Wednesday, November 30, 2005
waaa.. long time nv blog liao.. so busy till no time blog.. almost everyday go out until broke liao.. soemmore mp3 player spoil liao.. so sad.. no money le.. okok.. gonna recall back 5 days ago.. hmm..
shld be frm before my prom nite.. was so so so busy abt doing the video that shld be presented on prom.. so excited tat my work will be presented to a class.. wah.. tat feeling very shiok...den abit last min cuz on wed den i recieve the dvd video that is converted frm dv tape frm mr beh...cuz my stupid comp cannot detect the video cam.. so i was unable to capture the video myself.. had to convert it frm dv tape to dvd and den to my computer that is editable.. so.. the video quality nt very gd after so many convertion.. den was also busy doing a slide show on everyone's quote.. tat really eats my time and heng got kc and daniel to help me with the slide show on thur night till 12mn leh! heng tat was quite easy.. and i only started the real actual video at 9pm tat day... so damn rush.. the converting of format also takes alot of time.. den i struggle till 3am in the morning.. den no choice.. i had to slp...heng also i finished the ending video even before prelims
woke up at 8am.. abit overtime.. den hafidz came my hse to do the PAE thgy.. den i had to rush to sch to settle the digital camera thgy.. we wanted to borrow sch's cam but jonas only told me the day before.. so.. i had some trouble trying to borrow the cam.. i rush home at 10pm and continued the video.. the front part quite ok.. den the back part.. i juz dump in all the scenes and made it so messed up.. den actually leaving at 1pm to carlton hotel liao.. but cuz of the video.. kc hafidz and jj had to wait for me till abt 1.40pm.. den we took a cab to carlton.. reach there.. squeezed in one room for quite sometime until we recieved another room.. den i continued the video on the small laptop.. until 5pm.. we had to get ready.. gals one room and boys one room.. we got ready... its really nice to see everyone getting ready for the big event.. everyone looks gd and the spirit of our class to help each other were also seen tat day.. we help each other to prepare.. make hair.. all these... but sad tat i was unable to remove my 'panda' eyes before prom.. after o lvl den everyday go out play sia slp late..den spend money till like siao.. i now totally broke..
ok.. i rendered the video and thanks biondi and jianyong for helping us to take video and pictures.. they helped me take the laptop down to the ball first while we getting ready.. i started to get nervous as the guys shld be bringing their partners down to the ball.. shld be holding hands but we didnt.. haha.. too shy liao.. den ok.. i asked xy out and we went down.. waa.. really surprised tat she really looks very different.. ok we went down... and i recieved the news tat the laptop went into hibernation and the video is lost.. wah lau.. den i had to render again.. heng the playing of the video is after everythg.. ok.. so we took some pictures there..
i nv bring my cam and so i nv approach others to take picture.. and i took little pictures.. but nvm.. at least some.. den i slowly notice tat my partner xy dyed her hair.. and somethg different.. she wears contact lens.. waaa.. first time.. and so surprised tat she dyed her hair... den i remembered one show.. abt one gd gal go take drugs one.. den the hair style all these looks like her.. haha.. okok... tat one juz tv show.. but her hair style and colour abit like ah lian.. lol.. juz jk.. ok.. so we took some pics and went into the hall.. tats the best man.. see everyone look so so nice and like really a big class event.. so grand.. and firstly we hav our chairman and vice chairman to giv a speech..
ok.. after the speech.. we are allowed to go out and get some food.. food nt really nice.. but quite ok lah.. i dunno y tat time no mood eat.. mayb too excited liao.. den i eat very little lo.. den while we watching the performance by our classmates.. xy suddenly say she cold and snatched my blazer and wear it.. wah.. den kc comment.. "u very auto hor.. ".. haha.. but nvm lah.. even if she dun ask i also will giv bah.. shld be.. tats wad guys shld do.. erm... den performance performance all these and we had some prob wif the music.. den called the staff to make the music.. stupid lo.. they dun hav the wires there ready for us to use..
den i waited until 9.30pm.. the projector still nt there! den shie go asked and they say need to pay $200 more to hav projector.. wtf sia! so ex! such a big hotel cant even provide a small projector.. lousy service man!! den i tot.. my hardwork all gone liao.. but nvm.. we still hav the laptop and can watch it when we staying overnight.. hmm.. den shie they all very nice.. they say they will just crowd around the laptop to see my work.. wah.. so touching.. wanna cry le.. haha.. and so.. i presented my work.. so happy to see everyone concentrating in the videos... and some even cried.. haiz.. so sad.. everyone is separating liao.. those days in sch became memories..
ohya.. performance by the 'Audition Rejects' are GREAT!! hmm.. den we had the dance part.. starting.. everyone seems so shy.. hmm.. but den still got dance lah.. ahyo.. first time so close to gals sia.. den one song haven even finish den they say wan change dance partner.. wah lau.. so weird.. den we changed.. den after awhile.. change again.. change alot times till i nv dance.. stand at the side and watch.. den suddenly fast song.. everyone gone crazy.. even anh!! everyone! so shiok! but the thg i dun really like was.. someone on tat day.. while others dancing.. they go jump jump in the middle of the dance floor to get balloons.. Zzz.. ok.. nvm.. i noe they wan balloons.. no need jump in the middle of the dance floor and get mah.. somemore is slow dance time.. Zzz.. nvm..
ok.. so after fast dance.. den watch video.. den 11pm++ liao.. some ppl had to go home liao.. so the thg ended.. so sad.. the atmosphere is mixed.. dunno wan sad or happy.. happy tat o lvl is over.. happy tat our prom is successful.. but sad tat there wil be no more times together.. sad tat some ppl are leaving.. and nt coming back.. really sad...
so.. 20 of us stayed overnight in one room.. we played and even went 7-11 to buy food.. den go back and den slp.. jonas got drunk and netty got tipsy.. haha.. and den.. some slept.. i cant slp.. so i took the laptop and watched the movie with halfidz and shierly's sis and sylvia.. halfway..suddenly victor tickle jun xiong.. den he say "jun xiong.. accompany me go 7-11".. haha?! he was saying tat with his eyes close! and den he continue "i wan to eat breakfast... i wan go 7-11".. den after sometime.. he stood up and wanted to go 7-11.. dragging me and jun xiong go.. den we drag him back to bed.. and he went back to slp.. wah lau.. we were thinking.. "he dream toking ar?".. haha.. den suddenly.. he called jun xiong again.. saying he wan go eat breakfast.. he wan go long john eat breakfast.. hahaha! so funny sia! say liao den go back slp somemore.. and slowly.. everyone got tired after the movie i watched.. sylvia left to get ready her luaguage and go to the airport.. and everyone slept except some.. samuel woke up.. den... me, samuel, gwen, shie's sis, chin yong, and i forgot who liao.. went downstairs to walk walk.. walk until 5.45am den go back and wake them up.. ahyo! so difficult to wake them up sia! and all got up after sylvia called and say she already at airport waiting for us.. everyone den got forced to wake up and rush to the airport by cab..
ok.. i nv felt anythg when sylvia leaving... until she went in.. and we walking to hav our breakfast.. i suddenly felt tat someone is missing.. and wad if everyone left.. this got worsen after nat leave and she said she nt coming back.. we lost one more person.. i started to feel sad.. feel lonely.. and wad happens if jonas,shie,hy,samantha all these left.. even kc going back batam.. wad will happen to our december? will we hav so much outings and fun? its the feeling like losing frens.. i feel really sad.. i wanted to cry.. but i cant.. we shld treasure our memories.. and like wad shie say.. "dun cry that it's over.. laugh that it happened..=)"...
tml.. or mayb i shd say feel hours later.. jonas will go.. we will lose another and more on 2nd dec and 5th dec.. life will seem very boring after tat.. haiz.... unless i found a job to keep me occupied.. ok.. i gtg.. it's 3.44am now...i had to burn the video and pictures for jonas before he leave.. gd night all.. bye~
pandaboo penned at 11/30/2005 01:33:00 am
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
haiz.. today woke up at 2pm.. tml english and i hav nt prepare for it.. feeling quite sad.. i slp late also kena scolding for everythg.. den i very sian.. went to read my past blogs.. the memories came back... frm a very short post to a very long post now.. frm bring motivated to now.. juz now read till the adam khoo course posts.. den i also read some post tat i very anti-parents one.. dint noe tat i was so 'mature' in my thinking last time.. i constantly remind myself to study all tat.. but den compare to now... compare to my recent re-taking chinese post.. wah sianz.. i dunno wad to say lah.. juz very sian.. i grow liao or i juz gone back to the starting point? i am very very worried for my english tml.. especially my paper 1.. ahhhh!!!
pandaboo penned at 11/08/2005 04:35:00 pm
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
once again, i'm at home again as it is a public holiday. library is closed. actually wanted to go mcd study.. but i am afraid tat we will get chased out... and might waste my whole day...den biondi said nvm.. go together with zhen ming they all.. i am afraid.. afraid tat too much ppl will cause us unable to study.. den nvm.. actually decided to go.. den biondi say his father's bd so he gtg at 5.. so i think.. hmm.. 12 den we will meet.. den do less than 1hr den will go eat.. like tat where got study much? so stay at home lo.. but den now very sian.. my mother on the phone outside in the living room.. my hse is nt big.. sound travels thru doors all tat... den somemore my mother's voice is those loud loud one.. how to study? den noise frm outside my window also comes in.. vehicles sound.. the beep beep beep sound of the lorries reversing.. the children shouting and playing.. dog barking.. all sorts of sound..
and den i remembered an advertisement.. the hp one.. alot noise outside. den he close the window liao den listen to the sound frm his home theatre system.. so shiok.. no sound can go into his room.. how i wish i can be like tat.. alright.. i wil try to finish venice ONCE AGAIN.. planned to finish by monday.. dragged till now! thursday! tml hope will be going lib and study some A maths and the sci.. hmm~.. i seems to be quite relaxed and motivated on tue and wed.. but today.. i had the same feeling of last week.. no!!~~
and i may seems to be able to ans most or ur qns.. this gives me confidence.. but i am afraid tat wad daniel say will happen...i may be answering all the qn correctly.. but i may nt do well in the real exam.. tats the worst part.. happened to me few times liao.. i may seems quite prepared for physics but everytime after the exam, everyone seems to get the correct ans and i do wrongly.. this suxs! haha.. nvm lah.. if its like tat.. its really my bad luck liao lo.. haiz.. k la.. i go study le.. cya...
我不想有这种感觉,可是这种无聊,压力大的心情又回来了.我怕了. 我怕我应付不了, 我怕事情不是我想象中的好. 本来是信心满满的,不过先在却变成这样. 父母对我的影响力好大哦… 昨晚被骂了,虽然不是完全因为学业上的事, 不过还是给我的心情增添了不必要的负担. 我的心情很沉重, 无法继续读书了… 为什么会这样? 为何我父母不了解我多一点? 我做我有兴趣的事有错妈? 又不是什么犯法的事. 我知到他门为我好, 不过就不要对我有太大的要求吧!Estimated Time Remaining to 'O' Levels Written Papers :
87 hrs 54mins ( 3 days )
pandaboo penned at 11/03/2005 03:00:00 pm
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
erm.. finally decided to write a few compositions to judge myself whether i have more confident in narrative or argumentative or others. this is my first one. help me grade and comment plz...i personally felt tat it suxs. DONT hesitate to fail me!!! if i deserve a fail.. juz giv me a big FAIL and comment bah.. PLEASE BE STRICT!!! thanks..
Five Years Series page (N2004)2
“ It is said that school uniform gives pupils a sense of identity and encourages good discipline. Do you agree? "Wearing School uniforms are compulsory for us in our primary, secondary and junior college education. Different Schools have different design of the uniforms to give students a sense of identity and belonging. And I agree that school uniform usually gives pupils a sense of identity and encourages good discipline.
Firstly, uniform will let people differentiate between different schools and levels. I feel that school uniforms will definitely give pupils a sense of identity. It will let one be proud of where he belongs, and understand that there will always be people from the same school helping him. Most of us will always feel a sense of belonging when we see a person in the same uniform at times when we felt lonely. The feeling is like we are from the same root. For example in secondary one, when you know no one in your class, you will first approach the ones that are from the same primary school as you, don’t you? You will just feel comfortable as things are more familiar.
Secondly, I strongly believe that uniform is necessary as pupils will maintain good discipline in their uniforms so that they will not disgrace their school or bring bad impressions to their school. School uniforms also makes students look smart and educated. Schools also require pupils to ‘tuck in’ their shirt and behave well in their uniforms. Punishments will be given if they failed to do so. This will thus maintain a certain degree of discipline in the pupils. Students, our future generation leaders, will give others an impression of our country. This is important as tourist will judge our country by what they see and the behaviour of our people. So, it’s the school’s duty to encourage and maintain good discipline of the pupils.
However, some people disagree that school uniform will encourage good discipline. They think that school uniform is unnecessary and will even bring more disciplinary problems. However, I do not see why looking smart and tidy in uniforms will bring about more disciplinary problems. Some people may also think that the sense of identity that uniforms gives will only applies to good and popular schools. I disagree with it as students should hence behave well in the public to show the others that students from neighbourhood school can also maintain good discipline. Won’t this impress the public more?
A person in school uniform will always give a better image than a person in his own casual clothes who looks equally neat and smart. School uniform gives others a mindset that the person is educated and with good discipline. Therefore, I can conclude that school uniform gives pupils a sense of identity and encourages good discipline.
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pandaboo penned at 11/01/2005 10:56:00 pm
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Everyone is so stressed now, preparing for next week's 'O' level Exams. It is indeed a very big exam that will determine everything. Determine your future, determine where you going, determine who is right who is wrong, determine whether you had put enough effort during these years. This exam Should determine these, but not anymore. More and more people are getting more 'exam smart'. They learn the formulas, the skills, the tactics, the patterns, practise TYS and forget all about the meaning of the exam. It Should be testing your knowledge, not your smartness or the ability to memorise everything in the last min.
People now memorise the formulas and without knowing how it came about. Memorising everything, even english compositions. What for? It is for this exam, to score well, to get into a JC and a better future. Everyone now does that. Some people are quite consistant for all these years and score very well for the exams, while some others are slacking all the way and speed up during the final laps. Most of us belongs to the second group, now running, rushing to learn, hungry for more knowledge or rather, more tactics and skills. Some people 'pia' for the secondary 4 year and score straight As. Some being consistant for 4 years but never get the expected results. Some others rush only during the very last month or even week and their results ranges.
I belongs to where? I slacked during secondary 3 and promised to work hard for the secondary 4 year. Worked hard for first few months and got tired. Mixed with more friends and went to enjoy more. And suffered from a bit of depression but got up again by May for my chinese Exam. Then, having finished one paper, I slacked for the next 3 months. Until I got back my Chinese results. A B3. I don't know whether to be happy or sad. I expect an A before I take the exam but expect a B after I took the exam. And then I blame myself for not doing well for my paper 1.
I got rejected to retake my chinese paper and thus I fell again. I lost interest in most of my subjects and I took the prelims very lightly. I studied for each subject just before the day of exam. Done only some revision the week before. However, I motivated or even curse my friends to do well. Prevented myself from playing games. After exams, played and got de-motivated. Stood up again very fast just before October and wanted to do well for 'O' levels. Until I heard my father asking me to go poly, I fell again. I am confused and don't know what I am doing. Got lost in the forest until i see my friends ran pass me. I believe it's the time for me to get back on the track now. I am lagging behind. I need to run. I know I may not reach the target that I set long ago. But at least i try. I will do my best, it's the efforts that counts. Never Regret.
Estimated Time Remaining to 'O' Levels Written Papers :
151 hrs 40mins ( 6 days )
Quote of the month : "
不要轻易放弃,否则对不起自己" -Jasmine,4E
pandaboo penned at 11/01/2005 12:20:00 am
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