Yesterday was a good day. hahaha!
The weather was really good recently, with all the cool windy rains followed by windy nights and cool morning. Love this season! But it seems like this is going to end and the sun will be back. So many people dislike rain, why?! You all prefer the hot and sunny day and you sweat for whatever you do? hmm~
Anyway, here are few photos...
Some of you may hear a loud glass breaking sound at E block around 11am. As though something fell off. Here is it...
It was me -.-"
The weather was good. It was windy outside, so jonathan and me were opening up windows for the cool wind to come in. The usual kay kiang me, went to open the top most window. Out of so many windows, i choose that and I push it slightly open. And to my surprise, I see the whole window panel fly outwards and drop on the ground. The sound wasn't very loud to me. But it seems loud to others and i hear people shouting "oOOooo~~!"
Ohya, I was having GP and I am different from my usual class. The unique one eh?
This is it... Don't worry, it's level 1 only and i made a report. They even thank me for the report =)
See lah, 20 years old school, everything also unstable. The design of the classrooms really suxs, with poor air ventilation.
And as R&R were laughing at me as i told them... Royston threw a bottle, trying to act smart again. He thought he is some NBA star eh? And really, he slam dunked. Slam-ed the lighting and the light bulb or light stick fell off.... HAHAHA!
Luckily no one was injured. I really wonder how he throw sia....
pandaboo penned at 7/31/2007 09:50:00 pm
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Hello everyone! Is it a long time since I've blogged?
okay, it seems that I really didn't blog for quite some time. Even my keyboard is spoiling on me. So, if you see missing "p" or missing space, just imagine them to be there lah.. haha..
erm, I wasted my this weekend again. Maybe not really wasted as we celebrated kc's birthday. See, we set aside the few days for you sia.. hahaha!
Anyway, I stayed in school almost everyday this week and tried to study. It worked the first few days, but I slowly lose the energy to do work after few days. And as more and more people choose to stay back in the library and snatch for biscuits and milo, the library became more noisy and filled with more distraction.
Somehow, I've been rushing to finish my homework, my tutorials and to prepare for lessons. These are things I never did last time. This time round, i choose to be a good student and used my time for these stuffs. Then i realise that the time I have is not enough for them! I took the time longer than others to complete the assignments. Also means that i spent more time doing these stuffs. And I feel a little bit useless.
That time ms leow force me to do my tutorials. I did, but I don't understand the topic. Because, as I do, i just refer to the required section in the notes and just do the questions. Then in classroom, she go through the questions while I keep dozing off. Everything seems to be the same as what I written what! Then she keep asking me to answer questions. Luckily I got do the questions bah. haha.. But i still feel a little waste of time eh...
Economics, Ms Ng don't ask me questions already. She also seldom check my work already. For the very few times i did my work, she didn't check! Maybe cause I did quite ok for the midyear and there is "improvements" bah.. Eh! Don't laugh okay?! I got a C for econs leh! My best subject!! hahaa...
Quite slack for maths, keep doing the vectors tutorials and I haven't even finish them. Seems quite confusing with so many methods to solve. For physics, it sucks. I've reached my bottleneck for physics. I thought I can do those questions, but when the questions are put in front of me, I can't solve them! I can't seem to solve simple questions like what I do before! Last time, formulas and logics just pop up in my mind while i read the question itself. Now, my mind is blank with question marks. Logical questions seems not logical for me. Stupid lah! I think I got confused with too many concepts already. So much for finishing the 600marks of Keep In Touch questions.
Was having duty during dancefest. Also meant free admission! =)
Mr sum know how to dance!!!
The birthday UNCLE.. wahahaha! I feel young..~
This is the photo before daniel and samantha started the war....And during the cake war, Police on patrol came to look for us.
"Who's birthday is it today?"
"Oh, Happy Birthday. May I have your identification card?"
WTH lol! Okay, everything went quite tense but it's only police patrol lah..No criminal offence.
Took this photo with my phone. I forgot the set timer for the other camera and my picture not inside =(
Anyway, this is the photo after we waited 3 hours for kc. We were starving.
Planned a 'treasure hunt' game after i suggested that kc should jump into the pool. HAHAHA!
pandaboo penned at 7/29/2007 06:38:00 pm
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Today is a waste. Damn! I went for the Nanyang Concept Test for physics this morning and got totally killed. Out of 60 questions, I can confirm that I have 50 or more uncertain answers. Big loophole in my physics concepts!!
Alright, was busy with badminton inter-house competition last week and I lost all 2 matches -.-" First match, Mixed doubles. I teamed up with linette who is quite good but we suay suay kena 2 school team. The guy opponent is good but arrogant. That's all, didn't have any hope to win actually. Final score, 21-8.
Second match should be on wednesday, but opponent didn't come and it was a walkover. So, staying back until 7pm is a waste of time -.-"
Friday is the other preliminary match and terence couldn't make it. I also don't want to trouble him because the match is at 5pm while we were released at 12.30pm. So, I teamed up with chun wa instead. We did not team up before and our teamwork suxs. I don't know which position to move to while he keep moving backwards to the middle part. He was too nervous and he missed a few shots. I tried to cover the front area since he didn't cover it, but I'm not good at the front. Shots come very low and I somehow can't react fast enough to effectively block it. I siam from the shots instead.
Well, We lost a 21-19. Last shot was a net by me =(
Anyway, this week is wasted. And if I did not calculate wrongly, it is 58 days left to Prelims. I am still slacking on my computer. Listening to leehom new songs and doing some shit stuffs. Damn it sia, I need my motivation!
pandaboo penned at 7/14/2007 09:54:00 pm
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Found this meaningful story on a forum..
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A man was having a conversation with Buddha in the middle of the night. Buddha was sitting down while the man was standing.
Man: O Buddha, I have a girlfriend of five years, but now I have fallen madly in love with a new lady. I really don't know what to do.
Buddha: Are you sure that the lady you're now madly in love with is the one you love most, and will be the very last woman in your life?
Man: Yes.
Buddha: Then initiate a break up so you can be with the new lady!
Man: But my current girlfriend is gentle, kind, virtuous. If I initiate a break up, wouldn't it be quite cruel and unethical?
Buddha: In marriage and love, it will only be cruel and unethical if there is no love. You're now in love with another lady and no longer your girlfriend, and a break up is the right thing to do.
Man: But my girlfriend loves me very much, she really loves me very much.
Buddha: Then she is fortunate.
Man: I'm going to leave her for another woman, and this should cause her to be in misery. How can she be fortunate?
Buddha: Because she still possesses the love she has for you, whereas you have lost the love you have for her, because you have fallen for someone new. Accurately speaking, it is a blessing to possess and a misfortune to lose possession, therefore the one in misery is you.
Man: But I'm leaving her for another woman, she should be the one who has lost me and thus feel miserable.
Buddha: You're wrong. You're only an entity in her love life. When you, the entity, no longer exists, her true love will continue on to another entity. Because in her love life, she has never lost true love, therefore she is the one who should be blessed and you the one in pain.
Man: She said she would love only me all her life and not a second man.
Buddha: Have you not said something similar before?
Man: I... I... I...
Buddha: Look at the three candles in the urn before you, the one that shines most brightly.
Man: I don't know, they're all equally bright.
Buddha: These three candles can be likened to three women. One of them is the woman you have fallen for. There are so many humans in existence, and there are more than hundreds of thousands of women. You can't even tell which is the brightest or point out which is the woman you love now, yet why are you so sure the one you love now is that woman, and even more so, how can you be so sure she will be the last woman in your life?
Man: I... I... I...
Buddha: Now put one candle close to you, and look closely which of the three candles are the brightest.
Man: Of course it's the one right in front of me.
Buddha: Now put it back to where it was, and then look again and tell me which is the brightest.
Man: I really cannot tell which is the brighest.
Buddha: Actually, the candle you brought before you is like the woman whom you have fallen for. Love stems from the heart. While you love her, you feel that she is the brightest candle. When you put the candle back to where it was, once again you could not tell which was the brightest candle. This type of love is only a kind of greed that blinds you and looks beautiful and perfect on the surface, but in the end it's only an empty dream.
Man: Oh! Now I know. You didn't really want me to leave my girlfriend, you merely wanted to enlighten me.
Buddha: I won't tell you if you've seen through me. Now, go.
Man: Now I really know who I love - she is my girlfriend.
Buddha: Amituofo, amituofo, amituofo. When one is alive, one can hardly avoid love. May all lovers in the world cherish the one beside them, steer clear of greed and illusions and create happiness with their special one.
pandaboo penned at 7/07/2007 02:35:00 am
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Alright, I realised that getting a passing grade of 50% for A level papers aren't easy. (wait, i realised it long ago..)
It just reconfirmed that it is true as I just got a U for chemistry with 35%. I got an E for maths with 45% and for physics? Not sure yet, only 7 in our class passed. I got a 22/40 for the confident MCQ that I thought can pull my my grades. So disappointing. I guess I'm gonna do some restructuring again. This really suxs.
Another thing destroyed my mood today again. I was actually planning to climb back to my study days mood but events just keep happening. Firstly is the results which is quite expected, but I do not expect it to be as low as an U for 1 week of practice. Another thing is the words of the bastards of s21. They really have nothing to do eh? I am feeling so "冤 枉". Forgot the english word for it. But i got labelled being a "Stinky shit guy" by them. Where the hell did I offended them? Or are they just being childish?
k.. the story goes.. I was having stomachache and I went to a toilet, saw this cubicle that is unflushed and is full of shits that stink. But heck, the other cubicle is clean and I went to use it. Before I'm done with my business, there are few guys who came in and keep complaining about the toilet that stinks. and please! It isn't me, i can also smell the shit in the cubicle beside! And before they even checked the other cubicle, they concluded that it's the person in the 2nd cubicle.
They stayed outside the toilet and wanting to see this guy. Of course, no one else was in the toilet and I'm the one. Came out and they were laughing and giggling within themselves and staring at me. Fine, it isn't my fault and I don't care. Went out of the toilet and this stupid guy go shout "Here comes the stinky shit guy". WTH? Are they real idiots or is it the person suffer from this kind of treatment before? He can't accept the fact that he got intestinal problems and that's why he want to play a trick on others is it?
I shall name these few guys out... Goh Kan Sheng Clayder, Kamen Ng Ghim Siong, Tay Wei Jie Nigel Stanley. And 2 more guys that i forgot which one. But they are really dam childish, doing this kind of thing in JC. I hate people branding me names for things I never did.
Well, i feel stupid writing all these shitty stuffs. but Got to write it out to vent my anger because I don't want to keep it inside me. I really feel so dam "冤枉"...
Edit - Just got the information that I did not get an U for physics. But that doesn't mean i passed. the top 5 are the black horses...Jiawei, Ziyee, Darryl, Terence, Jonathan.
Yin Wai passed. Means left 1 more person for E and 2 for S. I guess I'm the S.
So well, ESU are my grades.
"因为他命好,他感动了天~"...我感动不了天...
pandaboo penned at 7/06/2007 06:15:00 pm
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Laughters, sadness, stunned. These are the reactions I am having now as I read my previous blog posts dated as far back as year 2005. Once again, if I do not know that I am the author, I will really be angry with him eh!! haha! I feel so stupid about what I've done. Feel so stupid that I have so many kind of reactions to all the events happening.
haha.. Anyway, I seemed "brave" to write them out in my blog in very poor english standards eh? After reading them, I realised how much I was complaining about my life, about the people around me, about everything. But, I don't really disagree with some of my opinions still because I understand how the young weirong thinks. hahaha! However, really sorry to those that i have offended, I feel very bad. Many words used in those posts really suxs and thanks those who still accepted me as a friend. I really don't know I was so bad eh? haha.. I wonder 5 years later, will I read my current posts and laugh at myself again? =\
Well, I went back to read the posts to look for clues on how to do well for exams. I want to find out what have I done to get an A1 for combined humanities and physics that time. Then, I realised that I wasn't putting much hopes in A maths and comb. hum. But surprisingly I got a B3 from a projected C5 =X I guess it is because of the intense work and practices after the prelims bah.
There was this post about "FONG ROX" on 11th Oct 2005. I was so funny and stupid. Just remembered that I only posted about my aim for combined humanities just few weeks before the paper. Even the teacher say that I am hopeless and she said that I have a small brain or I am stupid and I can't do well. On that day, it strengthened my will to prove her wrong. haha! Maybe this is the trick to it.
I still remember my peserverence for chinese that time. HAHAHA!!! okay.. don't talk about it.. i feel guilty. Guilty not because I want to retake chinese, but the type of mindset I have during that time. Human grow through time and changes. I will improve to be a better person =)
Just realised that my results are really very bad even at prelims!! OMG! I should be glad that I've gotten 16 points for 'O' levels!!!
Ohya, I went to read my previous posts also because I was saddened by what my teachers told me today. I was quite motivated recently to study, work hard. Started my engine during the June holidays ( months after my planned schedule), practising for my midyear and keep on reminding myself how important these exams are. The 'A' levels is so much more important than 'O' levels!! Now i am quite motivated and i am looking forward to september, and the coming big exams...
Oh, my chemistry teacher was saying that it is quite impossible for me to score well for chemistry and the most i will get for this exam is an E, the most i will get for A lvls is a C. What a great encouragement sia..And i was aimming for an A somemore. She was saying in such a way that there is really no hope for me scoring better.
Economics teacher said that I've improved..(wow happy ^^ ).. but she say "although you failed..but you improved..".. ok.. how great.
Physics, no need say. I am completely appalled. I know what I have done and I know I can't do well.
Maths, i think it's a great news that i heard i passed.
Well, so much for me being a little hardworking. It is the first time in my JC life, or even throughout my life that I was so concentrated!! I did my physics KIT until the first week of the June holidays. Then I tell myself I must buck up for Maths and Chemistry, so I tried to start the fire, slowly and I try to find time for my these two subjects. I spent days and days practising maths statistics. Days and more days to read through chemistry, making sure that I have the concepts in my mind first before I start to do anything. That is my style, to know concepts first before i started working. Found that chemistry is more of memory work and i read through 3 times or more for organic chemistry. The first time I managed to sit in front of my notes for more than 8 hours. However, I only managed to read through, but not practising on questions. Maybe that could be the cause of me scoring badly for this exam bah.
Disappointed with myself.
Wanted to keep this short but somehow I want to make sure everything is in =X
"人不教不懂, 钟不敲不鸣" one of the many quotes i found in my previous posts...
pandaboo penned at 7/04/2007 04:59:00 pm
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