Good news is, i just finish downloaded 罗志祥's new album called Speshow. Get it from me if you want. The MV for his first song is cool. How i wish i can dance like that.
Next is the bad news. I just read one thing after i received something. I received an email and i have the urge to read on more. Yes, i went on to read. I found out that things doesn't match. What I predicted seems to be more true. I tried to tell myself that it is not true, i tried to calm myself down. But when i did some comparison, I really feel like scolding all the vulgarities out. I really wish to say out, but i am scared that i misunderstood you. From what i read, you are enjoying your life there, having fun. Parties and shoppings, I don't see how you suffer there. Not at all. NOT AT ALL.
There you are having fun and here i am, working, earning money to buy something i want, earning money so that i can cut down the money i take from my parents. Spending my time at work and sleeping, I do not have the time for my parents and they are complaining. I do not have the money to party, I convinced myself not to buy an mp3 player. Ya i agree, I may not be suffering too. But i am living in a condition where money is so precious, because i know it will deplete sooner or later. It's my holidays now and i do not even have allowance. My lunch, and even some dinner, i pay for it myself. Recently, my transport fees, i pay for it myself. I am just 17, i still have a long way to go, i need money for my exams, for my university. It is so much lesser. And there you are, sucking every single juice from us. Please, spare us, spare me. Enough is enough and please don't use the same excuse again and again. Gave in to you already, you still want more. I need you to understand my side of situation. I'm just angry because i feel that you are lying, cheating. I know how much is left, and how long it can last. I do not know whether it can last for you, or for me. But it won't last long for both of us. I agree it's the duty to do that, but i feel that it is a little too much.
But of course, if that is not the case and I am totally wrong, I apologise. However, you do not show anything that can convince me. I will tolerate, until something really went wrong, i will have to make a decision. The decision of a happy ending, or a sad ending. In anyway, both sides will suffer. Then, the relationship will be affected/broken. I actually do not mind that, but it may hurt, for you and for someone.
pandaboo penned at 11/26/2006 03:11:00 am
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who is the you? who is the us? wa..so bad..nvm la..only people who work hard grow up=)dun be angry liao la
phew.. Another working day is over. For today, i earned $27 only. Yes, $27 ONLY. Today's event is wedding and we report at 7pm. So, from 7pm to 11.30pm, it will be $27.
Today wasn't that tiring because 2 servers serve 3 tables. So, one will be doing the clearing and another one will be picking up the food from the kitchen which is so far away from my assigned tables. I was the one picking up the food because my clearing up was too slow. I portion out food also too slow. Especially the fish, today's fish was dam difficult to portion. I somehow can't remove the middle bone from the meat and the meat got all 'smashed' by the serving spoon. lolx.
There were 9 dishes and i was really busy picking up food or even clearing up, so i did not watch the show too much. I think i prefer the Dinner& Dance event more. They have a better MC and have events such as dancing and games. But the thing is, there will be more tables and as i said in my previous posts, more tables means more messy. And when there is more tables, one person will serve at least 2 tables. Which suxs! I clear slow, portion slow, and in the end, i will slow the others by 1 dish/course.
Well, yesterday, as in Friday. It was very slack, for me only i think. The event was the dinner and dance for Ericsson Telecommunications. It was the small ballroom and only 20 tables. I was assigned for 2 tables. In the end, one table did not open and i only need to serve 1 table. It was really very slack. The pretty ,but small size, drink server actually need to serve 4 tables including mine but in the end also serve 2 tables only. Somemore, she keep ask me to kope some food for her -.-" Not sure whether she from china or not. Because i speak to her in english and she give me a "huh?!". dotz.. but her chinese don't have chinese ascent. Not sure also. Well, she helped me take white wine and so, i gave her one bowl of dessert. Mind you, we kope the dessert before it was even serve to the guests =X bad eh? Because the guests for my table, they eat very slow and they will make sure nothing is left -.-"
Well, after the whole event, i koped some dessert and i got caught by the regular worker. I thought he was quite kind, as the day before he allowed us to eat cakes. This time, he caught me eating the dessert, sago! very nice!! -.-" So he shouted, "eh boy! can eat is it?! I stand here so long and u eating there." Stupid lah! I drank one cup of red wine and one white wine, felt quite high and a bit dizzy already, then he scolded me and destroyed my mood -.-"
Yeah, with the red and white wine, i clear the empty table very fast, as if i am dancing like that. Don and kw also drank 2 cups each, and their face turned super red especially for don. When signing out, they were caught by the team leader because of their red faces. In the end, they got scoldings and the manager/TL even wanted to sack them. In the end after some begging, they were given a chance and the TL asked them to get some sweets to make sure there is no smell from their mouth and try to hide from the security, or else they will sure get terminated. I also drank the wines but my face is not red, so i did not get caught. Dotz.. my mother say it's bad for my body if my face don't turn red -.-"
Well, they escaped and now don say wan change hotel, because it is quite paiseh to continue to work here. Haiz...So, i will be working alone again this coming tuesday. That may also be the last time i am working there, after that incident. Unless i work for 1 more week in december. Work morning shift. Which will be 12 hours of carrying stuffs. I don't like the feeling of working alone for night time shift. Have to serve in such a rush. I don't like to rush things you know? haha..
ohya.. today got 2 more people that thought that i'm from china. One person is the regular that is the kitchen coordinator. He speak to me in english and before i can reply, he speak to me in chinese. And talk to another staff in the kitchen, then the staff was like saying "he not singaporean ah?" the the Kitchen coord answered, "dunno leh.. from china i think, TCC...".
Of course i heard already and i shout back "i from singapore lah.. singaporean.."..Then he replied.. "Then juz now i tell u 2 for each table and u did not reply?!" lolx.. den i say "u speak to me in chinese first before i can reply rite? haha.." lolx..
Next is the other staff. He is Singaporean but he skipped to work under the Xcelis Agency and he is the leader there. So, the pay for him is higher. He thought that i from china and when i asked why, he say that i have the typical china man's face -.-"" Ok, i'm so china now -.-"
By the way, introducing you all another mv. Hy introduced to me one...enjoy
Today I am a little crazy after my work. Firstly, the day of having to SOLO working at Swissotel is OVER! Yesterday i was still worrying so much about working alone. Well, i shall now blog about today in more details.
I can't sleep yesterday night and i lie on my bed till 5am. Woke up at 8am because my mother switched off my air-con and i was sweating. I switched on my fan and went back to lie on my bed. I have totally no idea whether i got sleep or not, but i woke up at 2pm. Ate my lunch and rushed to work. This time, I am early. Very early indeed. I was supposed to report to the meeting room at 6pm, but i signed in at 4.50pm. At that time, it should be the drinks server reporting time. They should report at 5.30pm, so they sign in at 4.50 like that. And drinks server are mostly girls (oops..all girls i mean) So, i felt quite weird because there seems to be more girls than guys at that time. I got lost when i went down. I can't find the place to collect my uniform, then i cant find the tuckshop (canteen).
Luckily i saw someone and i asked them. After my dinner, it's only 5.20pm. I have 40mins more to go. Most people are drinks servers and they may go to a different meeting place. So i did not follow them. I looked around, waiting for someone to leave the canteen and go to the meeting place. At this time, i saw 2 guys, carried their tray and bag, walking to the door where they keep the tray. I thought they wanted to go up to the meeting place. So i hurried and followed them. In the end, after returning the tray, they went back to sit. OMG! This time, i'm really lost. In order not to feel embarrassed, i walked out, trying to find the lift. There are few lifts and i believe that they lead to different place. I got so nervous and tensed up and i keep calling donovan.
Luckily he was working also, but morning shift, and so he picked up the phone and guided me through. Went up to the 4th floor. Another maze appeared. I saw one girl, china girl, she seems to be lost too. But without any help, i followed her, We walked walked and walked and we got lost in the kitchen. All places look the same until we see someone in black. The team leader or manager i think. Then i quickly asked. Then he asked someone to guide us there. Luckily, i finally found my way out of the maze!!! phew... Raffles City Convention Centre is really HUGE.
Then, went for the meeting. 70% of the workers are from china. And all the girls are from china, for food-servers i mean. gosh.. i think i will have the china accent soon.. ohya.. some singaporeans say that i look cheena.. means i look like from china too -.-""""
Then, the team leader came in and started with "GOOD EVENING GUYS, just to let you all know. I am the most fuked-up team leader in this place. So, please cooperate with me or else i will make u all suffer. Get it?!"
That's really fierce. He sounded like he is some commander in the army, he looks like one too. Brief brief brief and time to allocate our tables. This time, the event is "Seagate Technologies 10th Anniversary, Dinner and dance." This sounds nice, there are 157 tables. Yeah. It sounds cool too. BUT! the more the number of tables, the more messy it will get. Moreover, this also means that each person will at least serve 2 tables!
I was allocated to 3 tables, together with a china guy. I asked him and he said he worked 3 times before. I thought i'm saved with someone more experienced. Then, i realised that he work the morning shift one, means, it's one of the first time he worked for dinner. OMG! that sucks. In the end, i looks more experienced than him.
Well, everything screwed up next. Firstly, we do not have side station. I asked him to get one and he asked me to go. He is from china and he should have many friends there. I know no one there and how to find one?! No choice, after worrying for some time, we stole 2 side station from the side of the ballroom. And somehow, one china girl came and claimed that one of them is her's. Dam her lah. We are serving 3 tables and 1 side station will never be enough! Nevermind, i'm being good and i did not argue with her, because i know that in the later part, i may need her help. So i said, "let's share", and she did not reply me at all.
Well, starting, we got nothing much to do. Stood there, look out for the drinks server for my tables. Ok, it is some good looking girl, and i thought that she will also be kind and good too. However, i realised that she suxs and she is from china. Firstly, she's gone for no reason for some time and i had to refill the tea for the guests. I have to take beer for them. I had to lay the napkin for the guests and i have to clear the flowers on the tables. These jobs should be the drinks server's job!!!
Then, me and my noob partner, rushed to get the first course. I asked him to get dark sauce. Then he took chilli sauce and chilli, which the table already have! DAMMIT. I had to rush to get the dark sauce from the kitchen and go back into the ballroom to give out.
After the first dish, we rushed through everything. Only a few mins after we serve the first dish, my partner took the round tray and say he wants to go collect the side plates ( the plates the guests using). The guests were still eating and he went there and asked "may i clear your plate?". WTH! cant he see first?! Ok, he is so so fast that people have not finish the food and he cleared.
Next, he did not put the bones and the waste food on one plate. He stacked everything up and came back. How am i supposed to carry them back to the kitchen when the plates are going to topple any time?! He really got no experience on clearing! Fine, let him clear all he wants. Then, i went to set bowls for the next course, shark fins. Luckily i was fast,but he came out with 3 big bowls of shark fins before i even cleared my oval tray ( the bigger tray at the side station to put plates all these). Note, we only have 1 side station. I have not clear the oval tray of waste food and plates at the side station, then he came in with an oval tray with 3 bowls of shark fins. WTH! Nevermind, we rushed and distributed the shark fins soup to the guests.
Next, we hurry up do the clearing all these and took new plates and replaced for the guests. Everything went the same way like this. There is one time, I asked him to go collect the food first, while i do the clearing and stuff. BUT, when i went to the kitchen, he was taking new plates and say "we need the new plates later" PLEASE LAH! the guests are waiting for their food and you are here taking new plates. Everyone else collected their dishes already!!
Ohya, back to my side station. I said earlier that the girl beside me who stole my side station. I tried to be nice to her and i helped her to clear the food all these. Helped her to arrange the plates all these. In the end, she seems to be better and allowed us to share the side station when we really need it. At first, she was like "HEY! why are your plates doing on MY oval tray?! REMOVE THEM!"
After being nice to her, we put food and stuff on her oval tray, she did not say much. After that, we also found her plates on our oval tray, PLUS from some other tables one. Don't know why, but i just helped to clear.
Ohya, come to the 5th dish. We are too slow on clearing the plates for don't know what reason. I thought my partner was fast. In the end, i saw him coming out with bowls and plates and spoons for the 7th dish, which is the fried rice. I shouted at him. "WHY you get these when we only need plates for the vegetables?! I thought i told u to pick up the vegetables?!". He replied me by saying "I asked the manager on what's the next dish and he said it is fried rice." OMG! i want to faint already!
It is clearly stated that it is vegetables! Then, he went on the set up bowls for the fried rice. While i rushed into the kitchen to pick up the vegetables. As i expected, we were slow and i had to pick up 2 plates of vegetables. Then, i came out and shouted at him, "IT IS VEGETABLES LAH! SEE?!" Then he replied me "but the manager....". Whatever, i did not care to listen to him anymore. I got scoldings in the kitchen saying that i was too slow. I hurry up to remove the bowls and spoons from the tables and then give out the vegetables. I went back to the kitchen to get the 3rd plate of vegetables and they said that there isn't enough. So, i had to serve that table fried rice first. So, i took 3 plates of fried rice at once. So dam heavy! But i managed.
Went back and issue out the bowls to that particular table first and distributed the fried rice. I have no idea what my partner is doing. He do clearing at all times and kept the side station full of waste plates. When i came in with food, i do not have a place to put those heavy foods. Dammit man. I got really dam fed-up with him. Luckily i was quite ok with the girl beside us and she finally helped me.
Ohya, i want to say something. I was busying clearing the oval trays full of waste plates and food into the kitchen. Every food came with covers and we are supposed to remove them before putting onto a trolley for them(workers in brown uniform) to clear. We were told that they will help us remove the covers. As i said, their(outside kitchen ppl) clearing suxs and they stacked up the covers. I got scolded by the worker in brown and he refused to help me remove the covers, by saying "u in wad uniform, i in wad uniform?", in a dam gangster way.
Nevermind, i came in again, with 2 stacks of covers this time, NO CHOICE! they stacked on my oval tray and what can we do? I can only clear them together. This time, one group of brown workers sat there and the fat ah beng that scolded me just now, laughed. He laughed and say to his friends in chinese "look who's coming, look at how funny it is, he stacked those up, good luck to him man, he tot he stacking pyramid ah.. hahahahaha~"
WTH! i was just helping people to clear, so i asked him in a nice way, "eh handsome, help lah...". He laughed and only help me carry the oval tray and still refused to help me remove the covers. I then removed them and said "thanks very much".
I did this quite a lot of times and i keep asking him "eh handsome.. help me awhile.. very heavy..".. Luckily he helped. After saying "thank you" in a very polite way for many times. He seems to be nicer. There was this time that he got so busy and he asked me to help him move the trolley. Well, so many people walk pass there and he only approached me and asked me to help. Well, being the nice me, i helped him move and he said thanks in a very nice way too. See, i'm able to change someone and their attitude!! this is the way to make friends man! woohooo! Felt so relieved when he seems nicer. Same for the girl beside my side station.
Alright, back to the ballroom side. A bit confusing for you people to understand if you glance through my post. haha, well, bear with it and let me finish my story.
I went back to the kitchen, got scolded by the team leader again. Then he said that they prepared one extra vegetables for me. So lucky! So, i went out with that and give out to them again. This time, i found that my partner's clearing is very slow. Next, we are supposed to clear everything and set up the plates and bowls for the dessert.
Firstly, the guests at our 3 tables easy very slow and made our clearing more troublesome. When it's time for us to give out the gifts, we are still doing clearing so that dessert can come in. Then, i was busy doing clearing and my partner gone missing. I wanted to get the gifts first. But they say after dessert then can. So, i finally saw my partner came in we 3 plates of desserts and we faster distribute to the guests. Luckily, there was this short girl who came and help out to distribute. She helped us to distribute 2 dishes if i am not wrong. I learned the donovan's style and i was able to distribute fast enough. But not for my partner -.-"
Then, the team leader came in with 10 gifts for one of the my table. Then he scolded me. And asked me why i have not go collect the gifts. Please lah, we just finished serving the desserts leh. So i rushed into the kitchen to get the gifts, this time, they already kept the left over gifts and i got scolded again. Why always me?! Nevermind, i know being such a low post worker is always like that.
So i hurried to distribute the gifts. The guests seems pissed off because they do not see the gifts at the time when they are supposed to get them. Nevermind, YAYS! It's over and we are supposed to do the clearing.
A lot of the guests are away from their table, busy dancing at the dance floor. Quite a lot of pretty ladies by the way, and it's so paiseh to sweat and looks tired in front of them -.-"" I almost fell when i carry those huge oval tray in and out. And my backache when i distribute the food. That really suxs.
Then, we are supposed to clear everything on the table after the dessert. I got quited fed-up because the idiot drinks server is gone again and she did not clear the cups, teacups all these! It's her job!! See lah! pretty girls like that one meh? No wonder people say, no one is Perfect. Nobody is perfect. Ohya, but i heard from some people that i am Nobody. =)
Clear clear clear and yays! sign out! rushed all the way to the mrt station and caught the 2nd last train. Home sweet Home.
lalala~ this post got no pics cuz.. how to take pics during work? cant even slack lor.. haha... feel like going back the M hotel to work few days.. can get more money and can get my pay on the same day.. i feel more experienced now. I think i sure do very well at M hotel. lolx, just that i will have to do the refilling of tea all these too.
Quote of the day : "many people will walk in and out of ur life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart"
lalala~ it's blogging day again, let me recall what i have done last week. hmms~
I have short term memory lost. So i had to refer back to my chat logs to recall what i have done. Pathetic! haha.
Now i remembered. I went jogging with kc last Wed. Jogged all the way to east coast. It rained and so we took bus back. Went with him, don and chun wa to RCCC, which stands for Raffles City Convention Centre. We went there for training, training to become waiters. In the end, because of the large number of turn ups, they only had time for briefing. Gave us about 2 hours of briefing and i found that it is so much better than M hotel! Not sure, I will be working there this saturday and sunday. Hope it will be good. Such a large organisation, should be quite alright.
Then went nafa for some concert, victor performed. I guess, i slept during the concert =\ It is also the first time i saw the Super Grand Piano. Super long! There was one piece that 3 super grand piano are played together! Quite nice, but i slept at the second movement.
That day, I think i injured my inner muscles again. The same place as last time, which is the 3rd layer of muscles as what the doctor says. The muscles directly above the lungs. He is not sure whether it is the lung's problem or the muscles. He gave me medicines and said that if it don't recover in 3 days, then it would be the lungs. Luckily, it recovered in 3 days. But now it's back again. It is very very painful, especially when i walk. The faster i walk, the longer i walk, the more painful it is. The pain spread throughout my whole right top part of my body to the neck! It's quite alright now already, although still a little painful if i walk too much or do some exercise.
Thursday, went out with my mother to the temple. After that, i was supposed to go home. But i suddenly felt so bored and don't feel like going home. So i called Biondi and ky out. While i went to the national library to kill some time. Read some books on physics then i had to rush out to find an AXS machine to collect the movie tickets that ky booked. However, i did not managed to find any and i got myself drenched. Walked around bugis area with those wet clothes -.-""
Nothing much was done on friday though, i slept till 1pm, played games all these. Went out for lunch with ky at bugis, some nice chicken rice stall. Then i went to work at M hotel in the evening. This time, is my 2nd time. I was called to go to the 2nd floor banquet to work there. Second floor banquet is smaller with only 23 tables and the manager seems better. Moreover, the group of guest looks nicer =\
But i was sent back to 10th floor because they say i lack of experience. Went back up to 10th floor. Stoned there for quite long, the manager asked us to stand there waiting for nothing. Then, i was assigned to Table 1. OMG! It's the first time i'm gonna take charge of 1 table! Alright, the 10th floor banquet got 35 tables and my table was the reserved one. And as most of you know (even if u dont, i will tell u now), the hotel sucks and they do not have enough plates all these. Then you know what? The other tables lack of vinegar, sauce tray, cups all these, the manager will say "get from table 1 first". WTH! Everything they also get from my table.
I got very anxious and i went to the kitchen to see whether they have extra cups all these so that i can refill back my table. BUT! they don't! I was hoping so much that they don't open my table. Not long after that, guests came in. Few people seated at my table. Oh NO! The table is not complete and the table is open! "die die die.. how how how?" Somemore, i got no one to ask! no one to seek help from! The other workers, are busy serving their own tables and they wont care about me. And the fact is that, most of them are selfish and cunning. They will not care about others. I don't even have a tea pot! How to serve chinese tea?! No choice, i had to borrow from another person from the other table. Everything then went quite smooth after that. The guests do not have much requests. Lucky me.
Time to serve the first course. As usual, the first course is the main one and this is the one that Waiters will bring in the food in the dark and the candles on the plates will light up the place. I should say it is the most 'seh' time. As my table number is 1, I am the first one to enter the room. 35 waiters lined up with the plates on their hand, standing there waiting for the time the door open.
Then, the door opened and the smoke(effect) started to come out. I am the one leading the team and the moment i stepped into the room, there are cameras aimming at me and flash lights blinked. Hundreds of eyes looking at me, I walked in with confidence and all the way to my table. Put down the plate and yays! First course done!
Next, i'm busy refilling their cups, changing their plates, fetching drinks for them. Then, came the shark fins soup which i had to give out one by one to them. Next is the abalone, fish, tiger prawns, and lastly, the dessert!!! Then, end of the day!!! Woohooo!! got my pay and rushed home to sleep. That's all for my Saturday, tiring, but enriching.
Sunday, I went back to my primary school for some carnival. It will be the last year before it gets renovated and Manjusri secondary will be built next to it. I took one picture of my Primary 6 class. The layout is still the same except for the change of chairs.. and tables i think
Went back with biondi and ky. Bio and me ended up playing rubber war in that room, recalling the past.
Yesterday, as in Monday. I had my PW oral presentation. Seriously, i practiced quite a few times and i could memorise my script! However, i screwed it up on the actual day. I stumbled a lot and keep forgetting what's my next line. I lost my different tone of voice and lack actions. I look at the screen too much. I got so nervous and so i keep turning back to look at the screen. Moreover, I see the male assessor yawning! Then the pretty female assessor talking to the guy as though they are couples. I felt so distracted also.
For Q&A, i have no idea. The female teacher asked me one question in a very soft voice and i cant really hear what she says. I only heard the word "provision shops". So i answered after a while of thinking. I did not answer very well and it was quite short. Then she said "ok thank you." That's the end!!! However, gabriel got asked 4 to 5 questions. After one round of asking, the teacher asked him to stand up again and asked another question.
Quite disappointed for me actually, i expect the teacher to ask something that i can relate to my own experiences. I worked in the service industry and i have quite a lot to say. But i do not have chance when it comes to retail shops and orientation camps. -.-" Maybe, i just cant think, or should i say, my brain cant think when i'm in that situation. Well, it's over and what's done cannot be undone.
Later in the evening, I went BBQ.. with some people from my class. Very few went and some people do not know about it. I also not sure why i guess. Well, around 10 people went and yiwei's friend also came. Felt so weird when he came, felt like..a stranger came and sit in. Well, the BBQ is VERY successful. All thanks to me starting up the fire nicely uh? hahaha!
I think this is one of the most successful BBQ i went. The only one that i ate more than what i ate last time. In the other times, I was the one cooking and others were the ones eating. This time, I'm smart, I cook, then i straight away eat. But this time is different, we have excess food!!! We keep cooking cooking and cooking. I ate quite a lot i think. Not as much as i predict, but quite a lot already. The only thing is that we lack drinks! We bought 4 big bottles of drinks and finished them before 10pm.
The BBQ was at Pasir Ris park. The place is very ulu and quiet!! There is only few bars by the sea. We searched everywhere and can't find a single vending machine, nor a place that sells drinks except for the bar. The bar sells 1 can of coke for $5. No way for us to buy from them! I'm poor, remember?
This small BBQ is successful and fun even though we only had about 10 people there. We celebrated YW and ZY's birthday there too. Shall not go into more details. My post is long enough already. hahaha...
This post is so so long! It's been quite long since i wrote long posts you know? hahaha!
btw.. next time BBQ.. PLEASE GO EAST COAST PARK! there is more life there!! More lively i mean. Plus we will have 24 hours 7-11 and McDonalds!
alright.. the bd girls.. the dun look happy.. do they?
the left overs!!! a lot!!! We had to play some games and force people to eat in order to clear them.
being lame here.. but i put my hand on top of the grilling.. the charcoal is still burning!!! really =) well.. now looking at my hands.. they are scary.. long and pale -.-"""
Quote from the Physics Book : "Everyone is a moon, and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody." - Mark Twain
I did not finish my post yesterday. Only remembered what to post when i go to bed. Well, i was wanting to talk about me being not selected for being an OGL. For those for don't know. OGL stands for Orientation Group Leader.
Yes, I signed up for it. Amazed? Shocked? The usual quiet me actually signed up for OGL to lead a group of people? Yup, don't be surprised. Well, I do not go become OGL just because i want to know girls hor! I want to go for experience. I did not really gone through a nice JC Orientation yet. And i heard that those orientations are very fun! So, I don't want to miss out the fun! I want to have the experience, I want to try to become a leader to lead a group. This can be a training for myself for the future, this can also help me develop my confidence which i am lacking for all these years. Moreover, I want to get to know more people. It seems that I do not know enough people in my JC life yet, it's always good to expand your circle of friends, isn't it? Plus, my two friends say they want to crash my school and see how is it like. So, if i'm an OGL, i can help them with that. But now, everything is gone.
The OGL list is out and my name is not inside. So disappointed. Out of 100 plus people, my name is not inside!!! I re-checked for so many times and it's not inside. So sad. Kc's name was inside. He was selected. I think they see our grades. I got AES for the 3 H2 subjects while KC got BCD i think. My ranking points is 49 while his is 56. I think the cut-off point is 50. So sad!! I don't think it's about the number of signatures signed by the teachers we had. Because KC got only 3 signatures while i had 4. Sigh...
Recently, i feel that i do not have luck. Luck failed on me. (izzit said in this way?) Whatever i do, whatever i predict, do not come out the way i wanted. Things keep happening, made me so troubled. Sigh.. is this a bad year for me? If this is a bad year, next year may be worse. I received an email from leeping some time back. Talking about the fortune thing. Well, it's on zodiac sign. Mine, which is Snake, will be having super bad luck next year. Guys will be worse. Okay, I don't really believe in these stuffs. But sometimes, i cant control my mind and these keep appearing at the back of my head. Why should i go read it?! Some of you may be saying, "if snake will be having bad luck, then all of us will be the same what, nevermind la". I know. But this type of thing is very strange.
For those who believe it, it may really happen to them. For those who don't believe it, nothing bad will happen to them. While some others have special things or whatever to make this bad luck go away. For this time, i chose not to believe, but it always keep appearing at the back of my mind when things go wrong. ARGHH!
Today went cycling with ky, at least that made my mood better. I love the morning scenery! I starting to like morning more already. However, night time will still be the best =)
Time to really start training and prepare for National Service already. So, i need to do all these, jogging all these. Will be jogging with kc and daniel later in the morning. I will be having squash PT training, but since i already set with kc and daniel, i will skip that PT training. =X felt so guilty for that. Sianz...~
It's holidays again. And it seems like it's been a long time since i've blogged. Well, as i said last week, many things happened but i did not blog about it. I think I've forgotten them already, so no use talking about it again.
Well, it's my holiday again. Although it's not a true holiday yet, but I'm so bored now. Last week, I had my Project Work Oral Presentation Dry-run, and also had my Chinese 'A' levels exam. The Dry-run seriously sucks! I left me house at 6.30am, so dam early. And my group was the first group to present, moreover, in front of a class of people that none of us know any of them. I tried to rush through my speech to meet the timing of 5mins. In the end, my timing was 5.20mins. I was also giving the marks 3/4 - 3/4 - 3.
Compared to my friends receiving 4-4-4, 5-5-5 or even 6-6-6!!! I don't really know whats wrong with my presentation. My teacher commented that i have a loud and clear voice and i do show some variation of tone. May be i lost out for the Q&A, did not reply properly. Maybe also because I did not pronounce some words properly, so i got the lower marks. Okay, it's over already and i think i must now work for the actual day, which is on 13th November.
After that dry-run on Wednesday, I slacked. I did not prepare for my chinese paper. That day, i went to school very early. Reached school at 7am while the paper was at 8am. I did nothing. I stared into air, stoning. Then, we went into the exam hall. I sat down at my place. The thing is, I did not feel anything. No excitement, No anxiousness, No happiness, No everything! I only have one feeling, which is Nothing. Maybe, i only feel quite cold in the exam hall. I do my paper, do do and do. I felt quite alright with the paper. But after times up, i feel that i did not do well enough. I felt something lacking. A sense of incompleteness. Well, it's over and i can do nothing about it.
Then, i went to apply for my ATM card. I practiced my signature for a lot of times! But when i reach there, I signed and it is completely different. And the problem is, I can't resign! Then, went to meet JingHuang and Terence to play pool. Well, quite on form that that although i lost quite a few rounds, but that's my standard!
Went home, played game and watched finish Goong! It's a very nice and touching show, recommended!!! Saturday, actually planned to play basketball with kc and daniel. In the end, only kc himself went. I can't really remember what happened that day. I think me, daniel and shierly went to book chalet for the class. Well, some things happened and some people argued that it is not for the class. I don't wish to explain again, but i beg you guys to understand. I don't feel good about it too.
I went to work as a waiting on Sunday. At M hotel. I think most of you did not heard about it before. It's some small hotel at raffles place. I am a newbie! I did not undergo any training and i went there to fake, as if i did have some experience. Luckily, i was teamed with some good teammate. A lot of them are from china. They helped me and there was one girl who took over my job. I just had to refill chinese tea for them. Get red wine, beer, serve drinks. Some guest are really demanding! Some drink red wine as though they are drinking water! Made me to make so many trips to the kitchen. Well, i did served the first course. Just had to carry that heavy plate of food in and put on the table. I'm not strong enough and i almost dropped the whole plate on the table.
Worked till 11.30pm and received $36 for the 6 hours of tiring work. That banquet was quite good. The couple's mother came and give all of us ang bao of $4. Ok la, not bad already.
Haiz.. nothing else happened. So dam bored, feeling quite down. I slept for almost the whole day today, so bored. Nevermind, i think that's all for this post. Will post more often soon. =)
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Name : Wei Rong D.O.B : 17 September 1989 Race : 华人 Horoscope : Virgo Where?? : Singapore School : Maha Bodhi School
Bedok North 'low' School
MI bartley (1st 2 mths)
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Fav Snack : Chocolates!! Fav Food : Chicken Rice Fav Book : I don't read. Sports : usually swim, cycle and sometimes play some racket games Hobby : Play, Sleep and Eat Loves : Driving Wants: Peace and alot alot more.. Needs : MONEY!! IQ : 120 (as of Oct 2004)
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ppl who cannot pronounce my name will call me "kang"
i'm actually a quiet person
others eat to live and live to study.. i am the opp
I study to live and live to eat =D
Cravings
Attain First Class Honours for my degree
Get myself a Honda asap
Own an AUDI before age of 30
Own Luxury & Supercars by age of 35 Get into Local University after NS(Came true)
Own a 6-Star Luxury Hotel
A high stable income
Have a house of my dream by age of 30
Get married before age of 30
Have a wonderful family
Learn piano =X
Learn flute =X
Go into R/C Hobby
Lamborghini Estoque
For year 2009,
Ever-increasing wishlist:
Some Great Achievement
New Friends
Build a new PC
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