Since everyone is posting Standard English, I wanted to try too. I may not be speaking in true Standard English, but I will TRY my best. I have nothing to do now, no one is playing and i do not have the mood to start my A maths homework. I don't know why. My mood went down to the drain just after my Chinese 'O' levels' Paper 1. I know I had done badly for both Paper 1 and 2, that's why i feel so sad and moody. I think i have to re-take Chinese. I had to get at least an A for chinese, or else i won't even have a good chance to go Junior College. I will be working hard for my Chemistry, Physics and Combined Humanities. I really have to achieve better grades for these subjects. I planned to start by this week, but I wonder if I can. I have a great inertia, I need a GREAT force to really push me and get that momentum. I don't know. My mood is very very low now, I just wanted to play. My parents is really FORCING me to study!
arghh! buay tahan standard english liao.. hahaha.. ohya... my parents.. look at my mid year results... den like wanna kill me like tat.. say like tat i die liao.. wadsoever lah.. those 'cursings'.. used to it.. but still not happy.. so i like very unhappy.. they dun even noe wads CA and they say my THIS TIME exam very lousy.. my report book put i pass 2 subject only! while my real mid year got 3 fail only! so unfair! den i got all the scoldings.. actually can change phone on sunday.. but after they look at my report book.. i dun think i hav the chance liao.. they go around finding tuitions for me.. but i dun like tuitions.. i believe they noe i dun like tuitions.. or else is they forget.. nvm.. they NEVER remember wad i said.. i always hav to repeat myself which i dun like to.. i said for so many times tat my fren finished his chinese o lvl last year and got A1.. and now my mother say i nv tell her.. wad sia! this shows they really dun care wad i say lo! haiz.. how sad.. now they ask me go tuitions.. den if i say no.. they giv me back tat kind of black face.. den say i no use.. say i sure die.. say my future no more.. say my father wont spend money on me again... hey! i'm his son leh! i study den he giv me eat? wah lau! he shld be supporting me and try all the best to help me!!! but i dun see tat at all...
ok.. i am going to play game.. tml i still hav a meeting.. to meet all those fireblaze members tat select IT as the interhouse thg.. den i like the IC for the whole thg.. and the teacher.. dunno do wad! shhh.. but.. mr lau so long liao still nv do much.. until i ask him to inform the ppl.. den tml.. juz having a short short meeting.. but still dunno wad to tok abt... haiz... sad ah! nth to say liao.. bb...
pandaboo penned at 5/31/2005 08:17:00 pm
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believe it or not.. next monday is my chinese o lvl exam liao.. the real one.. and i only study sec 3A book.. not even 3B and sec 4.. still.. i am online here.. chatting and playing games! dunno.. i cant really control myself.. if i dun on comp.. my whole body is uncomfortable.. cant study.. den now night got so many shows.. and i am watching them.. dunno how i study one.. abit hate myself becuz of this... and i finally realise tat my english language got a big big problem.. the use of my language in compo or wadsoever..
the mid year paper.. took back.. found lots of red ink.. found my grammer mistakes.. lack of vocab and the weird sentence structure... haha.. i'm not sure.. now i listen to the way how ppl tok.. trying to learn and take in as much as i can.. ok.. english put aside for now... its chinese time.. i find it quite difficult to remember all the words.. i noe i am not hardworking enough.. i dunno how to apply those words tat i learn.. i dunno y.. mayb i could start training now.. some of u will say i stupid.. now den start practice.. but.. its for my own gd.. i bought a "yan yu" dictionary and i'm learning the thgs in it.. some ppl may say "wads the need?"... i noe its not for my exam.. but its juz for my knowledge.. i dunno how to describe and create a sentence to describe how i feel.. i dunno.. mayb tats wad i'm weak in.. i nv read books..
and.. today mrs khoo look for me.. tok to me and suggest me to drop bio.. she said even if i dowan drop.. mrs kong will find me.. u all noe lah.. i wan try try for fun lo.. den like tat also cannot.. the sch is somehow forcing me to drop in a more intelligent way.. yah.. like wad xy said in her blog.. even if i drop.. i wont put more time for my other subjects.. got drop = nv drop.. yah.. agree.. tats wad i think also.. but when ppl ask y.. i couldnt be telling them these mah.. sure kena shoot back one.. say i lazy.. who ask me dun study.. wadsoever lah.. tats y when today mrs khoo ask wads the reason for me to hold on on bio.. i said nth.. ok lah.. tat shld be all for now.. i go watch tv le.. byebye.. opps.. is study =X
pandaboo penned at 5/24/2005 09:45:00 pm
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today.. a sad sad day.. singing a sad sad song walking a sad sad way.. sad sad sad.. after my a maths.. or even when i juz started the a maths exam today.. my mood juz drop to the ground.. almost all the qn i dunno how to do.. even if i noe.. the ans is somehow wrong.. dunno y.. think very long still the same.. even the easiest of all i also dunno.. like differenciation.. and matrix.. easy one! and the last qn.. straight line graph.. i cant get.. means 10 marks gone.. i feel tat i will be the worst in the class... really really..
imagine.. every qn i dun even noe how to start.. i dunno lah.. y some ppl can juz get A1 so easily??? mayb i lack practice.. this is wad ppl say.. do more den noe.. but i can admit lah.. i nv touch a maths very long liao.. even if i touch.. whenever i dunno.. i juz skip.. even if i ask liao.. noe liao.. i also forgot.. dunno.. i feel i lacking of time.. dun tell me to study other subjects this month.. cuz this month is somehow my chinese month.. my first O lvl paper.. i wan a gd impression of it.. and i always say.. i wan A1.. and i MUST get A1.. dunno y.. alot reasons i think.. but i think if i nv get an A for my chinese.. i can dun go out of my hse liao.. no face..
den.. a maths.. i promise.. i will work for it this june holidays.. and i going to work for my chemistry.. physics and a maths.. this 3 will be the main focus..bio i dunno.. i tot of dropping it alot times liao.. and cuz my parents dun noe much.. they say "no use den drop lor! cannot cope den drop lor!" say till so easy.. dunno lah.. wan seek for comments first.. whether i shld drop or not.. my own reason is.. if i carry on failing like this.. its a completely waste of time.. i can do better if i dun recieve much pressure.. the moment i see mrs tay.. no matter wad distance.. i still feel the force.. M = Fd.. haha.. the pressure and the hatred in her wif me.. can see.. she hate me.. neither do haliza like me.. cuz y? i nv do hw.. i nv listen in class.. and most importantly.. i fail the tests...
bio... see the courses in poly or university.. bio is no use.. unless for biomedical or wan be doctor tat kind of course.. den hav bio.. or else.. bio is juz no use..if i go jc, i wont take bio also.. so its juz like 2 years wasted on bio.. but the reason for me to stay on.. is i wan to experience it.. bio.. seems so 'seh' when tell others.. and den like quite fun to learn thgs in body or wad.. but its real difficult.. my mother's fren's son or daugther.. almost all go JC one.. and its TJC.. wif 10 to 13 points...and they were saying.. bio so easy! a maths so easy! everythg is easy to them.. except comb humanities.. my malaysia relative all going university liao.. and i will lose out if go a lousier one.. some of u may understand the pressure.. some not.. but i dunno how say lah..
so.. i need comments frm u all.. whether i shld drop bio anot.. i noe some ppl got alot thgs to say.. like kc or daniel.. mayb kc nv read lah.. but daniel sure alot reasons for his decision.. so i can "chan kao" hahahaha.. tats y everytime ask him.. den can analyse his reasons.. haha.. k lah.. i dunno wad to say liao.. toooo sad liao.. my phy also.. shit lah! geog.. 19 marks gone juz like tat.. always see after exam den alot ppl say this say tat and i noe nth.. soo bad feeling..
pandaboo penned at 5/10/2005 01:40:00 pm
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Name : Wei Rong
D.O.B : 17 September 1989
Race : 华人
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Bedok North 'low' School
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