!!".. den she shout " u like tat tok to me one ah! wah lau.. no manners..".. den mumble dunno wad i nv remember.. den.. haiz..7pm liao.. sad sad.. no time!! zzz...she always say thgs without facts.. den anyhow scold... haiz.. and always repeat her scoldings!! tat makes my mood go down!!! Zzzz!!!
pandaboo penned at 8/26/2004 06:35:00 pm
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i dunno la.. so weird.. i gt this weird feeling now.. unknown.. so sad.. yet so happy.. depressed.. and.. dunno la.. all mixed... i really dunno.. i wanted to change.. and in fact.. i need to change.. but.. juz somethg tat makes my body damn weak... i dunno... i wake up quite early today.. erm.. 15mins earlier.. lolz.. but still a gd thg la.. den.. dunno y.. whole body weak and no strenght.. and somemore.. tired and sleepy... ok fine.. i go sch early and mervyn they all keep saying.."wah.. first time sia.." haha.. cuz i nv been 'so early'.. haha.. den ok.. i wanna start my new day as a 'changed' self.. but.. tired.. sleepy.. haiz.. dunno leh.. go lesson.. wah.. debate.. so excited.. but den.. dunno how! all points forgot! alot thgs to say one.. write on a paper but i forgot take out!! den.. the points i tell netty and ks.. they mayb also too nervous and forgot to say.. den i also blur blur.. actually wanna write my speech one.. but den susu say jasmine will write.. but den.. in the end.. nv.. so.. i only hav a blank sheet of paper wif some points i wanted to rebut on.. but den i forgot!! and forgot to say on some points tat others miss out.. den.. when victor's turn.. i den realise i forgot my points.. so sad sad sad.. such a failure.. wanna try again!!! haiz.. den the crossfire.. tot can really say well liao.. but den time shortened.. den.. mervyn started.. but he tok wad toot point tat i cant hear and understand.. den suddenly history and modern..
mayb i could say " now we toking abt beauty and brains wif no regards on time".. but den.. this nv come to my mind..
my other points like "PM lee speech on sunday state tat singapore need brains and talents to contribute to our nation...".. and we have gd educational system is to develop our brains.. nt our beauty.. and.. we are nt forced to study.. we wanted as we want to improve ourselves..u can dun study.. den y would u be here?.... first impression is not juz on looks.. its also on the way we behave ouselves.. "imagine a nice and pretty girl wearing mini shirt or wadsoever come into the classroom..and ok. attention is caught.. but wad if she start like... er.. hello.. er... er.. er.. wad am i suppose to do?" den is like.. wtf man!.. izzit? wad can she do? strip ar? rubbish!! lolz.. den.. they say all of us hav same brain potential.. so its less important.. "but u dunno how to develop and make use of tat potential!! its juz equals to nth.." .. ahya.. alot points i wanna say.. but den forgot write down la.. no choice.. all cocked up liao..
haiz.. dunno leh.. this depressed feeling very very.. haiz.. wasted sia.. haiz.. den.. hw.. hw.. i asked ppl and is like all ppl done their hw.. maths.. cher giv the paper.. they no how to start.. and i really really really dunno how to do!!! i dunno how to start.. no info lo.. haiz.. den very sad.. den.. lesson time.. wah lau.. stress come liao.. "test coming on...." den is like.. "huh~~......".. haiz...chem.. she tok 1 single thg take so long.. i also buay tahan den fell asleep.. haiz.. chinese.. ok.. i wanna get my A.. but its juz so so so boring and sian.... tat i dowan to listen liao.. wah lau.. very wad sia.. maths.. is all "????...???...???...uh...huh?..." wah lau.. tml trigo test leh! how sia..
really lo.. i wanna change... but.. how?! i dunno how lo.. mayb i have to overcome this.. this period of time.. to 'O' levels.. i noe its long.. as its abt 1 year.. its really long... but i have to maintain la.. no choice.. cuz.. after 'O' level casn relax for abt 1 year and start again.. have to straggle thru this period of time lo.. HAVE TO! MUST!.. haha... this period is very very short as wad teachers says.. we have to revise and also.. learn new stuffs.. plus plus for me.. CCA and projects.. haiz..i dowan the same thg as PSLE to happen again.. i tot normal thg.. den now.. regret alot to juz get 219 marks.. haiz.. y?!! i still playing during the PSLE exams leh! can imagine mah?! haha.. so sad.. now muz really strive liao..
haiz.. somethg troubled me sometimes.. "wads my character?".. i always feel i'm another person.. but when come to real thg outside.. i seems to be tat person.. wif tat character.. and made my character.. but when i'm at home.. i changed... alot alot.. mayb wif frens.. my character is diff.. mayb... juz mayb... tats my true character? i dunno leh.. sometimes i juz control wad i wanna do.. sometimes its juz so fast tat i said somethg..den regret it after much thinkings.. haiz.. WHO AM I?! ok.. i dun care.. i wanna change.. i wanna change my whole self.. i wanna start anew.. i.. i... i wan to be the person i wanna be.. a cheerful person.. nt shy liao la.. and.. manage my thgs well... i wan to be clean and neat everytime.. i wan to achieve wad i wanna achieve.. i gonna change.. really.. trust me.. i will.. and i need.. plus i must..
i wanna enjoy my childhood.. i dowan my childhood juz to be studies.. parents always say they enjoy their childhood.. but now.. i dun think we have.. most of the time is on studies and exams plus test........ hope 5-day-week would take effect as soon as possible.. i wan a slow and peaceful country.. sometimes too fast may break us... haha...
ok.. my CA this time.. my eng pass!! but nt much la.. still can.. quite disappointed though.. no choice.. now.. i really wanna engage myself back to the track of studies.. do hw.. and nt so lazy!! ppl say sec sch ppl.. always go out to play bowling or wadsoever.. but seems like we dont.. haha.. my frens in other sch yes.. they go beach to cycle.. they go chalets.. they go play at escape.. they go play sports and others.. but.. haiz.. i wanna engage my life to be like tat.. and hope tat now.. every fri could go play badminton or basketball.. i dun mind same or diff sex la.. who cares.. juz at least gt the same la.. wads wrong? haiz.. so sad.. long long time nv play sports liao.. going weaker liao.. underweight liao!! haiz...
again.. i wan.. i really wan.. plus i need.. to change... change for the better.. and hope ppl in my class also change for the better... like chin yong.. sometimes go play badminton.. nt bad wad.. relax wad.. even tao guang enjoyed it last week.. in pri sch.. almost everyday's 5pm would go cycle and play bastketball till 7pm.. so shiok.. but den no more liao.. so sad.... dunno la.. i wish i hav a more exciting life rather than juz studying.. mayb tats the reason y i joined so many stuffs.. trying to learn more.. yup.. i wanna learn more.. i feel i'm juz a tiny stupid noob tat tot i noe alot.. haha... i wanna study.. i wanna play.. but nt relationship!! haha.. dowan to hav so much trouble as my fren.. his results so gd liao.. den going to look for gf.. but den kena rejected.. haiz.. feel sad for him.. but now.. he follow me liao.. study first.. lolz.. ok la.. i still gt projects to complete.. cya all...I AM WHO AM I! lol
ohya.. i today got all PC magazines to mr beh lab.. haha.. in library one all gone liao.. except 2003 one la.. haha.. haiz.. have to prepare for upcoming competition.. ohya.. COMEX this week!! woot.. gonna go and take a look.. its site is at
http://www.comexshow.com.sg .. shld be this la.. haha. in suntec.. 2 levels leh!! haha
i bet no one will be reading all these long post.. but long post contains more stuffs.. more meaningful.. but i bet no one will wan to read.. and no one will understand... even they read.. they wont think abt it.. me lo.. and hy.. write very long post one.. juz cant control...and i think u all shld read hsiu ya's blog.. very meaningful one.. xiaoyun one also.. read all blogs la.. read blogs is gd k!! lol.. writing is even better...
pandaboo penned at 8/24/2004 04:51:00 pm
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haiz.. y so suay one.. i yesterday after listening to PM lee speech..quite motivated to study and get gd results.. and gonna work hard for my chinese.. haiz.. i think so much before i slp.. i wanna change.. really wanna change.. but den.. juz so.. so.. haiz.. in the morning today.. cuz of the pants too tight.. den keep changing.. cuz of the PE shorts la! haiz.. so.. late for sch lo.. 2nd time liao.. its a bad start leh! wanna change den in the end late.. den.. PE.. eek.. aces day workout.. but.. taking of height and weight.. cham.. i underweight liao.. but i grow taller!! 170cm liao!! woohoo.. but weight still.. haiz.. den dunno y.. suddenly stomachache.. den go toilet.. omg.. drop my hp sia!! heart pain.. $500+ juz drop.. ahyo..alot scratches liao.. dunno la.. first drop.. and its in the toilet.. lolz...
den tot gt debate.. quite excited.. but den go back class.. say debate is tml.... haiz.. sad.. but nvm.. hehe
eh.. actually hor.. i dunno y i like debate so much.. mayb gt influence by my fren? haha.. cuz debate train on our speech and brains to brainstorm on ideas.. hehe.. BUT! remember.. i like debate doesn't mean i'm gd at it.. haiz.. i still scare la.. 3rd person.. cannot say any other points.. but den abit scare.. cuz i nv try before.. see also see chinese debate on shows.. eng one.. i noe nth.. how to start? haiz.. scary sia.. gonna stand and everyone hear me tok.. den if say wrong.. opps.. it will be a mess for me liao.. lolz...
i also hope chinese gt debate.. to make the lesson more interesting.. the quietest lesson in our class is geog and chinese lesson liao.. cuz itz juz tooooo boring lo.. mayb its nt teachers fault.. even listening to PM lee's speech yesterday.. they still not changing lo.. haha.. how to be a gd teacher? only a normal teacher la.. tat teach teach teach and catch up wif the syllabus.. den always test test test and tats it.. READ today's Straits Times.. den will noe.. better still get hold of PM Lee's speech notes.. den will noe more.. teacher shldn't juz teach... muz really understand each student and help.. but.. haiz.. dunno our sch teachers la... PM lee says "there shld be no increase in homework or syllabus, In fact, we shld cut down on the syllabus.. We've got to teach less so tat our children learn more.".. yet still.. our bio teacher Mrs Tay again.. says.. "study on ur transportation in plant.. test coming up.." wah lau.. our previous topic haven really mastered yet and we are going to next chp.. aren't we juz catching up on the syllabus only?..den nt gonna do gd for test liao.. no wonder our bio grades are so bad... i tot we students muz really understand it and den we can move on? this is wad Mr Goh (phy NIE teacher) says last time.. rather be slow than rushing through.. its gd if our principle noe this.. haha.. but how? we dunno...
like chinese.. very very obvious we are juz studying nth.. teacher came in.. read the story and explain the words.. tats it.. nth much! and y some ppl gt so gd results? they nv listen in class!! its tat they are hardworking enough to learn those words.. test come out.. all they noe.. but compre.. not all is gd la.. juz 'tikam tikam' understand and do lo.. haha.. i feel tat my test could have gotten higher marks if we were taught better and have more time in the test! sometimes if accurate timing.. 1 hr test.. we only gt 50mins.. haiz.. too bad lo.. i'm always slow in everythg..
next.. its 5-day-WEEK! if u dunno wads tat.. read the newspaper!! dunno la.. i so excited lo.. after listening to his speech.. but when will all these take effect? we dunno.. 5 day week means we only work 5 days a week.. means tat sat and sun is public holidays!! woohoo!! and if can.. means tat we study 4 days.. and fri is for our CCA... wow.. juz like some other countries liao.. nt so stress.. slow down our pace of living in singapore.. ppl in other countries.. wah lau.. close shop at 8pm leh!! haha.. means ppl rest after 8pm liao.. can relax at night.. shiok.. haha.. increase the brith rate.. LOL! if really applies to sch.. and the cut down on syllabus takes effect on our batch this year.. wah lau.. den SHIOK!! haha.. but dun really think so la.. such a big change.. still have to work hard..
and.. wad he says.. i'm chinese..i need to noe chinese.. all my old frens says "How can u fail chinese?! u are chinese!!" .. yup.. i would say this if it was 4 years ago.. i always get A in my pri.. but somehow i come to this sch.. tat juz gone to borderline cases.. haiz.. and i really need to get back up and strive for my A!!.. which left me for almost 3 years.. no matter wad..by wadever.. it gonna come back to me.. wahahahaha...... but.. today i get back my chinese test paper.. even though i noe the marks liao.. but i dunno y.. i'm crying in my heart when i look at my paper and think abt wad adam khoo..my frens.. and PM Lee's speech.. wad a shame to myself.. really.. and den i made a promise to get back my A.. yup.. tats how i get my "A promise".. haiz..
even though i hav a bad starting to change today.. i'm nt gonna giv up.. i want to change..nt wanted to change.. haha!! i promise i will be a different person by the start of next year. shld be 2 Jan 2005.. i WILL change!! today.. dunno how.. i juz feel so tired at home and in relaxing plc like the lab.. but.. i hav this mindset tat i muz change.. and this make me realise tat i wasted quite alot of time.. and time really passes very quickly.. we have to make use of it.. ok.. tml is my first debate... mayb its the last in this sch.. i dunno.. i no experience leh!! wad u expect?!! haha.. i will do my best lo.. hope there's a chinese debate.. topics tat related to us la.. haha.. but the SS... debate.. tats gd.. but the 'organiser' is bad.. MRS FONG! she doesn't even noe how we shld debate.. she juz giv us the grp.. Zzz.. no hope 1.. den she giv every grp different topics... no hope 2.. and expect us to debate on effectiveness of the topic.. HOW?! in the same grp? who pro and opp??... no hope 3.. wah lau.. dunno sia.. how we gonna do..
as wad xiaoyun say.. actually.. nt all of us hate tat ms yong la.. she done nth wrong wad.. wad can u expect a teacher to do? remember.. brains are more imp than beauty! she looks weird.. so? mrs tay is so black-hearted.. cold blooded and the way she toks also weird.. so? tats wad a teacher muz do wad.. teach.. actually her style also nt bad la.. but.. i still haven do her hw.. i dunno wad she toking?! everyone is toking and so noisy.. how am i going to listen?? haiz.. imagine u become a teacher.. how would u treat a class like us? same style one la.. den how.. haha.. think she do quite well la.. still gt this debate thg.. its gd leh! i like debate! we share views and points.. hehe... ok la.. tats all.. i gonna change!! but quite lazy leh.. dunno y my body juz feel so tired.. and when touch the bed.. the bed seems so soft.. and wan me to lie on it.. den its like so.. comfortable.. den dowan get up liao.. haha
den maths hw.. i dunno how to do!! but nvm.. i will still do.. haiz.. who can i ask? all so busy studying one.. no one online.. online den tok abt craps.. den waste alot time.. and.. MR LAU chasing me for the fireblaze video liao!!! actually today wanted to do.. and mayb read on some magazines on IT for the coming competition.. hehe.. but.. dunno y i juz get involve in the NPCC thg today.. and somemore.. the computer tat i muz use for my project.. is used to do MRS KONG project.. no choice lo.. she big wad.. haiz.. tml! tml i will study IT thgs and do the project.. if can... and.. i gonna go bath and do my hw liao.. gonna at least try to do all.. most importantly.. I MUZ GET MY 'A' FOR CHINESE !!! mayb this final year i couldn't get it.. but i will get it by next year!! trust me... i gonna start now.. as there's NO TML!! hahaha
eh.. i dunno y i wanna get involve in so much thg.. i gt in the roboGP again.. haha.. den npcc.. i gonna be a gd NCO.. dun like daniel la.. like dun care dun care like tat.. dun juz think abt CCA points only la..tats nt wad u wanna get in npcc rite? u shld learn more bah.. grab this chance as a NCO la..hey! a gd student muz balance well socially and achemically!! woops.. i spell wrong i think.. nvm.. haha..*
EH!! NO OFFENCE HOR! * NCO LEH! gonna beat the haolian nco out.. u noe who la.. always act act nia.. hey! u normal stream.. gt one more year to serve in npcc la.. y fite wif us?! FINE! come on man! i gonna take up ur challenge!!
woot.. i gt alot challenge in hand.. hehe.. nvm.. i will take it!!! we muz noe our weakness... but we muz nt forget our strenghts!! we can make our weakness to be our strenghts!! trust in urself!! GD LUCK ALL!!
btw.. i fail 2 language.. but mayb eng i can pass if total up.. hehe.. thx for those who support me..thx alot..i appreciate it... hehe
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Sources frm Channel NewsAsia -
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/video/index.htm
National Day Rally SpeechSingapore Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong delivers his maiden National Day Rally Speech on Sunday, August 22. Catch his speech right here.
English Speech:
Part 1 (Tribute to SM Goh Chok Tong, Introduction)->
play
Part 2 (Our priorities)->
play
Part 3 (New Generation) ->
play
Part 4 (Education)->
play
Part 5 (Babies, Conclusion)->
play
Malay Speech ->
play
Chinese Speech ->
play
Full Text ->
http://straitstimes.asia1.com.sg/mnt/html/speeches/rallyspeech.html
pandaboo penned at 8/23/2004 05:24:00 pm
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haiz.. now i really forgot wad to write.. yesterday tot of alot.. but den parents shouting at me to slp.. so i go slp lo.. den today wake up.. haven on comp den gt shouted to go bath and go eat.. eat lor.. den go the parkway popular there.. buy liao come back.. trying to think of wad i wanna say.. den.. parents tok tok tok.. ask my mother "can dun tok to me awhile".. she juz dun care and tok tok tok.. i so sick and tired.. lie down awhile den suddenly.. "COME!".. wah lau.. how to rest sia...
haiz.. sometimes i really regret wad i said or wad i did.. but.. i need to change lo... eh... y i tok abt this ar? err... forgot liao!! haiz.. nvm.. i remember to tok abt my class.. and... wah lau.. totally blank in my mind liao.. haiz.. juz like exams.. prepare so much.. den really wanna write den.. tada! gone... haiz..
my class ar.. stress la.. think very gd ar? NO lo.. mayb we stay quite united..hehe.. but very stressful.. especially for me.. always before test or exam.. ask ppl or call ppl.. all is "studying" or wadsoever one.. den when u dun study or wan juz rest awhile.. also feel quite odd and stressed.. go sch in morning see all ppl textbk...notes.. TYS all take out.. wah lau.. more stress sia.. but.. i feel tat i quite gd la.. i nv study till so so so hard.. and practice so much.. my results still ok ok bah.. juz tat sometimes fail.. haha.. ppl do tys.. study all kinds of thg.. in the end mayb.. juz pass or wad.. haiz.. dunno la.. so many subjects.. i concentrate on those subjects lo.. den.. my language so damn bad now.. dunno how.. i dunno y.. the feeling of " o lvl is very important!" is always in my mind and reminding me to study lo.. haiz.. i still worry juz for my eng!! haiz.. regret tat i nv read books.. haiz.. now dun hav the habit to read books liao..
ok.. now wad??.. errrrrmmm.... really dunno leh! haiz.. study study is wad in my mind lo.. oh! ya.. i tok abt ppl la.. everyone hav worries.. hav troubles.. i tot of ppl so happy and no worries.. but when they are sad.. all their feelings will show.. and let ppl noe them better.... when we are happy.. we dun really reflect on wad we did or who we are.. but when we are sad or lonely.. we will start to think abt all this lo.. haiz.. dunno la.. really really forgot wad to say liao leh!! haiz.. dunno how.. i really wanted to change in year end holidays.. stay out of all activities... haha.. ppl say now muz start to change.. but .. i hav to catch up first! i'm still lacking/lagging behind! haiz.. sometimes really kena influence by others or parents.. juz now go out.. take my bio book.. den dunno how.. suddenly kena scolded by mother.." u where gt so hardworking one! take ur book out for wad! u nv so hardworking one la.." wah lau.. this really pull me down.. she everytime say " ahya.. i understand u very well one la.. u sure is....." .. but hor.. she gt it wrong!!! she dun understand me lo.. she she say i always against her.. but really lo.. i'm quite a perfectionist bah.. some sorts la.. den.. nt i wanna say bad abt her.. but is true lo.. she tok loud.. very loud.. and always tot she very big.. in her family.. she like offend all tat is state below her's lo.. den i always dun agree wif her even she's my mother.. "bang li bu bang qin" haha.. den.. nvm.. i stay out of it.. in public.. ahya.. u all shld noe.. i dun wish my parents to see my frens or wad one.. cuz.. they tok very loud.. and all fake thgs abt me they will say.. today in quiet popular.. she juz loudly 'say'.. " EH! dunno y u so weird one leh.. nv read books one.." ..." ahya! we waiting for u mah..now where's ur father?! "... wah lau.. damn loud lo.. den they like to directly say abt others one lo.. all my classmates they also say.. very bad sia.. better dun say out la.. haha.. den is like hurting ppl like tat.. dunno la.. den my mother walk.. wah lau.. even in a very very quiet plc... the "ki-kok .. ki-kok " sound is sure made by her.. i tell alot times liao.. walk dun walk wif sound.. but she juz like it!! ahyo.. a nice peace mind also make till i very fed-up.. den mood changes.. wah lau.. so sian diao lo..
den study... she will tok and laugh very loud on phone.. den watch shows also.. tok to the tv " ahyo! so stupid.. y she wan to be wif her.. kena cheat liao la".. den is like so loud.. haiz.. dunno la! i like to be quiet and peaceful wif happy soft voices one.. haiz.. i like my hse to be clean and nt so many colors.. and nt furniture like.. wood.. metal.. leather.. den is like all mixed up.. and always buy all this thg.. my father will say "this one nice to put in our hse hor.." den in my mind i will say " same la.. our hse is rojak liao..".. haha.. den my father always say my room very untidy.. no! the whole hse is untidy liao!! haha.. my room.. no plc to put all those thgs.. how? he say throw away.. all i wanted one.. how to throw...den always eng letter will pass to me to read.. den i read liao.. they juz put in my room.. how? wad i gonna do wif it? scarly they wanted leh if i throw.. all is juz like dump into my room and in the end scold me for nv tidy.. so.. sometimes my mother help tidy.. den always.. my things dunno go where.. find 30 mins den found.. everytime fed-up.. wah lau.. dunno la.. they juz like to buy those they think its nice.. den always i buy thgs is really nice one.. den they will say i 'gd eye sight' to buy those nice stuffs.. den sometimes nv listen to me and buy others.. they will say .. "ahya! last time shld listen to weirong la.. now we buy wrong liao.. all his fault la! nv tell us.." wah lau.. my fault again.. fine!! in the future if i hav my own hse.. i gonna show u how tidy and nice + high tech it will be!!!! and it will juz be simple.. nice and peaceful...
pandaboo penned at 8/22/2004 04:26:00 pm
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haiz.. reply to xy comment - eh.. i nv change template lo.. gt meh? the teddy template.. gt alot probs.. den the image cannot display.. so i change pic liao lo.. haha...read ur blog's comment.. i juz wrote it...and post it below...
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ok.. firstly.. u said u lied to urself.. yes.. u lied to urself.. u are running away frm reality.. but in the end.. when u face it.. u cant tahan.. but u muz.. sometimes.. lying to urself juz cool u down.. but nt always.. u do things to keep urself occupied.. means u are juz running away.. y? u shld juz rest down.. and think abt ur life..wad is u? do u really understand urself?
ok.. if u think blog no use.. and u really wan to speak to someone.. find a fren who u trust.. and he/she trust u.. and he/she will listen to u and discuss abt it..y u like ghost stories? means u like fake thgs? think abt it.. be real..noe the show? "GET REAL"..
ok.. like wad the chi compre.. they as the "keys" open ur heart.. so? can u understand wads in it?? u need to "think" and understand.. there's alot of unknown facts.. but are they really facts? juz like a debate.. each team hav their own 'correct' points tat is reasonable.. wad adam khoo said is right.. but there's also other thgs tat can be against of wad he said...
i always tot tat u hav no worries and so gd and happy always... but thru blog.. u let others understand u more.. and thru chatting.. i understand alot of ppl.. and accept wad they are..and who they are.. everyone hav unspeakable stuffs.. yup..
u dun hav to be sad of urself.. be happy.. no worries.. and when u understand urself.. u may regret wad u did or who u are..and become sad.. but is tat wad u shld do? NO! u shld change for the better.. and always.. humans cant be perfect.. accept urself.. change for the better.. and.. natural is the best!
there're always more thgs tat is important than wad ppl r doing now.. but y do they still continue? cuz they juz wan to be happy.. so.. i wish u to be happy.. but.. hav a limit to ur happiness.. and noe urself better...
be sure.. check out wads a true,close fren,best fren and juz frens.. juz frens can also be true frens.. close fren may nt be true frens... think tats all bah
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aww shit.. wad i gonna say ar? forgot liao!! arghh!!! juz now comp lag awhile.. and now all forgot.. wad sia!!! wait i remember then i put here.. sry hor...
errr.. alot speeling and typo errors.. lol.. eh.. juz remember.. but den forgot again... haha...
pandaboo penned at 8/22/2004 12:18:00 am
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
ok lor.. win liao lor.. NPCC.. today train for next week.. so damn tired.. keep redoing till sian.. and yay!!! next week we NCO liao!!! shiok ah!!.. but.. going end of year liao.. cant do much... sian diao.. i think next week will be a mess la.. but luckily.. i go for IT competition.. so i nv go.. whooray!! haha
den juz now so tired tat i slp till now frm 2pm.. i on server.. den seems like gt prob.. so.. i off it la.. so sian.. den afternoon go ask my chinese test result.. i fail.. get 21/50.. so damn sad..... i study the "han zi" den get very gd for the section and very bad for compre and get 21/25 last time..
this time.. i study "han zi".. but i forgot everythg during test.. so i think score badly.. but i still get 21/25.. lol.. mayb my compre better.. so sian leh.. this term nv pass before. so sad.. eng fail.. chinese fail.. den learn waD? african language?! haiz...!!!!
mon bio test.. and i still haven learn.. homework also lazy to do.. den games also lazy to play.. sian diao...haiz... wad can i do leh? blogskins also gt wad 403 forbidden error.. cannot go.. den blogger.. sometimes can .. sometimes cannot come in.. den the 'myshoutbox'.. also error.. den make my blog so laggy.. image.. the host also dunno how liao.. so i use another image la.. bear wif it lo.. haha.. haiz.. really nth to do.. feel like slping again.. but.. as my sis say.. slping is really a waste of time... slp 3-6 hrs already enough for ur body to rest.. dun waste time on slping.. do more work.. haiz.. yep.. i promised to change.. and i'm gonna study...
pandaboo penned at 8/21/2004 07:28:00 pm
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OK FINE! my fault! all my fault again! all i cause one! fine!! giv some comments.. my fault! yep my fault! i'm so sry... so damn idiot sry.. k? HAPPY?! tmd..
today they say gt the npcc meeting.. ok fine.. we go at 1pm.. fine! den.. we abit late cuz we eating.. ok fine.. u scold.. nvm.. our fault.. den.. ask us to help.. ok fine! the so called 'MEETING' is to help u all carry those thgs and pack all thgs! fine!! we help.. den.. u stand dere and command us wad to do.. ok fine! but muz we help? i tot its NCO job? ok gd.. we future NCO.. so we help.. FINE! btw.. the 'u' refer to HAN TECK..
ok den.. till 1.30pm... ok.. u said short meeting.. den now so long.. and i hav another meeting at com lab...so ok.. i go.. den when i come back.. ok.. fine.. u all ask me help take out the thg.. ok fine.. we carry out.. some of us complain abit.. nvm.. OUR FAULT.. so.. den.. carry all thgs out of npcc room liao.. now.. ok.. HAN TECK say carry the so called 'poles' in back to the np room again.. FINE! we carry back in! den.. he inside.. standing dere .. still thinking where to put.. and den we still passing the poles in.. den mayb.. i accidentally hit him SOFTLY!.. den fine.. MY FAULT! den he ask mervyn put in the position.. ok fine.. mervyn is putting it slowly..den outside ppl is passing to me very fast.. den i waiting to pass to mervyn to put.. den the TMD HAN TECK scold.. " U BLIND AR.. " den pointing to the floor.. lik asking me to put.. but cant he say in a better tone?! den i nv happy.. den i shout back.. "I BLIND LA! CANNOT AR? WAD U WAN?!" den he nt happy den shout "DOWAN HELP DEN GO! GO!" keep repeating la.. den i stand dere waiting for him to finish sentence.. den the sec 2 boy go help him.. den he shout "GO AWAY! DUN HELP! GO OUT!!!"
wah lan.. i du lan lo.. idiot leh him.. shout wad idiot la.. we coming to HELP! and den he like tat treat us.. we HELPING! we offering to HELP! and he like tat! toot la! den fed up.. den wanna go play badminton.. den suddenly nv book the court..
den... i call ks.. no one ans.. den call chin yong.. he say cancelled.. den fine!.. we go home.. den i call ks again.. he say i nv call him! he say he call me and i nv listen.. den he call my home! i not at home how to listen?! den i say call my hp.. he say i nv giv him no.!!! ok FINE! MY FAULT!! fine.... ok now again.. i recieve call tat book liao.. going play.. later come back continue.. wahahaha
eh.. i ask alot ppl on common test lo.. eh.. sry.. nt to laugh at u all la.. juz wanna noe lo.. haiz.. and alot ppl fail alot subjects la.. so sad for u all.. but i fail eng.. counted gd liao la.. fail by the stupud 1/2 mark.. haiz.. alot ppl i noe also fail eng.. haiz... so sad.. i scare my final year leh..mid year already fail eng.. now fail again.. wah lau.. so damn sad lo.. haiz...
IDOIT HAN TECK! i noe he wanna sabo me liao.. tmd.. u gonna get it if u do tat.. i'm not in WRONG K?!! idiot u.. think u so great.. FINE!
pandaboo penned at 8/20/2004 02:40:00 pm
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Thursday, August 19, 2004
haha.. woot.. i think i offended someone liao.. lol.. but nt seriously one lo... haha.. the person is meihsing.. wah lau.. scary sia her.. haha.. we tok abt someone tat is the headline in malaysia trip steamboat dinner tat time.. den.. me and daniel tok alot bad thgs abt the person la.. den mh say the person is her "mei".. den say we tok very bad or wad so ever.. den fine.. she left the conversation.. den we tok more again.. haha.. den dunno somehow.. she came in and saw my last line!.."no wonder mh size going be the same"... wah lau.. so damn suay.. den she tot wad.. den angry.. scold like mad den leave.. lol.. i write here juz nt to make enemy la.. haha.. i didn't meant tat line lo.. she dunno wad we tok before he come in lo.. wah lau.. damn funny.. haha... tok abt the way the person eat.. omg.. u all should noe la.. the saliva thg..den we tot mh also eat the same way.. haha.. of course.. jk la.. lol..den i write tat line.. den she come.. ahyo.. no time to noe y she angry den kena scold.. lol.. scary sia.... wah lau.. haha.. k la.. i will remain juz as per normal liao.. haha.. i'm nt guilty! i clear my mind liao... hehe.. nvm lo.. she nt happy her business liao.. haiz.. haha...juz dun sabo us can liao lo.. woot.. no choice la.. hav to 'apologise'... i'm honest u noe?! i'm very gd one! hehe.. woot.. learn frm hsiu ya.. haha.. k la.. anythg wrong juz find me.. on MSN! i dun tok well in real person.. hehe
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ALL GD!! GD LO! like tat lo! YAH! MY FAULT!! ALL MY FAULT RITE?! u all gd! i dun care liao! ur prob! i do my stuff .... u do ur stuff!! i DUN ever care! gd lo! no wonder i feel tat i no fren! tats it! again! happen to me! gd!! sometimes its funny.. sometimes not lo! always be funny! will sian one leh! my tolerance gt a limit one lo! think i easy bully izzit! fine!! u remember!! TMD idiot.. see la! i haven do my hwk! my fault?! OK FINE! MY FAULT! ALL MY FAULT! K? HAPPY ENOUGH?!
Y ALWAYS ME? Y I SO SUAY ONE?! Y !!! I FAIL ENG! U ALL LAUGH! FINE! NT HAPPY AR! REMEMBER! I WONT FORGET HOW U ALL TREAT ME ONE!!! i can even remember frm PRI till NOW!! gonna get it one day.. I PROMISE!~ U GONNA GET IT FRM ME!!! ARGHH!! stay away la!
I'm going to change! juz u wait! I'll BE BACK!!! gimme some time! WHEN I GET BACK ON U NEXT YEAR! U GET IT! i gonna have a 180 degree change in dec holiday!!! juz u wait! wan sabo me rite?! GO ON MAN!!! i'm nt SCARE! dun believe???!! JUZ U WAIT MAN!!! SEE WAD HAPPENS!!! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DUN TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE!! ASK-HOLE!! idiot!!...
pandaboo penned at 8/19/2004 10:42:00 pm
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wah lau!! stupid lamer!!! MRS FONG! she idiot sia.. tok kok one! u all say... bearing 265 is wad direction? last time gt one assignment.. she say take the nearer to it one.. which is WEST... den now.. she say anythg between west and west-south-west equals to west south west!! wah lan.. idiot.. say 2 diff thg.. den O lvl how ?? always say she O lvl marker.. tmd.. 1 time only mah! den sure kena kick out one liao la.. Zzzz!! i'm sure tat year students score badly.. or else is alot confusion.. toot sia her.. tot she so damn great... scold till she like.. as if teacher is president like tat.. toot!!
i think she noe she wrong.. but she dowan lose face.. den say another thg.. wah lan eh! toot leh.. say till she very correct like tat.. no choice lo.. toot her.. stupid idiot fool.. scold others.. she sure kena 'BAO YING'!! wahahahaha! last time me and wei jie fake fake wan go bluff her or irritate her or wadsoever la.. ask her wad format she wan for the video of KL trip... den she smile smile.. act noe like tat.. den say dunno wad.. "CD LAH! CD den can play wad..".. eh! i say format! nt media type la! toot her.. den we ask again.. "VCD..CD..DATA or DVD..." den she say.. "CD LA! of course is CD..."... wah lau.. we laugh sia... CD IS FOR AUDIO!! toot.. den forget it.. den she say "ahya.. gimme cd la.. can watch video one la.. dun say so much..".. den we stop liao lo.. hahaha... haiz.. this kind of teacher.. still get so many awards.. toot la.. sure "pai ma pi" of principle la..haha.. this is shameful of our society sia.. LOL! this kind of ppl.. eek!
den.. she gt memory prob la.. last time spent 30 mins toking on one thg.. den today she repeat the whole thg again.. i bet no one listens.. den no one say lo.. voice out also kena scold one la.. or write notes also kena scold.. idiot her.. haha..
I GONNA FIND OUT BEARING 265 degree BELONGS TO WAD DIRECTION!! AND GONNA FIND LAST TIME ASSIGNMENT!!! wahahahahah!!!
ahh shit.. forgot wad to say liao.. also abt stupid her la.. ahh.. i remember den post here lo..
haiz.. get back few test marks today.. SS test fail wif 12/25.. but nt counted liao.. haha.. GEOG 18/30...phy 34/50.. and.. ENG i FAIL! i dunno la.. she dowan giv back my paper see the marks.. she say i nv hand in RD worksheet.. sian diao.. i fail!! die la.. mid year fail.. now also fail.. wad the shit sia..haiz.. too bad lo.. chinese.. cham la.. dunno wad to say.. first page.. see all.. noe the word!! but dunno how write.. sian diao.. den is sure 0 marks for first page liao.. haiz.. the meaning part.. also.. haiz.. dunno la... sian diao.. next monday BIO liao.. dun even noe test on wad.. den.. alot alot more video project liao!!! sian diao!!!Zzzz!!
k la.. cya all.........damn hungry...
pandaboo penned at 8/19/2004 05:33:00 pm
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
arrr.... nth to write leh.. dunno y.. mayb too busy on common test liao bah.. study study study.. amozongreen start their video editing liao!! mine haven! dunno y.. tot i lost my idea liao.. haiz.. eh.. i pass my A maths.. my bio..last time la.. den now.. i pass my COMPO!! woohooo! now hope all my subjects pass la...
the SS.. 5 ppl pass i think.. geog 10.. izzit? or the other way round.. dunno la.. the SS test is the 2002 'O' lvl paper! and i gt 1 net fren.. he take the year's paper.. and said it was the EASIEST o lvl paper! wah die sia.. like tat.. haiz.. eh.. dunno y.. i feel quite confident for Maths for o lvl leh.. cuz.. see the TYS.. nt too difficult la.. and mrs khoo say.. cambridge ppl are maths 'idiot'.. they juz wan to test on basics only.. very easy one.. den easy lo.. den happy lo.. haha
today's e maths paper.. starting quite confident.. until drawing of the graph.. wah.. shivering sia.. haiz.. den draw liao.. see time.. still left 15mins.. den slowly.. den last 3 part qn.. like so weird.. den i think think think.. den.. no choice.. anyhow write.. but den.. TIMES UP! i see wrong time... wah lau! no time even to write leh!! haiz.. dunno how la.. haha.. phy.. 3D only 5 passes? i only heard alot ppl fail.. haiz.. so sad.. i dunno me leh.. haiz.. hope I DUN FAIL!! i WONT FAIL! haha..
eh.. tml still gt chinese test.. not very confident leh.. pri sch chinese is A one.. den sec jump to B.. den sec 2 jump to C.. den now 'shraggling' *dunno how spell.. wait i noe den i change*.. at around borderline.. last time pass pass pass.. now fail pass fail.. den next test is pass or fail? muz see tml liao lo... i found tat i study.. den fail.. nv study or no time study.. den PASS!! wah lau.. dunno wad one sia.. dunno how ppl score like 30+++.. haiz.. seems quite easy for me in pri sch.. but now not.. haiz.. dunno y drop till like tat.. den now see others.. like enjoying liao.. i still hav to learn my chinese.. haiz..!!! how sia.. all starts frm i didn't read books and newspaper.. haha..
eh... template can anot? i reduced the loading speed liao.. den added more links.. haiz.. now helping xy making blog.. difficult sia.. her template very messy.. den somemore she use frontpage.. omg.. all mess up she also dunno.. haha.. eh.. feel free to ask me anythg abt blog or HTML hor!! if can.. teach me also!! and.. u all noe wad latest IT thg.. also tell me.. plz plz.. help me k.. haha.. think hav to go lib read IT magazines liao.. dunno last few months one still dere anot.. haiz.. dun feel like going leh.. lonely one.. den.. so boring.. but cannot dun go! going to have competition on general IT knowledge soon..
hehehe.. NPCC 8am this sat!! mei hsing say one.. anythg blame her.. haha.. nt bad la.. abit like NPCC again.. but wif the CI amin go.. sian diao liao.. cuz.. tok to him like tok to idiot like tat.. idiot leh him! think he so great.. quit CI liao.. now still come ka jiao us.. freak.. haiz.. no choice.. i like wear Full-U!! cuz so song!! i gt most badges among sec 3 leh! woohooo! 2 lines sia... shiok.. but Full-U need suffer.. haiz.. but nvm.. now gt CI han soon msn.. can easily complain any feedback to him.. woohoo.. hehe.. k la.. long enough liao..
LEAVE COMMENTS! make use of new functions! haha.. if can.. log in to ur blogger acc and post comment.. so tat gt name.. easier to noe who.. hehe....
cya.. wish all gd luck for exams and test!! me too!! haha.. bio next week.. sian diao... den coming more video projects liao!! ahhhh....
pandaboo penned at 8/18/2004 06:52:00 pm
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juz testing..
pandaboo penned at 8/17/2004 06:30:00 pm
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sian diao. changed the template for testing.. dun look very nice leh.. den now trying to insert the comment thg.. haiz.. cya..
nth to say.. lol
should i change back? giv some comments bah.. hehe
pandaboo penned at 8/17/2004 06:22:00 pm
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"u fool! made a fool of urself! u stupid fool! idiot sia! wanna be a joker only.. so stupid..".. "u juz like a rat! clever but LAZY!!".. "who do u think u r?! idiot!.. i'm very FED UP wif u guys!! so arrogant!".. wah .. alot alot.. all this we learn in everyday geog/ss lesson.. all thx to MDM fong for 'teaching' us.. all kinds of scoldings or insulting also hav.. haha.. haiz.. dowan tok abt common test la.. haiz.... later still gonna study.. haiz..!! haha.. haiz.. again.. :p
TAKEN frm hsiu ya's blog... and i think veru rite la.. her blog alot gd thgs.. but she dowan ppl noe.. lol.. :::
I like to listen to Mrs Khoo, Mdm Rogaya n Mrs Fong's principals though i dun totally agree with them. Their words make me THINK more..Mrs Fong ....FED UP FED UP!! I AM FED UP WITH U ALL 3E PP!!....IT IS UR FAULT TO BE TOO TRUSTING.Mdm Rogaya....WAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.....WAT U DO TO OTHERS TODAY, OTHERS WILL DO THE SAME TO YOU ONE DAY.Mrs Khoo ....SOME PEOPLE JUZ ASK FOR THE SAKE OF ASKING....U ALL STILL LIVE IN UR SMALL WORLD, DO U UNDERSTAND MUCH ABOUTTHE OUSIDE SOCIETY?....DO YOU TIN TEACHER CARE ABT U EVEN IF U MAKE THEM ANGRY IN SCHOL?U GET PUNISHED N THEIR LIFE IS AS NORMAL AS BEFORE.....U MUST KNOW WHOSE HW K BE OWNED N WHOSE K NOT.
::: yep.. tats wad teachers' sayings.. some is rite.. some is wrong.. and also.. wads write in her blog.. she say abt wad mrs fong 'teach' us.. tat its our fault to be too trusting.. and ppl backstep us.. yup.. i noe.. nowadays the society is like tat.. but i still believe there is trusting ppl like me and ks :p
haha.. mayb more.. i dunno.. but.. in the past.. ppl live in harmony and loyality came out.. but now y? no more 'loyal' in our mind? y is this so? mayb its cuz of some ppl tat is nt loyal and backstep others.. den the victim dun trsut him.. den in the end.. spread to all of us tat we cannot become too trusting.. ITS BECUZ of MRS FONG this kind of ppl tat exist.. trying to backstep others.. and den tot ppl backstep her.. den confusion resulted.. and trust broken.. den.. haiz... she say we MUZ nt be too trustful to ppl around us.. and.. wad if everyone hav the same mindset as her? NO harmony already!! i noe.. she insulted alot foriegn students in our class.. all of them! mostly indon ppl.. she very... haiz.. such a DISGRACE to our country sia!! shuld teach us to be loyal and trust others wad!! she opposite one!.. haiz.. and create a thinking in ppl tat ... "others dun trust me la.. y shuld i trust them?.. since they dun trsut me.. its ok for me to betray them.." den.. die lo the victim.. like me.. always kena make use of.. den in the end still blur blur.. and.. i still believe tat as far as i can.. i dun make use of ppl..
Oh shit! i forgot return a form to someone.. haiz.. so forgetful!!
ohya.. back to juz now.. mayb.. sometimes i'm juz kind to help.. but ppl juz make use of me.. nv even say thx.. next time i need help frm them.. they will say i nv help them.. wah lau! damn sian lo.. but nvm.. its still a confusion la.. but remember! i trust u all!! but for backup.. i wont trust too much.. haha.. later kena backstab.. i dowan same thg to happen again.. sad sad... hehe.. and also.. i very loyal one lo.. but ppl juz dun feel it.. y huh? dunno leh.. haiz.. alot of confusion appear in my mind now again... haiz.. chemistry!!! go go go!! =D
i spent too much time on thinking.. i some mcq.. the choices juz dun match leh.. dunno how sia.. den.. haiz. drawing also keep draw wrong.. dunno how la.. den the qn on pressure.. it came out abt the same as last time pressure test before june holi.. den cher gt go through.. but i get 24/25.. den i nv listen lo.. nv check.. den now.. dunno how do! dunno y leh.. my mind like gt the book.. but juz cant turn to tat page tat have the qn.. arghh!! den i skip.. another qn.. i also skip.. section C.. i also 'tikam tikam' do one.. haiz.. so sad lo.. dunno will pass well anot.. my a maths nt bad la.. at least pass 23/35.. yay! haha.. a maths.. very diff to pass for me.. and now pass! yay.. and the stupid mistake is nt 2x3=6.. is -2(0)+6 = 4!!! wah lan.. i kok eye la.. dunno wad i thinking.. last qn.. i correct one! but no time do!!! arghh!!.. den abt 7 marks gone.. den.. one qn.. i dunno y.. kok eye.. nv see.. lol den nv do.. 2 more marks gone.. sad sad.. others is also careless la.. haiz.. i've DONE my BEST!! =D
now its time for chemisty.. haiz.. dunno how.. later giv those chim chim thg.. i die liao.. lol.. those weird weird names of substance.. i also die liao.. haiz.. later do more TYS bah.. alot qn sure frm TYS one.. hehe..
EH! reminder.. my bd dun giv present.. cuz i dowan too much trouble.. treat me as invisble can liao.. i dowan to be to outstanding now.. haiz.. juz hope to be a quiet helper.. hehe..
yep. i'm very proud of such ppl.. which helps.. but never hav their names stated.. like last time youth day.. upstairs gt ppl help play guitar one.. nt the teachers on stage.. haha.. no one noes.. so great man!! i like tat style.. den in the end.. someone will say out.. den ppl will think he's so great.. wow.. tat kind of feeling is so great!! hehe
pandaboo penned at 8/16/2004 04:03:00 pm
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
phew.. finally come back frm the UG 'camp' liao.. den juz eaten dinner.. alone.. haiz.. quite fun lo.. but in my grp.. there's no one i noe lo.. den no one to tok to.. den boring liao.. but the activites fun sia! but like nt enough time.. i think i gone through ....4 outdoor activities.. gt one the walking on rope one.. i last one.. den no time.. den nv do liao.. so sad.. but all nice la..
today go to sch...den like juz wake up like tat.. slpy.. never expect eric nv go.. den found tat my grp no one i noe.. den gt few sec 1 or 2 tat is lik ah beng ah beng like tat.. really feel like scolding them sia.. but i scare later they 'bu shuang' den call their brothers come fite me.. den no one help me.. haha.. first item is the 'trapeze' .. dunno how to spell la.. its the stand on a high pole den jump to catch the pole one lo..fun leh! but hor.. haiz.. me alone lo.. but feel tat alone also gd.. gd to be independent... haha.. den.. i so like excited.. den climb up very fast.. tot nt shaky.. but den the pole shake like wad sia.. when i gt on it...den.. i shout wrong command!! it suppose to be 'jumping'.. i shouted 'climbing!'.. den the sir han soon.. blur blur dere...den i dun care la.. juz jump... quite easy catch leh.. nice...
second is the rock climbing.. dunno y leh.. i dun feel scare like before liao.. all is like so exciting to me.. dunno leh! last time even shooting i also shiver one.. now wont leh! shiok sia.. den rock climbing.. i wanted to reach the top.. but till the end of 2nd portion.. i really cant find any rock to hold on liao.. den no choice but to fall.. and when falling.. nv hold properly.. hit till the rocks.. pain sia!!! haiz..
den gt one more activity.. but i no time to do.. left 2 person nv do.. i one of them.. so sad... haiz..!!
den frm ITE ang mo kio.. go back to sch.. go for the section on IQ games.. quite boring la.. i tot i can do it.. but presentation.. i juz dunno y.. juz cant do it.. den no ideas.. no everythg in mind.. dunno y lo... haiz..
den sudden switch.. we gt the chance to play flying fox!!! woot.. i can go first one.. den the sec 2 ah beng say let his fren first... den tok alot crap.. i wan tok back one! eh i sec 3 leh! let me la! i miss the 2 times can do one leh! tmd.. den nvm.. wo ren!!!... haiz.. den go help pull the rope thg..den nv see.. den kena rope burnt.. pain sia.. den.. i finally gt the chance to try! ... they gt alot of 'protection'.. dunno wad its call la.. alot type one.. gt full body 1.. full body 2.. 'underwear' type and 'bra' type.. haha.. den i took the full body one for flying fox.. wah lau! pain sia below.. the dunno wad thg.. keep hitting tat thg.. wah sian diao.. den walk also cannot walk properly... den 'mian qiang' go till 3 floor.. den.. i immediately try.. woot.. so shiok when sit down.. den.. when i slide down.. woot.. i folo the NDP ppl.. legs up... haha.. gt reason one lo.. looks nice.. hehe.. and.. if i put down.. will pain leh! hehe.. its natural.. lol.. den i wanna looks like the NDP.. but dun too haolian.. so put down abit.. den dunno y.. auto turn direction one..den nt nice liao.. den when coming down.. the thg hit tat one again.. wah lau.. buay tahan sia.. actually wanna try again.. but den no time..
OHYA!! see ar.. sir han soon help out in the first activity.. den after all.. he wanna try... den when he coming down.. mam bibi.. wan play play wif him.. den hang him in the middle air.. force him to do actions and sing song.. lol.. den he do superman action.. haha.. so the... lol.. funni sia him.. haiz..
den go to the 'repelling'.. the frm 3 storey slide down frm a rope one.. hehe.. i wanna looks like commando.. but cannot la.. speed is they control one.. den finally!! its the 'underwear' type..woot.. so comfortable.. haha.. den shiok.. i can maintain my horizontal position.. den the person keep say gd.. waaa.. so shiok sia!! at least nt gt wall to hit.. last time sec 1.. is space one.. den i nv do well.. wow.. nice sia.. but will be nicer camp is there is frens to tok to.. and dun face the gangster like ppl.. idiot sia.. haiz.. no choice.. muz tolerate...
den in hall for reflection.. i suddenly felt tat independance is very very imp lo.. den i feel tat.. alone also nt so bad.. can listen to my own opinion.. and.. i suddenly hav the feeling tat i MUZ achieve gd results.. and i feel tat i can do it! thoughts is one thg la... can do or not is another thg liao.. gt support anot is another thg also.. choices is also another thg liao.. =p
den... i also suddenly feel tat being leader is also nt so bad.. juz hav confidence in urself and u will look nice lo.. and i hope.. the NPCC ppl we take charge of.. would be of gd behaviour la..
sad lo.. no one i noe go.. den buddy thg to help each other one.. no one help me.. so i do them myself.. and i think i can do it!!!
and yay!! i finally gt my MARKSMAN badge!! den han teck say actually wanna giv sergent rank today.. den after tat nv..
juz dunno wad happen la.. erm.. think tats it.. gt more then i add here.. hehe
ohya... feel tat i really wasted the time to read books.. dunno wad i doing la.. now.. my knowledge other den comp.. i dunno.. den always no idea and vicab super lousy.. so.. read more if i hav time lo.. means i no time la.. i gt alot books also nv read one sia..
OHYA!! i wanna say abt the FOOD!! it really suxs!! they say food nt enough.. den the second batch one.. some nt cooked properly one!! sian diao!! den nt nice one!!! eek!!! i hate the food...
pandaboo penned at 8/14/2004 08:36:00 pm
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haiz.. now i became like mo wan wan in the holland village show liao.. eat alot when i'm sad... and now.. i'm hungry!!! arghh!! so sad lo.. yesterday study till 12midnight lo... den in sch also revise alot.. but haiz.. my mind juz gone siao.. A maths today.. haiz..!!! all the steps i right.. but den. 2x3 = 4!!! i write 4!! den all wrong liao.. 7 marks leh! mayb 8.. den last qn.. i nv read properly.. den den.. haiz.. 5 marks gone.. wah lau.. how to pass like tat?!!!! ahhh!!! den bio.. is 25/45.. but den.. one mcq.. cher change ans.. den i kena affected!! minus 1 leh!! haiz.. so so so sad.. hungry!!!gonna eat all chocolate up liao.. hehe..
i wan roti prata.. i wan all foods!! haiz....my first bio test.. pass liao.. den now minus.. haiz..!! y so sad?? did i done somethg wrong?? i think i offended few ppl liao.. haiz.. so sad.. i juz dunno y i cant control myself.. the devil in my mind keep winning the angel.. how to fight back?? i dunno!!! it's red and black in my mind now.. how to make it white and peaceful?? arghh.. sian diao!!!
den tml UG camp.. those courses looks interesting.. but gt few is nt lo... and.. gt more more than 8 grps.. den nt enough time.. den they say mayb nt all grps can try all thgs.. mayb 2 only.. wah lau.. so sad sia.. haiz..... den chem and phy.. confusing leh.. den.. actually dowan go for tml one.. den study.. but.. but.. i dowan to miss the fun! i dowan to be like last time 'NYAA' camp.. nv go.. miss out sooo much fun.. haiz.. cuz i tot they choose wrong ppl.. cuz me nt in NYAA.. y go? den.. haiz....!!! sad sad sad.. regret regret.. wad i can do now is... eat!!! haha...cya
pandaboo penned at 8/13/2004 03:55:00 pm
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
thanks sis!! thx for ur encouragement.. ya i noe wad u said is rite.. but.. no choice lo.. dad dunno anythg lo.. so.. i now very confuse.. i noe i juz hav to study and pass o lvl wif flying colours.. haha.. but.. sometimes feel quite boring juz to study.. den in the end joined alot of other thgs.. den make myself too busy sometimes.. hehe.. k la.. wish u gd luck there!!
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ok la.. back to my post bah.. toking another crap liao.. haha... dunno y.. daniel make me keep saying.. 'What goes around, comes around'.. yup.. very true indeed.. but nt always la.. and i feel tat gd ppl dun always gt gd results back.. haha.. translated frm chinese.. but den ppl continued " bu shi bu bao, zi shi shi cheng wei dao..." think so la.. haha.. means the time haven arrived yet.. haha
den suddenly.. this thg comes to my mind.. "What u do reflect on what u are".. somethg like tat la.. den also "do to others wad u wan others to do to u.." think so.. ya.. very rite lo.. but nt everyone noe ur motive or reason for doing tat certain thg.. mayb u tot is right.. mayb others tot u harming them.. u nv noe..
i myself feel tat i put on different mask when in different situation lo.. and different ppl hav different views on me.. my parents will tot tat i'm juz a naughty and lazy but shy child tat always play computer.. lol.. den mayb.. mr john will think i very gd in robotics but juz nt committed to it.. and juz giv up in sec 2,.. mr beh will think tat i'm a trustful student.. but always skip sections and lazy to do work..mdm rogayah will think tat i looks innocent and gd.. but dun do work and poor in english..hsiu ya will think i like to disturb her and always make her angry.. daniel... erm.. dunno how la.. den.. kiat sheng will think tat i'm a person tat like to tok crap...wei jie will think tat i always disturb him.. xiao yun will think tat i always copy hw and lazy.. den gd in IT.. my frens in other sch will tot i'm a nobody and a compp idiot.. mei hsing will tot tat i'm juz irresponsible and pushing jobs to her.. alot alot la.. alot all different one lo.. pri 3 teacher and pri 5 teacher hav completely different opinion of me.. tats y i cant be prefect!!! haiz.. so sad.. and.. i also hav opinion of different ppl.. is juz tat.. if u r close to tat person.. u will noe the person's real face.. and nt juz the mask lo.. sometimes u see ppl very happy in sch.. but actually nt.. some seems rich but actually nt.. alot la.. ahya.. dunno how to say.. feel i write so long.. gonna stop liao la.. i still gt 2 ex of A maths hw haven do.. haiz.. by tml leh!! sian diao.. and hav to learn so much geo also.. no time.. actually wanna go cut hair.. den mother nt at home.. later go liao she no key.. ahyo.. die la.. so i do MATHS now lo..
cya ppl...
ohya.. one more thg.. i finally passed my BIOLOGY!! woo!! first time in my life i pass!! 25/40!! woot!! so shiok to see i pass.. but so sian.. today maths test.. all wrong one.. all thgs i learn all forgot liao.. haiz.. and now.. tml common test liao.. den all gd boys and gals.. all is study study one.. ask them.. all is "studying"... wah lau.. stress leh.. i have even started on my geo revision.. mama juz back.. eaten KFC popcorn chicken.. woo.. haiz.. but.. maths!! still gt ex 8g!! die liao.. so sad..no need go hair cut liao.. tml liao
haha.. k la.. u all go study bah.. cya..
pandaboo penned at 8/11/2004 04:02:00 pm
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wooo!!! Happy Birthday Singapore!!! but i missed the celebration.. cuz.. my parents forced me to go eat.. after tat.. when i come back.. den no more show liao.. den they blame me tat i nv tell them the show end at 8pm.. den in the end i gt the blame..they say they tot it will end at 10pm.. wah lau! they nv ask.. how i noe? haiz.. too bad.. but heng.. gt VOD webcast...if u miss it.. watch it! even if u nv miss it.. watch it again! but dun hav band performance.. sad..
NDP 2004
webcast :
http://202.172.237.7/NDP2004/Singapore/NDP2004_BB.asx
Length : 02:13:48
Bit rate : 198Kbps
Video size : 320 x 240
Broadband needed..
2 screen Enhanced Coverage coming soon!!! hahaha...
k la.. this national day really change my mood.. i really hav high EQ.. so emotional one.. haiz.. alot feelings same as hsiu ya la.. all she write on her blog liao.. so i nth to say..haha.. but i more positive in life liao la.. i noe i still haven do hw.. haven study.. and hope tml can do it lo.. hehe.. now.. i feel tat i may stay for another sec 3.. but i hope i wont!! i pass eng and i wont!! i hope the eng teachers giv me a chance la.. choices hav consequences.. but i no choice!! arghh!! but now i feel tat.. even though i nv do well in my results.. at least i can contribute in other ways.. like.. mayb do well for the coming video competitions.. i gt the idea now.. hope dun lose it after common test lo... and.. i feel tat we should do well in wad we like.. wad our talent is in.. like wad adam khoo says... be the best dancer rather than be a average doctor.. haha.. xiao yun remind me of tat.. ya.. now den i noe lo.. but i'm nt given a chance to do tat.. but frm hsiu ya blog.. "Adam Khoo say we hv to grab our chance n try bravely..but..with so many constrictions".. ya lo.. so many restrictions.. so sad.. no choice.. but we muz wad?!! DO WHATEVER IT TAKES!! i gonna strive for end year exams.. i cant strive well in common test la.. no time liao.. i still gt so many thgs haven do.. so sad.. no one help.. hav to depend on my own.. i dunno y.. i hav a short term dreAm.. i noe it cant be la.. juz a dream.. a hope.. but.. its like 99.9% wont come out one la..
my dream is.. MOE suddenly hav this program of training sg students to be independent.. den hav a 2 year course overseas and in sg.. den after 2 years den go 1 year in university den get a special degree liao..and tot our sch suddenly become selected and i went to join.. den like 5 or 6 ppl in a team.. and go australia to study 1 year.. den come back sg to study 1 year.. wahhh!! nice dream hor.. haiz.. still more la.. it is also dream one.. anyhow dream.. nt the dream when slping lo.. is HOPE.. i hope..the dunno wad martin king .. I HAVE A DREAM.. lol...
k la.. i go watch national day celebration show liao.. juz now missed it.. now watch the webcast also nt bad.. even though the resolution nt very gd.. hehe..cya ppl... i now gt somethg to work on at least.. hehe.. i still hav the dream of becoming a businessman la.. and also... hehehe.. gt support of some ppl la.. haha.. kk nth nth...
gd nite.. happy birthday singapore!! haha
hope u enjoy the MTV of HOME.. treat singapore as a home bah. even though its nt the best.. but we gt peace.. gd already la.. haha
pandaboo penned at 8/09/2004 11:08:00 pm
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Happy Birthday SINGAPORE!!!
haha.. feel quite happy when i watch the last year's national day celebration again.. feel tat ppl is so united in general.. haha.. k la.. nth to say liao.. post some links for u all bah.. i think these videos only last till 01 Nov 04
NDP 2003 - Channel 5 telecast :
http://202.172.237.7/NDP2004/Singapore/ndp2003_bb.asx
Length : 02:22:07
Bit rate : 223Kbps
Video Size : 320 x 240
Broadband needed.
for more VOD or webcast of NDP 2004, go
http://www.ndp.org.sg/webcast/index_spore.html
hehe.. enjoy urself... haiz.. dunno wad to do tml.. study? haha.. k la.. gd nite.. opps..national anthem....
pandaboo penned at 8/09/2004 12:52:00 am
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haiz.. i'm really tired.. but.. yesterday.. i rest abt the whole day.. only hav some time to eat...tats it... slp slp slp.. whole day.. today wake at 12pm.. still so tired and boring.. i play some game.. alone.. very very boring.. i play simcity 3000.. play also feel boring.. and now dunno wanna buy simcity4 anot.. everythg for me now is boring la...dunno y..almost all snacks in my hse i finished them all.. and went to slp again.. wake.. eat and slp again... i wanted to practise TYS qn for common test.. but when i take it out.. juz bored.. and dowan do.. den think of eat..eat also dunno wan eat wad...so sad.. so bored.. wads in my mind is now.. common test.. results.. dowan say my parents again.. they... haiz.. dunno la.. den my father.. tok abt results.. and ask me study electronics!!! sian lo..really gt nth to do.. mayb later i try again bah... try to study.. and get gd results? i dunno.. i put in efforts.. i dun get it back..i really dun wish to fail again.. last few test.. i really no confidence... before the test.. dunno y.. in my mind i keep thinking of some qn... but i dunno how do.. den the test really come out.. den i really dunno... haiz.. how i pass like tat sia... i really hope tat i dun stay for another year!!! but i gt the feeling tat i will stay leh.. dunno y... i really no idea of wad i muz do.. PS2.. comp.. in front of me.. i also dunno do wad... books.. i see liao also tired... dunno.. i really feel so sian.. dunno wad to do.. like end of my life like tat... wad i wanna do.. is all grow up thgs.. but.. i juz cant do now.. i'm now limited lo.. juz hav to study... but i juz cant do it!!! so sad..... really dunno....
*still dunno wads life* .... y i feel so boring now? i dunno y.... i'm tired...
mayb.. ya.. i'm confused too.. u all say folo wad adam khoo says.. but.. wad he says sometimes doesn't match..mayb i really confused...i'm tired... bored... dunno wad to do....
pandaboo penned at 8/08/2004 03:44:00 pm
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i'm tired....i feel so tired.. i'm really tired.....abt...abt....life. i tried.. i really tried.. and done..my best. but.. wad i get in return?..... i dunno... nth? or mayb somethg bad.... wad can i do??.. i juz wan to rest... juz to take a rest... i'm juz tired.. i failed my 2 test again.... the 2 which i put in lots of effort.. but i still didn't make it.... i sacrifice.. quite alot....... mayb nt.. i dunno.. i dun even noe how to spell sacrifice at first.....
i'm really tired.. more challenges is coming.. and i dun think i hav the courage to face it.. tml is another test.. which i lost faith in.. bio.. i nv pass before.. and.. i juz cant absorb in wads in the textbook... even the basics... i cant remember... i dun like bio.. but... i juz hav to take it... i will try my best again.. but hope.. nt to fall again...common test.. if i fall.. i.. i dun think i can get up......
mayb....wei jie is right... mayb.... i should juz lead a simple life.... go to sch juz to study.. come back home and study again... get gd results.. get in university.. juz tat.. a simple life wif no worries... juz like yi rong and lee ping.. they nv get involve in anythg special.. they remain quiet and carry on wif simple life.. mayb..i should.... juz folo them.. y i could make it to 3E? cuz... i'm juz a outcast to fill up the gap in 3E... there are many much more clever ppl who went to 3D.. they choose to go there.. and i'm juz to fill up the spaces...i'm nt fit to become a sci student... i dunno... i juz.. dun fit to be one...
i... i juz wan to be... alone... studying.. mayb sometimes use comp to do projects.. and mayb.. blogging.. sometimes.. play abit... but.... alone. this is wad poor only child do... i hav a sis.. some say is half sis... she doesn't help much....mayb....mayb cuz she is in australia now.... i dunno.. she still duno the state my family in now.... she juz remain happy... i dunno.. i juz feel dizzy and confused... i wanna live.. but simple.. my dream is to open a company juz like Sony... or at least juz as Creative...... but... i... i... dun think i can... i dunno... i juz wan a simple and comfortable life... and better still.. to be happy...
adam khoo say tat we muz tell ourselves we can do it.. i tried.. i really tried.. but it juz dun work for me... he said tat we hav the choice... but i dun.. my choices are limited.. a juz hav to folo a certain route.. i... i hav no choice... i tell myself i can do it... but did i? i didn't.....
i noe i still hav alot thgs nt yet done... alot.. alot.. there are alot ppl better than me tat can do it.. but... only me related to it.. so i hav to do it.. sometimes.. i really hav no help.. i hav to be alone.. which is wad i hav been in past 14+ years..
i'm crying.. i'm really crying... but in my heart. who noes? i dunno.....
if i could.. i would cry out loud.. so i come back to this qn.. wad is life?.. i dun even noe it myself..when i ask myself this qn.. i would hav problems answering..... and.. always.. i cry... sometimes at nite when i'm in bed.. i think of alot thgs.. sometimes.. my tears juz dropped... i hope to succeed... but wif obstructions.. which.. which block my view to my future.... its dark now...
i believe tat adam khoo succeed is nt juz becuz of his beliefs.. he gt help.. sure.. i think.. we need help.... we.....need support... we need......... i... dunno.... mayb there is someone out there willing to help.. but we dunno each other.. i dun even noe myself.... i tot i'm someone... but out in real life.. i'm different.. after i've done some stuff... i will reflect... but when i do noe... i'm juz too late... thgs juz happened too fast....
i dunno myself.. and.. and..i dun even hav to courage to face myself... i dun hav the courage.. i hav no confidence in myself... ppl say.. " fall and get up urself.." but.. i fall.. i haven been able to get up.. den i fall again.. i think i fell to deep... too deep... i dunno.....
frens are important.. but nt always... sometimes.. i juz felt tat alone is gd... mayb i'm juz used to it...now.. i juz.. i juz wan to be alone...
i... think i will juz carry on wif simple life..go to sch a pretent to be normal.... and...and hope to achieve my dreams... i hope... i juz hope... at least...... tats juz a hope..............
pandaboo penned at 8/03/2004 04:55:00 pm
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This is wad i found in my inbox.. and i think its quite true...
*NOT REAL POST.. READ BELOW FOR MY POST*
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Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most succeptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.
Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy thier beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
Did you know that those who need more of you are those that did not mention it to you?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writting than saying it to someone in the face?But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face
Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money
Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself , if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned of,and you know that you can help,you'll see that it will be returned in two folds.
"One day, we mad people will change the world...or we are already changing it " THE BALL IS NOW IN YOUR COURT... If the world were to end in 24 hours,all the phone lines, chat rooms and email will be saturated from people sending messages to others, saying: "I regret having made you feel bad", "Pardon me", "I love you", "I hold you in high esteem", take good care of yourself" and sometimes "I have always loved you, only I never told you"
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pandaboo penned at 8/02/2004 05:52:00 pm
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Good Friends are like wedgies...
They know your inner self,
they're intimately close.
And it feels great when you pick out a good one!
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A true friend is one who knows all about you
and loves you just as you are.
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some ppl say they have frenship problem.. like fighting and "qurrelling"(dunno spelling).. and for me.. i dun hav a true fren.. mayb gt gd fren.. i dunno.. but i dun hav a close fren..now finding la.. trying to adapt to the society.. everyone hav frens.. frens are juz around us.. we hav all sorts of frens..
like..u all hav a fren like me tat always tok abt life and family crap here.. and.. tech hua who is talkative and naughty.. we hav kiat sheng who always tok against mrs khoo... we hav hsiu ya who dunno alot thgs.. we hav daniel who tok little and do well.. we hav mervyn who is big but gentle.. we hav xiao yun who is always happy.. we hav mei hsing who tok very fast.. i hav a fren who always think abt relationship... we hav all sorts of frens!
because we hv alot different types of frens.. there will sure be misunderstanding..as some dun agree wif each other.. but we muz learn to adapt.. muz learn to giv and take.. muz learn to torlerate...juz like couple.. make each other's bad point as a gd point... juz.. "qian jiu" each other la.. haha... den we will really hav wads call a friend. to be true fren.. muz be loyal.. noe each other's inner self well.. as we noe.. "dun judge a book by its cover".. wad u see normally is different frm wad u noe deeply...when u be wif a fren for long.. u will noe his habits easily.. think tats all bah.. others u all go and think..
and we should also remember tat everyone plays an important role in our life!!!
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oh ya..hsiu ya create blog.. den she say nt ready.. so she dowan let ppl noe.. too bad lo.. and relpy to her post...
singapore is small.. but can learn alot more than other plc.. if nt.. u wont come here liao wad.. we hv quite high standards at first.. den we kiasu.. den more and more hardworking.. den more stress.. all these la.. den now later generation dun work hard becuz they tot they already veri gd liao.. den standards start to go down... and hsiu ya.. u seems more busy den me leh.. like alot thgs to do.. wonder how u do well in everythg one... haiz.. any skill? :p
ya. same same.. i see adam khoo also feel motivated.. but haiz... i juz gt distracted...u say u no close fren.. nt juz u.. me also.. no close fren.. mayb gt 1 gd fren only.. i wan a close fren! like in tv shows.. tat grow up together one.. but i dun lo.. so sad.. still till now.. i dun think anyone truely understand me lo.. haiz.. nvm.. now juz work hard for gd results la..
bio and chem test on wed.. tml changing of uniform at police headquarters.. haiz.. where gt time to learn? i found tat i forgot alot chem stuffs.. maths also.. den no one teach me A MATHS!!! so sad thg!! 3 weeks liao! haiz.. den bio.. i really like idiot! i noe nth! glucose.. wads tat?! juz a simple qn i cant ans.. and always bio lesson.. ks tok.. like alien language to me.. "ya zi ting lei" .. dunno wad he toking.. haiz.. long long LONG blog!.. think i muz buckup my bio liao.. learn frm start.. but i need time!! and wed is test liao!! how sia!! arghh!! hope someone kind enough to teach me.. but i bet no one.. so sad..
after NDP rehearsal.. so tired.. so funni too! the one infront of me.. wah lau! march like dunno wad.. den shout also funni!! haiz.. den tao guang! timing so loud but he drag!! so so so funni also!! haiz.. nvm.. i go think abt my A Maths.. self-learning.. and bio.. haiz.. any hw? i dunno leh.. my mind like full liao le.. too much thg liao!! haiz...
pandaboo penned at 8/02/2004 05:24:00 pm
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