Physics Practical on thursday was quite easy but I still got it wrong. Especially for the planning of experiment part. What happen to the things I studied for it? Those Y=mX? I know, but why I never apply? I looked at the question, thought it was quite easy until i see the phrase "an expriment that will improve the accuracy". How?! I don't know how. And the equation made use of the extension of the spring, but how to get different values?! Then, I thought of mass, and in a rush, I did everything wrongly.

Yesterday is the last day of school. Ending the 4 years in BNSS. I think everyone came to school, to take pictures and see the classmates the last time (although we still coming back for exams and still having the prom). This is the last time we are in our class, in our seats, chatting together, playing together, crapping together. So memorable.

The happy thing is that it is the last day of school and we do not have to come back and do attend boring lessons and do homeworks anymore. The sad thing is that we are going to part each other, not going to see each other in school again. And obviously the big exam is coming soon, or I can say we are already in the period of having exams. And sad that chin yong still haven't recover, we have not seen his wide smile yet. But we will soon!
Alright, this is too emotional that i can't continue typing. I am so speechless now.

Using this opportunity, I want to thank my friends who helped me for all these years. Everyone did helped me in some way or another. And for this recent preliminary Exam, I especially want to thank these friends for helping me with my work. Biondi, who teaches me Chemistry and accompany me go out to study and teaches me quite a lot things. Hsiu ya, for lending me her A maths homework and the questions came out for the exam, luckily I know how to solve it after refering to her work. Kwan Yong, for helping me in all my subjects, solving all my problems and encouraging me. Victor,Jun Xiong, Chin Yong, Daniel, Kok Chuang and those who went to the airport to study last time, for teaching me some A maths and hence i passed surprisingly, and Kok Chuang for entertaining us. Xiao Yun, for teaching me physics, A maths and some other subjects that I forgotten also. If i missed out anyone, Sorry. But I want to thank all of you. You all contributed to my results, to who I am now. Leading me on the right path. Thanks. Thanks all of you and Good Luck for this 'O' Levels Exams.

I wanted to write more, but I don't know how to continue. I have no mood to continue. I have no mood to study. No motivation, no driving force. I just feel like lying on my bed and think. Think about everything. "Why?", "I don't know!"

I need to stand up again, but how?! I am all alone now. I am on my own. I am taking my own steps....

Estimated Time Remaining to 'O' Levels Written Papers : 184 hrs 50mins ( 9 days )

Quote of the day : "If a picture is worth a thousand words, a video is priceless" - Robert Farnsworth, Sonnet CEO

pandaboo penned at 10/29/2005 03:15:00 pm

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Made a fool out of myself today. I leaved blank for a 5 mark question for my chemistry practical paper. Am I very crazy? Everyone says I'm 'siao'. For part 2, people either get Zinc or Aluminium, but i got calcium. Stupid right? I actually wanted to write zinc, but i remember the table wrongly.

First time going into the 'O' level exam hall (or should i say lab?) being so 'blank'. Althought I tried to calm myself down and make myself relax, I still shiver when I am handling the apparatus and the substances. My mind was not filled with formulas or informations. I only remember how to differciate Lead and Aluminium because biondi taught me a lot of times. haha..

When the examiner said 'start', I sat there, don't know what to do next until i heard lots of sounds of people taking the apparatus all these. My mind was blank, and i feel that i am a Sec one student who knows nothing and go for the exam. Whereas the others are so prepared, came to school first thing is to discuss about wad solution is soluble in where. Stress me only -.-"

This feeling is very common, I always feel that I am not fit to be in this class. I am not fit to be in secondary 4. Do I really have the abilities? Are my knowledge enough? When i compare myself to others in my class, I really feel that they know more than me even though they score lower than me. Am i 'exam smart' or I have knowledge that they don't have? But, it seems that they know what I know and I don't know what they know. Until recently I went out to study with my good friend in other school and learnt these basics. Came to school and ask my classmates, they already knew what i learnt. I feel so.. so.. I really don't know how to describe. I feel so cut out from this world, maybe not the world, but my friends. In these periods when I skipped school, I did missed my classmates as wad xiao yun say. However, I finally had enough sleep, I do not feel as sleepy as before when i am studying. I feel much awake, much healthy.

This friday will be the last day for us to go for lessons in our class. The last day we will be in class together, wearing uniforms, sitting in our positions and listening (or playing) in class. We should make it memorable. Wait, i doesn't mean that other days are not memorable, but last day should be the MOST memorable. Like in Primary 6, by this time, people will be taking books for other to write their contact details all these. But for now, only hsiu ya and xiao yun asked people to write. What happens to others? They don't want to keep in touch? So many people are leaving Singapore already. I set up the MSN group and made pages for them to write contact details, only few wrote. Quite disappointed, but nevermind, I will help them fill up after 'O' Levels.

For every event, we will be taking lots of photos like the recent graduation ceremony. But then, when i view at the photos, they are either blur or lack of some people or they took pictures with the same usual group of people. The photos are usually the few, don't see the others in the pictures. Example the chinese girls in my class, seldom take pictures with guys or the non-chinese girls gang. Graduation ceremony that day, haven't take finish then they leave liao. Sad, but nevermind, we still have the prom =) I gonna keep these memories in my mind, and to enrich the memories with photos and videos. It is really nice when u look at your past pictures or videos, even though the picture/video may be funny or embarassing, it's still a nice scene. Some times, unposed pictures are nice to see, entertaining. So, kc! dun always complain ur picture is unposed or never take at the right time or not handsome lah.. u handsome enough le lah...=P

okok, its 1am now, gonna go read up some Social Studies. I need help for A-Maths, I think my knowledge for A maths is like in sec 3 like that.. i totally forgotten everything. Biondi can do better than me.. samuel can do better than me.. everyone does better than me.. but i dunno y my prelim results is a pass.. mayb i'm just lucky.. dun think tat i really can do it.. i am just lucky.. same goes for my chem.. kc.. dun say my standards is better than u.. i am not..i am just lucky that my MCQ pulled me up...

Once Again, Good Luck for all of you all's Exams, Every paper Every Exam and Everything you all do!

Quote of the day " Bamboo always leans the way it's pushed the hardest."

Estimated Time Remaining to 'O' Levels Practical exams : NOW
Estimated Time Remaining to 'O' Levels Written Papers : 295hrs 50mins ( 12 days )

pandaboo penned at 10/26/2005 01:16:00 am

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wa lao, weirong... ur pratical... y nvr do 5 mark??? zzz haiz... now must console u -.- . okok, never do 5 marks qn and identify wrong cation... 6 marks... bright side -> it is only 15% of the whole paper u never do. 15% is 15 out of 100. which means u did 75% of the paper. 75% alot already. 75% = a1 if u count in marks... and then this will also motivate u to work harder in ur written la i guess cux i dun tink u want the same thing to happen again. =) all da best..

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Thanks samantha for your comments.. now den i realised tat i muz really stand up again.. this week.. skipped sch.. went out to study, but in the end only done some work.. at least some revision.. but tat was too little..

and i regret installing steam program again.. now i'm quite addicted to playing counter strike liao.. die.. at the very last moments den got addicted again.. wad sia.. until i come to my own blog.. read sam's comments liao den i realise tat.. or else i am gonna slack all the way till o lvl.. den all my hardwork throughout these years will go down to the drain.. i dowan tat.. i already wasted alot time liao.. i dowan to fail this o lvl... as i said.. english very very important.. but till now i am still very very careless in my language.. mayb i am too used to write these singlish in blogs and chats.. now i cant even do simple grammer questions.. dun even tok abt vocab..

now i'm telling myself.. after these 4 days of playing.. i shld be satisfied and de-stress liao.. i shld now work harder.. now my parents keep reminding me dun fall into the game traps again.. it will be very difficult to get up again... i am trying hard now.. no more playing.. even my eyes are unhappy.. i had sore eye few days ago and now my right eye hav blur vision.. i think gonna be shortsighted liao.. NO! i dowan wear specs! gonna look at far objects and green objects to let my eyes rest after every hour of work...eyes are important.. in fact.. every part of the body is important...my fren recently got infected by dengue.. and was sent to the hospital on thursday night.. luckily, he got discharged today.. i believe he will recover soon.. he will be able to attend the practical on tue and fully recover as soon as possible...

english seems so so so scary.. other subjects too.. but i am consoling myself tat i am quite prepared for o levels liao.. to make me not to worry so much.. or else i gonna suffer frm depression.. everyone now seems to be so stressed and tensed up.. pressurised.. and to kc.. forget all ur worries.. juz concentrate on ur studies first... i noe i am nt in the position to encourage u as i cant even control myself.. but juz wanna all of u to do well.. dun regret..

i am now experiencing being poor.. having no money to eat.. finally experienced it.. i cannot afford food tat is very expensive.. my father had retired.. my family had no income now.. juz using my savings.. and me? still want this want that.. spending so much.. go out one time at least $20.. tats alot alot.. den plus stationeries i haven even buy.. i think i gonna spend abt $30 juz for these writing materials and a 2nd calculator incase my current one fail to work.. i still owe ppl money.. i dun think i hav the money to return them yet.. i still hav alot of desires which i think i shld nt hav now.. haiz... gonna take out few thgs frm my wishlist liao.. X-Fi soundcard.. MP3 player.. upgrade comp.. i think these are nt necessary anymore.. although i will try to get them.. but wont force myself.. i muz remember tat money is hard to earn.. and it limited for me now..

damn.. feeling hungry again.. i dunno y.. i keep feeling hungry after awhile.. i may eat little.. but frequent.. but den now.. one time go out mayb $4 frm my mother... how to eat much? one meal already abt $5 liao.. i wan eat frequent also cannot.. wanna pu on some weight also got problem.. last time can eat dowan eat.. now cannot eat liao den wan eat so much.. haiz...

these few days i alot prob lah.. sore eye.. den now 3 ulcer on my tongue.. and 1 in my mouth.. damn pain lo.. den the braces keep rubbing against it.. the pain is killing me.. but think of how my fren suffer frm dengue.. my ulcer is nth compared to him.. having to carry one bag of 'water' everywhere he go.. even to toilet.. den muz keep having blood test.. really very sad...

ok.. gonna go slp now.. later 3am gonna wake up study chem.. i seems to forget the plan i made last month.. on which day study wad subject.. becuz of alot factors.. first 2 weeks like waste time in sch.. so i hav to make up for the subjects.. den i start to get tired after so much studying.. den slack slack.. till now.. 33hours 30mins left to my practical exams and estimated 344 hours and 30mins before the start of my written papers.. omg.. i gonna make use of these times... make full use of it!!!!!!!!

i never been so down since May, seen my last few posts? i am really depressed and discouraged.. make me feel so tired.. so tired of studying.. so tired of life.. i just wants to lie down on my bed and forget abt everythg... i refuse to get up.. i want to slp.. i want to forget abt all these thgs.. i rather live in my dreamland.. but now.. i hav to come back to real life.. why is it so difficult just to study?! (viewing at another angle so that i wont giv myself other reasons)... i am now a student.. all i havto do is to study! so easy! juz take out the book.. read.. understand and folo the skills and be exam smart.. (no use being intelligent for now -.- ) .. juz be exam smart.. score.. get ur distinctions and say bye to boring secondary life!!! y izzit so difficult! other can do it.. y cant i?! even if i nv putin enough hardwork.. juz do my best now! i have no choice.. juz do it!(nike..=D ) .. haha.. dun mind abt wad others say..juz do my best.. cannot go jc also nv mind.. as long as i do my best.. but dun lie to myself tat i had done my best even if i dont.. dun ever lie to urself...

ohya.. i remembered somethg.. always mdm rogayah giv vocab test.. always i dunno.. ppl giv me hints and i nv even say.. i noe the reason liao.. cuz i dowan lie to myself.. wad for gets it correct with the hint frm frens.. i myself dunno wad.. dunno still act noe.. like cheating liao.. dunno means dunno.. get all the scoldings.. laughs at myself.. nvm.. as long as i learn can liao..

okok... sry for my english.. i gonna slp now.. k.. byebye...

Estimated Time Remaining to 'O' Levels Practical exams : 33hrs 30mins
Estimated Time Remaining to 'O' Levels Written Papers : 344hrs 30mins ( 14 days )

Quote of the day : "浇树要浇根,帮人要帮心"

pandaboo penned at 10/23/2005 10:42:00 pm

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study la... i dun wan cs wif u already... u ask me cs i say dun wan alot times... then that day play 1 time enough le no more cs until after 0 lvls k??? we pia until 5am 6am also nvm. now study hor.. u wan play cs tell me.. i stop u =p

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DONT EVER ask me recommend u all IT stuffs again.. i SUXS! DUN ASK ME! alot times liao! i recommend wrongly!

last time was the kc's graphics card.. in the end cannot work.. change change change till become RAM and me take the hdd.. wasted so much time changing.. going to sim lim.. and installing..and trying... and now.. today.. i wish i dunno.. but i went to the site and checked.. the video size is 320x240 pixel.. half the size of other cam with 640x320 pixel..

my fren wanted to buy a camera which can takes gd picture and video.. she wanted those tat can take picture.. take video.. and listen to mp3..those like xy and wynne's one.. but den i knew tat this type is nt gd.. cuz the picture taken is nt very gd.. and video was ok ok only..

den i recommend her to buy those real digital camera.. can also take video but abt the same quality as those she looked at.. so we walk walk walk and found this konica minolta one.. 5.1 megapixel..
http://konicaminolta.com.sg/products/consumer/digital_camera/dimage-x60/detail_x60.html#6
and i tot it was quite gd with the price of $530.. tot the video was quite nice.. den the other ones tat hav alot functions one only at around $300++.. its $200 more leh!!! arghh!! ok.. den i recommended her and the salesman also say until so nice...den she bought it.. after tat i come home and check sites.. reviews giv 6/10.. den i see y.. they say the video size is small.. den i noe i die liao.. cuz she wanted one tat can take video.. den i go recommend one tat takes small video with 320x240 size.. its small lo! arghh!!! den i surf the creative's site.. their new camera tat hav 4megapixel and mp3 function and can take video with 640x320 size.. and only $369!!!
http://creativex.creative.com/products/viewItem.asp?idcategory=118&idsubcategory=309&idproduct=14177&nav=0

arghh!!! wad sia! wad a failure i am.. next time dun ask me thgs liao.. i phobia liao.. dun dun dun ask me thgs! I am saddened!!! sad ah! its nt my money den i am sad! my fren i go make them until like tat.. nt as if my frens is those rich ppl.. she went thru alot scoldings den can buy one.. den now like wasted.. haiz...

pandaboo penned at 10/18/2005 07:40:00 pm

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aiyah, quality different ma... for me i mostly cannot get wadever i want from window shopping de lor, must research like internet or sth de lor.. like ask 1 frien recommend then 2nd opinion from another frien, then go find out more abt the product lor...

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hey weirong, don't feel so guilty. It's not like you did it on purpose. You were a victim of the salesmen too, and it's the choice of the buyer that matters. What you did was just to give your opinion. Whether or not it is being heeded is another matter. I noe $500+ is big bucks, but it's not entirely your fault that you guys didn't check the product out properly. I mean, i could see that you were quite sincere in introducing your friend to a good product that is justified by the amount of money, because you even accompanied your friend to buy it. And you also checked the website about it's information straight away when you went home. Well, i know you really didn't mean it, so don't feel so guilty k? =)

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"i am disappointed with my results, i am disappointed with myself".. said this alot of times.. to frens and to myself and even in blogs.. but wad hav i done? i am still slacking.. how am i going to get gd grades? my sci is quite ok now.. at least i got practice...but for my maths.. especially my e maths.. deproving.. a maths.. i do papers till i wan cry.. so many dunno how to do.. i wonder wad will happen if i go into the exam hall like tat.. am i going to giv up??

ok.. tat a maths was quite ok.. but now i realised my english really suxs.. i noe it suxs long time ago.. but i dint noe tat i am at the stage tat i cant even write a compo... jx always say his eng very lousy.. but den i read his compo.. wow.. at least looks like a secondary compo.. mine? i dun think i can even pass PSLE.. i am very very worried now.. i heard my oral exam juz passed.. 20-22 like tat.. oral leh! get this marks.. supposed to pull me up! and my compre.. sometimes can smoetimes cannot.. if they giv a chim passage.. den i die liao... compo.. i am stuck between writing an argumentative essay or narrative... i dunno which one i am better.. dunno which one i can at least write.. both can be easy.. narrative.. if u hav the ideas and can sub in phrases or vocabs to describe feelings.. den nice liao.. argumentative also.. but depends on the topic.. and if i see it at a wrong angle and used wrong words to describe.. i am the confirm fail type.. i'm stuck in between.. last time i still noe wad is required for argumentative.. like.. rhetorical qns.. and how many support points and how many negative points.. now i dunno le..

den i learnt in my tuition tat narrative.. juz hav to extreme ur ideas and like write in degrees lo.. den EVERY para muz mention abt the topic.. weird hor.. but some ppl like daniel and kc they all can score.. while i cant.. teacher even write i am unrealistic.. sian.. wad am i going to do? is there anyone tat can enlighten me? now i really rather take chinese than english.. i prefer chinese to english.. chinese is so much easier.. =(

ok.. today shld be my 2nd last day go sch liao.. i wan to take my own study leave.. force myself to catch up.. expecially my a maths and phy and chem...COMBINED HUMANITIES! so tat i wont giv myself reasons like i am too tired after coming back.. or night time no one to ask qn and den dowan do.. no excuse for now..

these few days slacking.. even had feelings of giving up.. juz shui bian go take exam.. cuz my father ask me go poly.. den say i cannot make it into jc... wad dun waste my time.. later go jc fail.. haiz... so discouraging.. den now i confused.. no aim.. no goal.. i only noe i wan to get a cert.. earn money... =(

and i am going to say tat this WONT be my last time being online.. i wont be saying i dowan online liao.. all crap.. i cant do it.. everytime like tat.. now everytime on comp juz to listen songs.. no one online to chat also.. all studying.. i also wan study.. next week is practical liao.. 2 more weeks is written liao.. how nice i am still online writing this blog.. haiz... STUDY!

Good Luck to all of u! no matter u r my fren.. enemy.. no one.. stranger or wadsoever.. juz Wish all of you best of luck for everything you all do!!!

pandaboo penned at 10/17/2005 06:13:00 pm

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Weirong, i don't wanna be preachy here, but i just wanna let you know that it's just 2 weeks before the written O'lvls papers already. You really shouldn't be slacking anymore. Think about it, you just have to struggle and slog like a cow for these 2 last week. Why not? After that you can just party all day long and heck about everything. If you really do not study now, after that you're gonna regret it very much and you're not gonna enjoy yourself. You're gonna wish you were still taking the o'lvls. After the o'lvls you will have NO CHANCE of studying to get better results. These 2 weeks.. 14 days.. 336 hours.. are all you have left to buck up. treasure it.. I hope you'd study hard to make it to a GOOD JC. Not just any JC. Understand? =)

And by the way, do not be discouraged by your parents. Who says you can't go to a JC? Remember about getting As for your results? Remember about slapping your results on *****? Remember about proving to people who disbelieve in you? Where is that fighting spirit now?

All the best weirong. Make the best out of these 2 wks. I've said my peace. Whether or not you heed is your choice. It's your choice whether you wanna do well. =)

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pandaboo penned at 10/11/2005 07:44:00 pm

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ehh.. weirong, do be careful, lest any teachers catch you. The title is already a very "big". Anyway, do work hard for your humanities. =) hope you'll achieve your A1! =D

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finally.. blogger is up again.. wahahaha.. forgot wad i wanna say liao.. and i remembered i wan to edit somethg in my template.. all forgot liao.. nvm..read my msn space's blog... http://spaces.msn.com/members/fr3edom

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