back to camp lo! Monday will be my 3rd week in camp already. So far so good.
Was not very used to camp life at first. We were met with bad news on the very first day we went back. First of all, shave botak again! Very insulting for us since we are trainees for close to 8 months already and we are required to be botak like the newbies?!
Then, they told us our training period will be extended till mid October. They said our training supposed to be only 12 weeks! Our first 2 weeks in May not counted?! Then they say they will try to shorten our training by taking out the attachment period and squeezing more lessons for us. However, it is still a 12-week course. Wth? Take out this and that already but still 12 weeks?! They even say they will extend to 14 weeks if there is a need to. But then, the next few days, we spent most of the time sleeping in our barracks. So much for squeezing more lessons for us. So much for "we got not enough time to complete". The management is fugged up.
Then as we became botak, we lost our respect and our recognisation. Some instructors thought that we are the new squads that just enlisted, and fug us. Some thought that we are the "re-course" losers. And the 131th intake's NDP squads with hair look down on us. We were treated like shit. Enough said.
Last week, was a chilling week as usual. We learn nothing much during lessons and my squadmates prefer our trainers to end earlier and skip topics. I hate that, I want to learn something. I would rather they complete the syllabus asap. But the others just do not think of it.
Then, I was left alone in my bunk every night as the others went for their FTT lessons. Rained almost everyday and I chilled in my bunk with my mp3 player and a magazine. Also gave me time to emo. haha! Thinking about everything, from dreams to "how to make money" and then about my life.
I realise that I have many cravings and dreams. I have many things that I want to do but unable to put them into place. Sounds stupid but true. Well, being in camp gives me the time to think about all these. Hope this will mould a better me and my future.
Anyway, my driving lessons will be starting soon in August and I should be getting my license on 21 Aug. Looking forward to driving! But a bit disapointed because I won't have a car to drive even though I have the license.
But well...it's okay, I have other plans =D
Used to sleeping at 11pm already, yesterday sleep late then this morning sore eyes. haiz.. Okay, i think i should go sleep liao. Cya ppl!
Raining season now, very shiok =]
pandaboo penned at 7/27/2008 12:36:00 am
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