long time nv blog liao.. i miss my blog.. haha.. ok.. lets start frm speech day cuz only tat day got lots of thgs happened....
ok.. on BNSS speech day.. which is 26th april.. it's a normal sch day.. but my class got a learning journey to the parliament house... it's compulsory so i need to go.. we were somehow released at 1.30pm.. den.. there were heavy rains and my classmates joke tat it shows sign tat it isnt a safe trip.. lolx..
k.. den we almost missed the bus.. by the time we reach there.. around 2.45pm liao.. we waited quite long before we get in and got lots of security checks..frm exchanging ur student pass for visitor pass.. to electronics check like in airports like tat.. put ur bags for x-ray scan.. den go in.. exchange our bags for one card.. we r nt supposed to bring any thg inside the parliament hse.. and ok.. we were asked and warned to take care of the visitor pass and the "belongings card".. and den.. we went in the parliament hse.. went to the audi to watch a video on how PAP won.. and den the thgs inside the chamber where ministers debate and set laws.. den.. we went walk around.. to the real chamber.. den to a fake one where we carry out role playing.. quite fun.. and we had fun...
den.. i was rushing.. i wanted to leave the place asap.. cuz by the time we end.. it's already 5pm like tat.. the BNSS speech day starts at 5pm.. and i dowan to miss those prize giving and nat's speech and everythg! so i happily walk to the security check point again and when i wan to redeem my bag.. "OH SHIT!".. i cant find any card in my pocket.. i was asked to search again.. btu i still couldnt find.. i panic.. so scared.. and pray hard it's in the chamber where we sit there for quite some time.. i was accompanied by one of my fren and the person in-charge and a police officer back to the fake small chamber to find.. cant find any.. den they went to the real chamber.. also cant find any.. OH NO! tats nt gd for me.. cuz if i still cant find.. the whole class hav to be detained and muz wait till we find it.. den... i went to the toilet to find.. it's empty.. my heart totally sank..
den i remembered the audi.. where i sit very comfortabily and the chair is those cinema those kind.. i really hope it can be found there.. den.. my another fren came to help me find.. he rush into the audi and got the card.. wooo! happiness! shiok! went down to the security lobby again.. and my whole class waiting for me.. by tat time.. it's 5.30pm already.. everyone blaming me for being careless.. den.. we cleared everythg and i rush out the parliament hse.. nt taking the free shuttle bus back to sch.. i rushed to funan IT mall trying to get a cab... but there traffic jam! cant get.. den i run run run run.. ran a big round to the funan IT mall taxi stand on the other side.. den i got a cab.. rushed to BNSS and reach there around 6.15pm.. managed to see daniel they all recieving their awards and heard nat's speech.. quite touching if u understands wad she says..
ok.. i met lots of sec 4 frens.. i really long time nv see them.. especially jun xiong tat kind.. i'm so scared i will forget their names! but everyone changed.. became more matured and hairstyles all change.. lolx.. BNSS also changed alot.. they renovated some parts and added lots of posters and the atrium also changed to a heritage gallery showing all the pass years photos and achievements.. very nice.. my photo is there =X
all thx to media productions.. cuz we got GOLD for the SVA.. hahaha
and dunno happy or sad.. my HUGE photo is on one of the posters outside the sch.. if u all free.. go take a look lor.. idiot.. purposely one la.. den got the fireblaze tag also.. ok tat suxs -.-"
i tot we will be going to hav some expensive dinner.. but in the end.. we had our dinner at techview.. someone suggested it.. dunno who.. haha.. and so we chat chat there.. but sadly cuz nt enough space.. we were separated into 2 tables.. quite far apart with one table in the middle tat others are occupying.. den.. as usual.. the chinese girls will be on one table and the others on the other table.. and i think they arent happy abt it.. but den.. it's nt our fault wad.. cuz we no space also.. wads there to complain.. as if we purposely do tat.. Zzz..
den weijie being the 'busiest' man.. said tat he wont be going dinner with us.. saying tat he is busy for some other thgs.. den later at techview.. we saw him with a grp of girls -.-" den.. he nv come to our table to say hi or wad.. he went to the chinese girls' table.. and tok.. walk pass us without saying anythg -.-" wah lau.. wad sia.. he very act leh =X
lolx.. relax if u read this.. juz jk for the last part.. hahaha
ok.. now tok abt friday.. as usuall.. normal sch day.. i was released at 11.30am cuz for chinese lesson.. we got no room.. the room tat we r supposed to use is under renovation.. so we went to LT1.. den at 11.30 like tat.. they hav bio lessons.. so.. we had to leave.. actually tot of leaving sch liao.. but den i got squash.. so i stayed till 2pm in the lib.. slacking.. den when i go to the squash court to put my bag.. the seniors looked at me.. nv say anythg.. den i went to change.. play badminton awhile before i go back to the squash court... den now.. the seniors tell me tat the trainning is cancelled.. wtf lor.. waste my time waiting..
den in the end... i waited for kc den i accompany him go ICA building to make his student pass.. den after tat.. we went to eat.. den u noe wad? we siao.. think we very rich.. we took taxi home.. and cuz we took at the wrong place.. we missed the expressway.. so.. we were caught in a traffic jam.. stupid -.-..
den at 8pm.. we went to shie's hse.. planning to make thgs to decorate mrs khoo's car cuz she is participating in some competition...but in the end.. we got all confused and done the wrong thg.. Zzz.. and den.. nth much den we reached home at around 11 like tat..
next day is sat.. actually me and kc planned to go practise canoeing for the upcoming sea sports competition.. btu den.. kc say he very tired and cant make it.. and cuz the canoe is a double canoe.. so.. we nv go for it.. wasted $4.. but kc say he paying all.. k.. den i woke up at 8am.. to call my fren whether he wans to go canoe so tat dun waste the money.. but den he still asleep.. den nvm lor..
den.. in the afternoon.. we went out for 4E class outing.. went to novena to buy stuffs and went to nat's place and had lots of fun.. pushing ppl down the pools.. lolx.. but somehow.. sadly.. some ppl got some cuts when they resisting.. and teckhua's phone drown.. sad.. we were celebrating netty's bd btw..
k.. den we rushed to daniel's hse.. taking taxi.. and leaving the girls staying at our area behind.. so sry.. but we got more imp thgs.. =X
ok.. den me kc samuel went to daniel hse to watch soccer.. the match of newcastle and birmingham nt very nice.. the and the score is 0-0.. quite ok though =X.. after tat we went supper and stayed over at his hse.. but we woke up very early in the morning for some reason.. lolx...
den me and kc sian sian.. went home play game.. den come out for lunch.. den go walk around... reach home at 2pm.. play game again till 4 like tat.. den nth much.. till now.. i writing blog.. hmm.. tats all bah.. haha.. shit la.. my blog all got no meanings one.. juz like reporting wad i done.. haha.. wait bah.. wait next time my english improve liao den i write more inspiring thgs.. lolx...
quote of the day "be a tpjc nerd, i will"
pandaboo penned at 4/30/2006 07:20:00 pm
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written only at 17th April 2006 12.40am
yay.. ytd was a rainning day.. so shiok.. rain rain.. so peaceful.. rain juz gives me a peaceful feeling...somemore my parents went out juz now.. so i was alone at home.. doing my hw.. which till now i haven finish.. haha
haiz.. i'm taking a risk.. taking a risk to come jc.. it is somethg like betting..just that i myself control whether i will win or not. with my grades.. i shldn't be coming to jc..jc dun really suits me.. but den.. i got no choice.. i do not noe wad course i shld take in poly..so i came to jc.. taking up the biggest risk ever.. if i fail.. tats probably the end of me. and yes.. my fren said.. if he fail the promotional exams this year.. he may transfer to poly..i may also be doing tat if i fail badly..
my sch's promotional exam is quite easy to pass, we just hav to pass 2 H2 subjects and one H1 subject.. and tat of course must be GP..this is actually the min. requirement to go into uni..but meeting the min. req. doesn't ensure tat u will get into the course u wan..it's the no. of distinctions tat matters.. i am so scared right now, i'm scared i made the wrong choice to take this risk.. becuz..ever since i took on the risk.. i am at the edge of falling already..am i able to climb up to the safety region? tat is difficult to say.. yes.. i shld hav confidence in myself.. but sometimes.. my conscious mind will tell me.. "stop lying to urself".. sometimes.. the pressure tat make me feel i will fail.. is so great...
i took on this jc life.. this life is replete with stress and enjoyment, depends on how i live it..i cant prognosticate my this bet.. whether i will win or lose.. i noe i have to work hard in order to win.. i really need to work extra.. more than the others.. i am one of the lousiest in grade in this sch.. cuz very little 16 pointers can get in to this sch.. so.. i face quite alot of pressure.. haiz..
i need to strive harder to get up to the safety region.. i really need.. but i percieve difficulties in putting these hardwork into practice.. i duno y.. mayb i'm just lazy or wad.. or it's juz my bad habits tat make it so difficult.. haiz..
everyday in jc life seems to be a week before the 'O' levels exams.. where everyone will be studying.. mugging.. individually.. and also.. is when i stay up so late still doing my hw.. i never did tat in my normal secondary sch days..* except sometimes tat i need to complete some stuffs or else i will get strangled by the teacher*...
slping late have become very common now.. i do not really get enough slp.. mayb it's my own fault.. my choice to play games before i complete my work.. but the enjoyment in playing games is really irresistible..both my frens and i are free only after my sch.. and before midnight.. so.. this is the only time i can play games together with them.. it's NOT fun to play alone!.. so.. i gave up my work and went to play.. and in the end.. i stayed up late to complete my work.. even so.. i still cannot finish wad i supposed to do.. haiz.. sad.. wth is the use of writing this post?! i feel like selecting all and delete it right now.. but nvm.. an ans came to my mind.. it's cuz i wan to arrange all my feelings together.. in one post..
i strongly have the feeling of working alone.. like in the times when i pia for o lvl.. i dunno how to decribe tat feeling.. but it will be nice if got one or 2 person pia with me.. at the same pace..
i bought this badminton racquet tat really suits me!
juz jking.. haha..
pandaboo penned at 4/17/2006 01:16:00 am
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i'm feeling quite lost now.. i am nt sure if i had made the right move to go into jc.. jc is very demanding.. and requires lots of individual studying and work... i am not a person tat is very consistant with my work.. and hence this bad habit gives me lots of difficulties in jc life... i am trying to change this habit now.. its one of the first time i done all the hw myself.. doing the work only after i understands the thg..i hope this can continue.. cuz.. if i learn the habit of copying hw.. i'm dead already.. cuz i will learn nth.. and i will not noe anythg and den fail all my test papers.. tats nt i wan..
and now.. stupidly.. i got addicted to games again.. either it is cuz of jc life stress, loneliness or influence of frens.. but i think all.. cuz most of my frens also play play play.. me.. being so stupidly gd.. played the most.. and now.. i am staying up to 5am to do my hw.. but still.. i left with lots of hw.. without including revisions which i have nt been doing since the start of the sch.. mid year exam is coming soon.. juz this may.. means next month.. while i still feel so lost in my subjects.. i still do not noe the right way to ans qns.. my best subject physics.. i dun think i can cope with the H2 physics now.. it is damn different.. thgs became more unclear.. explanations also.. and there is lots of exceptions to all the problems.. cuz lots of thgs cant be explain in the real world now.. for chem also..
econs.. ppl say it's easy.. but i dun think so.. mayb i'm still nt exposed to the type of qns we will get.. but.. i am quite lost for econs.. gp.. i need more tutoring.. my english suxs.. quite obvious frm the way i speak.. i cant seem to phrase wad i wan to say well.. this goes for my chinese.. getting worse and worse as i speak more broken english than chinese.. cuz.. ppl around me all use english to communicate! i personally rank chinese over english.. chinese being the more important language than english.. mayb becuz i'm borned in a chinese educated family.. i hav lots of chinese thinkings..
alright.. i am bad in both my languages.. holy shit.. i am in deep shit now.. -.-" i better buck up! and yesh.. i gonna be a tp nerd.. i gonna be anti social when coming to studies.. dun worry... i will still be active for ccas and online.. haha..
haiz.. now i dun really hav the motivation to study.. dunno y.. thinking of the o lvl times when me and my frens chiong together.. tats so nice.. but now.. they are in poly.. how to study together? ya.. u all may say.. i still hav other frens like daniel and kc.. but somehow.. my speed is different frm theirs.. so.. i will still be quite slow..and sometimes we are taught different topic also.. but i dun mind.. studying together.. provided we really study.. but now.. very seldom we can like come out together study.. most ppl are busy.. and for me.. saturday seems to be a stress-releasing day.. where i will be playing games or going out.. but.. this will nt be the case starting this week.. cuz poly ppl even hav lessons on saturdays.. nvm den -.-"
haiz.. and this is a cheer my fren created...i edited abit
TPJC CHEER!!!(read with the tpjc cheer melody)
its time for us to be a nerd, (echo)
weirong now will be a nerd, (echo)
aint gonna talk,aint gonna crap, (echo)
aint gonna speak till i'm spoken to! (echo)
i want to be a tp nerd!!
i want to get my distinctions.
Why i want to be a tpjcian??
Cos other jc don't want me!!
ohya fri morning... went to vic hse to repair his comp.. but in the end.. his comp got no prob.. and on my way cycling back.. suddenly downpour of heavy rain! wah lau.. my whole body is drenched with rain water.. no choice.. i had to stop at the coffeeshop opp my hse.. cuz the rain is so big tat i dowan to cross the road.. and some parts of the road is flooded.. the whole busstop is flooded until knee lvl...siao lo.. i den ate my brunch and waited for kc to deliver an unbrella to me.. thx kc.. and i went home.. played dota the whole day.. cuz raining.. the weather is dam nice.. haha.. play whole day... till sat morning 3am like tat.. den wake up at 11am.. wanted to go play badminton.. but i lazy to go eunos cc to book the courts.. so i suggested to go shopping instead..
we went orchard.. marina all these.. and in the end.. nv really see much clothes or shoes or wadver.. cuz.. everythg seems to be so ex.. haiz.. i am poor.. i juz wanna buy a badminton racquet.. mine is going to spoil soon.. haiz.. but its quite ex.. the one i wanted cost $68.. its the nt so gd type.. bt gd enough for normal usuage liao.. haiz..
now i feel so lost.. i gonna find the way out myself...
Stuck opp my hse.. having my brunch there while waiting
can imagine how heavy is the rain now?
situation at my hse void deck.. abt 3cm water lvl.. haha
pandaboo penned at 4/16/2006 01:08:00 am
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hmm.. ytd was a busy day.. came home at 1am.. actually planned to study for the whole day one.. to catch up on all the subjects.. i attended lectures and i tot i remember every single thg they taught.. but i juz realised tat i cant do the tutorials.. or shld i say.. the homework.. and now.. i really need lots of catch up...
but ytd.. instead of studying.. i went out to play LAN.. i dunno y i accepted to go play LAN with
my fren and his frens who are in mjc now.. we played 4 hours frm 11am... after tat.. i was on a 'eating spree' after i own 3 matches of DOTA.. haha.. i had mcd meal.. mee soto.. goreng pisang all these.. wah.. damn full..
den victor ask us go celebrate weijie's bd at city hall.. and i spent lots of time calling and sms-ing ppl to ask them go for the thg.. in the end.. only me dan kc and vic went.. cy and someone came after tat.. BUT to our disappointment.. weijie cant make it for the thg.. and me dan kc became very angry -.-" we travel all the way to city hall to juz hav a dinner at BK.. wad sia.. but nvm la.. treat it as a gathering lo.. a gathering with our future musician.. haha.. victor is really on the way to become famous soon =)
but the atmosphere during the dinner was nt very nice.. abit weird weird feeling.. we was talking alot until cy came with someone.. and all silence after tat.. so weird.. dunno y.. but weird.. hahaha.. me and kc keep laughing for no reason.. den.. vic went to meet his bro and cy and tat someone went off after our dinner..
me dan kc.. being unwilling to go home so early.. went to walk walk.. played pool and doing some crazy stuffs and taking some crazy photos for no reason.. haha...erm.. is it alright to post them here? shld be ok lah hor.. hahaha.. if nt ok den tell me asap lo...
erm.. juz playing pool
kc trying out some kicking styles.. haha
we abit crazy..
my pose suxs.. haha
i am seriously crazy.. hehe
haiz.. jc life is stressful.. but i think jc life shld be interesting and fun.. nvm.. i think i gonna live in my own world for this 2 years.. pardon me.. i may gonna be anti-social.. lolx.. suddenly hav the motivation to do well for A lvl.. nt motivation la.. but is juz some feeling tat i must do well.. i noe.. i am still slacking now.. i dowan wad i done for o lvl to repeat again.. no way! ok.. its juz 2 years.. now.. only left abt 20months only.. will be over soon.. but den.. gonna hav another 3 years in University liao.. oh shit.. i dunno y.. the path to my future seems so blur now.. i dunno which way to go... after some talks with kc and dan ytd night.. now i feel like i shld really do somethg i like.. but the thg is.. wad i like?! i dunno.. i'm partially lost now.. haiz.. feel so helpless.. ok la.. i think i go worry abt my hw first la.. i haven do any revision.. tml gonna hand in PI and i haven think of the topic yet.. i hav 6 newspaper article to do for econs.. and one presentation.. plus reading log for english.. muz write 250words for the reading log thgy i think.. but i dunno how to do.. haiz.. how?! sianz...
pandaboo penned at 4/09/2006 06:17:00 pm
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rain rain rain.. this is the weather i love the most when i am at home.. when it rains.. i love to on my aircon.. woo.. so shiok.. i like this kind of cooling weather and i like to hear the sounds of rain drops.. rather than hearing the sounds of my parents toking loudly and the sound of the noisy radio playing all the oldies songs..
and yay.. it is raining again! but my mood is still nt so gd.. its sunday.. and its the day i get all stressed up trying to do my homeworks... its alot.. and i am now seriously struggling with my econs subject.. its H1 u noe?! and i think i gonna spend more time on it -.-"
compared to chemistry.. econs is so much difficult.. mayb becuz its a new subject and cuz i am a slow learner.. i couldn't catch up.. plus.. my teacher dun teach when in tutorials.. she only ask us to read up ourselves and do hw.. den check ans and kena suan by her in class..
i woke up at 3pm today.. actually shld be 1pm.. but i am juz so afraid to see my hw and refused to get up.. got up at 3pm.. like usual.. i got scoldings.. every morning i wake up also get scoldings one lah... how can i start a fresh new day like tat? first sentence i hear frm my mother are some scoldings.. den whole mood will be sian diao liao.. den i tried to force myself to study econs.. trying to catch up... wah.. until i damn sian.. i read one of the qn i need to do.. i hav totally no idea how i shld start it.. shld i juz draw a diagram? or describe wad? i dunno! i ask ppl.. i also dun understand wad they say.. now.. i just wan to noe wad micro and macroeconomics.. wth is it?! i read the slides i read the notes.. they mention nth abt micro and macro! i keep seeing supply and demand.. yes..i noe wad supply and demand! but den there are no examples showing how i can ans the qn! wad style shld i ans it! and i ask ppl.. kc say "ur teacher nv teach meh? or u slping in class"..
but but but! my teacher really nv teach! i think i only hav 3 lessons with her! 1st lesson.. she was introducing econs by asking wads our L1R5 and are we pure or impure sci students.. and ask y we take econs..den ask us to grp ourselves to grps of 4 ( and btw.. i noe no one in the class as its the first day of sch) and done.. there goes the 1st lesson.. 2nd lesson.. great.. she came in and do the intro again... den ask us to cut newspapers and ask us to cut 3 micro and 3 macroeconomic articles.. and say "by now, u all shld noe wad is micro and macro.. so i will not say it again"...wtf? how the hell i noe? and she also ask us to highlight 2 positive and 2 normative sentences in the article.. omg.. how i noe.. and when we ask.. she juz briefly say micro concerns small dunno wad and macro is like very big like global or wad.. den positive means fact and normative is opinion.. i think so.. yesh.. done with the 2nd lesson
3rd lesson... how nice.. 90% of our class were late for her lesson.. juz becuz most of us had to find seats in the canteen and queue up to eat our lunch ( we only hav 1 recess for the whole day till 2.50) .. and so.. we were late 10mins i think.. and when we go into the rooms.. we were punished by standing for the whole 1hour 20mins lesson.. and she say "y the other 3 students can be early and y nt u all?!"... when we say we cant find seats and hav to queue for the stalls.. she juz say "den u all shld queue for the shortest queue one!".. idiot.. we already queued for the shortest and fastest one.. and the other 3 person dint eat.. of course lah.. they can tahan i cant tahan wad.. idiot.. make us stand whole lesson.. and den.. pick and ask ppl qn on economics.. and scold those who cant ans.. and say we shld hav done the revision at home..
den she juz go open some powerpoint slides and scroll thru is SILENTLY.. without saying a word.. scroll thru while others faster read read read.. den suddenly she stop and ask qn.. when i am still blur with wad the slides are toking abt.. she ask us qns liao.. wah lau eh.. den.. the lesson ends.. like tat.. done.. this is my econs life..
haiz.. so stressed now.. and i was like "sian sian sian" all the way and complain to my frens how econs suxs.. and when my father scolding the way i sit when i study.. i say "sian ahh!".. and he say.. "sian den dun study lah! go work!".. omg.. wad an encouragement frm him.. haiz.. feel so stressed now.. jc really individual work liao.. haiz..
now PW.. also dunno who can help.. haiz.. next week gonna submit the PI liao.. how how how how how? ask others.. all like so afraid tat i will steal their topic.. haiz..
pandaboo penned at 4/02/2006 04:59:00 pm
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