Monday, December 27, 2004
ok.. hello everyone again.. wonder who reads my blog.. hmm.. but nvm... if u feel bored.. den read lor.. read all my crap post.. i like crap too much.. if u wan the award winning blog.. its at
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and if really got nth to do and wan some cocky life.. den go
http://www.talkingcock.com ... its really damn lame.. ok la.. hav fun during ur last week of the holiday..
few days ago.. somethg real big hav happened.. dun tell me u all dunno.. singapore is quite peaceful.. but 15 thousands ppl hav lost their lives this weekend.. a bad christmas present for them.. including great ppl like LEE LIAN JIE and hong kong stars.. yea.. its the earthquake.. no one noes it will be so great.. and juz on thursday.. me and kwan yong were debating on thgs tat will suddenly happen. who noes wad will happen... and he said everythg will be predicted even earthquake and ppl can take precautions.. and juz this sunday morning.. 26th dec 2004.. no one expected a earthquake in the open sea will lead to so much deaths in so many different countries that is so far away.. sg.. well.. is really well protected.. if it really hit us.. our whole singapore island will be flooded.. and luckily sg is in a gd geographic position..
it was reported tat the USA had already predicted this 'wave' and wanted to alert these countries.. but juz cant contact the specific organisation... only singapore recieved the alert... but sad.. many ppl still die becuz of tat.. especially those europeans and ANG MOHs.. i pity them.. really.. they went for a holiday and.. sad.. and indonesia and the other countries really suffered.. i heard there's one country already asked for united nations help.. the nice beaches and corals with beautiful seneries and sea.. now hav become wad? juz junks and dirty sea.. this thg is really unexpected.. i feel sad for all the people who hav suffered frm this.....
ok.. i feel that i'm really changing.. i learnt quite alot of thgs in this holidays.. i understand wads life... i understood alot of thgs.. it change the way i view thgs.. it changed me.. i was like dying to be on the IT path.. but now.. i feel tat i'm so lame and crap.. ok.. i feel that i would wan to stay on the business track.. becuz thats wad i wanna be.... a businessman.. i doesnt matter which line i'm in.. only matters is i'm happy wif it and wif a stable income.. nth else..
kwan yong.. he.. i think he got influenced by me.. he wanted to be in the MEDIA and IT line.. and also wan make business.. but... frm the way he view media and IT and the way he feels it.. i feel that he cannot be in media and IT.. he dont keep himself updated abt all these stuff.. which all these media and IT ppl usually update themselves.. but he dont.. i showed him a video and told him its gd.. and he said "yah.. they join alot video into juz a small clip".. dotz man! this isnt the thg la.. its the way they incooperate the video and the music and the way they present it.. i doubt he go understand the words.. ok la.. nt i wan say him.. is this is the way i feel it lor.. he will sure say "I GOT LOR..." and wadever shit la.. but i juz advise him.. dun take media or IT stuff.. becuz... he hav a video cam.. and the software to edit.. he nv use it.. i wonder when he use the video cam.. i only noe when he go overseas trip.. den he will take out frm the cupboard and film.. den i dunno wad he do to the video liao.. tat isnt it.. if it were me.. i will make an exciting video out of it... and i said all these to him.. he said.. "Y CANNOT.. go poly or university take this type of course can liao lor! i can learn mah.. take book and learn lor.. "... but..here i wan to say... all this dun really juz learn la..juz learn is nt enough.. no matter how u learn.. u cant get whole of everythg.. u go learn.. but after one month.. everythg change and u will say "HOW COME LIKE TAT... Y DIFFERENT ONE..".. dun say i tok crap la.. i understand U too well liao.. i understand u better than u understand me la.. 9 years of fren.. i dunno.. who noes? haha...
so i wan to say.. find ur other talent la.. u take higher chinese.. u take literature.. and seems tat ur results r better.. u take more language.. u r nt the media kind la.. media kind need to be creative.. which i am not.. so i really giv up this hope... i would rather be a commoner that will hop on the latest technology all that.. rather than to be in it... i kind of think wad interest i hav.. mayb i would say its in MEDIA and IT.. but.. i think abt it.. i cant.. like video editing.. sometimes i juz feel bored abt it.... business.. i haven try yet.. and.. actually i found tat my interest is in toys... yea toys.. not bears =.='
but its toy models... i dunno.. like i go everywhere.. i see toy cars.. see toy bus models.. i really feel like having it.. it is really nice.. if i hav the ability.. i would start collecting them... yea.. mayb i got influenced by myself when i'm young.. frm young till P5... i am still playing wif all these toys.. i would take my room ground as a city.. i will set the road and buildings and bus stop.. and i will drive a car go here and there.. and i like most is a bus.. stop at every stop.. i will tell myself wad i'm doing.. like " ding dong.. bus stopping.. den ppl come down..".. "red light.. stop..." ... " in front crash.. den the police rush there *making the sound of the alarm* " all that.. mayb tats how i live my lonely life.. i still remember those days.. its peaceful to me.. haiz... but now.. i like came out of tat small city and see the big world.. its quite scary actually.. juz hw can make me think of die liao.. haiz..
ok la.. tats all.. so i summarise tat my interest change to collecting models.. haha.. mayb tat's my next year bd present? dunno.. anythg can happen.. scarly no one wans to fren me liao.. i dunno.. who noes? everythg is unpredictable uh.. haha.. k la.. cya all.. Happy New Year.. hav a great year ahead!
pandaboo penned at 12/27/2004 08:47:00 pm
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
haiz.. this will be another "short" blog.. seems like no one is blogging nowadays.. all busy wif studying.. and.. i hav a chem retest next week.. i dunno y.. suddenly so scared.. like somethg is going to happen... i'm down on my luck.. and i'm abit sick rite now.. i dunno.. i may looks fine.. but i can feel tat my temperature is higher than normal.. and i cant find my thermometer.. i dunno wad to do.. i juz dun feel well...
today morning went to play badminton at bedok.. so early wake.. 7am i wake liao.. actually at 2am.. i'm damn hungry and i wake to eat biscuits.. and i'm sweating in the air con room.. weird... and while i'm sweating.. i'm thinking of all sorts of food.. and even planned wad to eat in the morning.. but at 7am i wake.. the feeling is different.. i dun hav any appetitte to eat.. dunno y... den went bedok.. den 11pm went my fren hse take my game and den 12pm go my sis there giv the ps2 and den rush to plaza singapura.. cuz they wan to celebrate xt bd.. i think is wan funds frm us la.. den i scare my fren ks dunno the way.. den i waited 30mins for him at the mrt station... den its 1.30pm liao.. movie starting liao.. cannot hav lunch.. and as expected.. they made xt and ks sit together.. haha.. ahya.. nth la..
watched oceans 12.. not bad la.. nt very funny.. but really looks they hav a low budget to film.. haha... den went bedok eat my lunch and came home.. after i had my dinner.. slp all the way till now.. so damn tired.. dunno y..
ok.. sat and sun suxs! firstly on sat...i said i going lib do hw.... but den for nt long.. we end up in the LAN gaming shop.. suxs.. and before going PP.. i muz walk to bus stop mah.. and somethg fell in front of me under a HDB flat... and i jumped sia.. and see.. it shld be an egg la.. wah lau..if hit me ah.. wah dammit lor.. but heng i siam.. den i stay there.. and i see 2 boys coming down.. i think is they throw one la.. i curse them la! if hit me.. wah lau.. i damn them ah!
den on sunday.. my family went PP to find the starhub for installing a new cable point at my hse.. but go PP.. they say they dun provide the service cuz they only agent.. den we went TM.. wah lau.. so many ppl sia! den my father car stuck when turning down to the carpark.. =.=' *car too big* lol.. jkjk... and my father wan park rite? muz stop and reverse to park hor.. den behind cars muz stop mah.. after my father park.. den a car rush pass us and i saw the driver pointing middle finger at us sia! damn him sia! wad we did wrong.. Zzz.. i curse him also la.. bad ppl nowadays
The World is changing.. the people is changing.. the thgs and patterns r changing.. the traditions dun stay.. and i'm changing.. this world really changed too much.. earth is hurt.. juz for sg.. everythg seems so different now.. ppl only care abt money.. teachers dun teach wif their heart.. parents protect the child too much.. gangsters and bad attitude ppl increase.. ppl dun wan hav children.. women ask for 'nan nu ping den' (equal between male and female) but there is alot thg we guys do and the gals dun do...still its unfair.. and fairness dun seems to weigh now.. ppl hire lawyers to win the case even if the person is wrong.. he hav money and he can win.. lame.. now even cycle our bikes hav so many rules.. cannot cycle on foot path.. cannot cycle on roads.. cycle muz wif helmet.. all tat.. tats lame.. change change change.. i dun really like the change.. it hurts.. i hate it.. haiz.. but wad can i do?! nothing! nothing i can do becuz they believes majority wins.. sad.. who hav powers and money.. they will win.. lame!
ok.. tat would be all the crap... gd luck..
pandaboo penned at 12/21/2004 11:25:00 pm
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Friday, December 17, 2004
erm? er... today friday liao... FRIDAY! die la! tell u what.. i haven do my hw leh... die die! 2 weeks.. and.. chem retest! arghh!! dunno y i so scared leh.. and.. daytime.. dunno y i so damn tired.. like today.. slp whole day.. den at night den hungry.. cannot slp.. haiz.. tml going lib.. hope i can do somethg.. ahya.. today wan to do hw one.. but media club.. ask us go sch.. haiz.. i wonder y always me sia.. i really tired liao lor.. for these few weeks.. i can say is everyday go sch liao.. sometimes go also do nth one.. some ppl also no need go so often.. too bad lor.. who as me stay so near the sch and nv go overseas and nv go work one.. seems free.. haiz.. sad.. wan go cut hair also lazy go.. even buy lunch i also lazy sia..haiz..
i lost my chinese hw list liao.. dunno wad to do sia.. really dunno wad to do now.. i cannot keep using comp liao.. i think my health got abit prob liao. i read alot article all tat.. all these while.. i'm staring at the computer.. ya.. staring.. and its bad becuz when we stare.. we dun blink much and hence our eyes dry up... and cuz computer screen is pixelated.. its bad for our eyes as we will crunch our eyes to look at the screen.. tats bad for our eyes.. and if the screen too bright.. ur eye hurts... if its too dim.. den bad for ur eyes also.. wah lau.. buay tahan... for these few days.. when i sit down.. and stand up.. i will feel dizzy for arounf 10 sec like tat... i eyes cant see properly.. den head dizzy.. wah.. like fainting like tat.. so i confirm is i use comp too much liao
especially last few weeks.. i keep going LAN gaming.. go will play 5 hours.. staring at the screen at a much shorter distance than my hse comp.. den somemore the sound there is loud.. and all tat la.. i sit at the LAN shop nv move.. nv drink.. keep playing only.. tats y bah.. and its dark in the LAN shop.. haiz.. nowadays i on comp juz a dl movies liao.. last time dl the garfield and shrek 2.. wah lau.. both cannot work! add up 1.4GB of dl leh.. sian.. i hav the sudden urge to dl movie cuz when i really frustrated.. i can watch lor.. i feel better lor.. haha.. tats all bah.. remember to take care of ur eyes!
ohya.. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
pandaboo penned at 12/17/2004 08:36:00 pm
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
wah.. tired ah! very tired.. since gt abit time den come blog lor.. wah.. i juz woke.. so dun expect me to write alot alot.. hehe... yesterday whole day i'm out.. and also no one will find me on la.. hmm.. ya.. go sch liao den go eat hav thai dinner.. wah lau.. all is chilli and sour thgy.. even the fried rice also hot ah! u noe wad hot i mean la.. i juz eat a small spoon of the rice.. juz like eating a small chilli sia.. den i drink 2 cups of ice water.. ah lau.. curry also hav green one.. i was like crying when i am eating.. haha
wonder y i go eat so special yesterday? cuz my relative frm malaysia come ma.. den my cousin treat.. haha.. nt bad la.. den go walk walk.. den my cousin and me wanted to watch the incredibles.. den we rush to tampines to watch the 9.20pm show.. u noe la.. i go den see alot couples all tat.. and cuz its the incredibles.. alot family wif children also.. den i think i saw few of my frens there at tat time also.. o.O.. den my cousin is a gal 2 years older than me la.. but height around the same.. hehe.. alot ppl say i grow taller liao.. yay.. so we watch lor.. watch till 11.30pm like tat.. den dunno where to go leh.. come out of the cinema hall.. den i think we went wrong way.. we went the usual way to go out.. but i shld nt be like tat.. i dunno la.. cuz we walking in front of others.. den look back.. no one behind us.. wa lau.. den go take lift down lor.. den ppl tot we couple.. Zzz... nvm.. i dun care.. i only noe we wan to rush for bus.. and we run to the interchange...den see.. bus 22 and 65.. last bus at 2330.. wah lau! over liao! den i tot really muz take taxi liao..
den my cousin very disappointed lor.. she wan to take night bus.. cuz juz after her o lvl.. so she really hav to time to go out and play.. so.. she say she miss the feeling of taking bus... haha.. so we went to the bus 21 bus stop and hope there is still 21.. and heng.. there is 21!!! haha.. so ... phew!.. den take bus lor.. reach home abt 12.30 am liao.. all ppl slp liao.. but hor.. she still not sleepy.. den ask me play game.. wah! first time sia.. i wanted to play game at midnight one.. so of course i wan play lor.. and play hor.. like nt tired one leh.. we play till 6.30am.. until my parents and her mother wake liao.. i den go slp.. lol.. tats y i so tired.. den 12pm wake liao still muz rush to sch.. den go republic poly there and come back home.. of course slp lor... slp till juz now.. haha..
ok la.. my relative come sg.. i learnt quite a few thgs la.. i cant be listing all out here.. cuz some really dunno how to describe.. ya.. my cousin told me.. we really muz treasure life.. juz at her sch.. juz before the o lvl.. some of the ppl juz gone.. means.. nt living liao.. tats sad lor.. so.. sometimes.. she believe la.. save money for future and suffer by eating maagee mee or wadever it is spelled la.. and den wad if one day somethg happen and the money is juz donated to others lor.. nt to say tat we muz spent al the money la.. but dun let urself suffer for the future lor.. u wont noe wad we happen in the next min.. wad happens if anyone around u is gone? hav u ever tot of tat? ya i tot of tat.. but i think think think also no use.. i still dunno how.. haiz.. treasure ur life.. treasure wads around u.. everyone is important
and.. everyone wants to be rich.. me too.. but i juz feel tat a simple life would be enough.. wif a complete family is the best.. rich so wad? hav u ever think of tat? wad if u r rich? think abt the nagative side.. as in u hav no true fren.. most juz wanted ur money.. all tat.. and everyone wants to strike TOTO.. but wad if u suddenly hav 2 million dollars? hav u ever think of tat? first.. u wont noe wad to do wif the money... and u wont feel safe wif so much money.. and relationship can break wif the cause of money.. all tat.. so.. i would work to earn money.. i wanted to be a successful businessman.. but i dun wan to be too popular.. i juz wanted a simple life.. haha
and wad she tells me.. human change... she said i changed alot.. she said i used to be a naughty boy who likes to cry... ya.. i think i said before.. if u got read my blog one will noe.. i can cry up to 5 hours all tat.. and after so much thgs happened.. alot ppl changed.. ya.. those small children tat always play together one.. now hav grown up.. some dun even talk to each other liao.. and the whole big family seems to juz seperated... dunno la.. ppl change.. i dunno wad i've changed.. and i wanted a change to be a better student... actually my dream was to top in class.. top in sch.. but i never tot abt it again.. cuz.. i only in top 10 list of the class during P5.. juz tat.. no more liao.. i wish i could bring my tat dream back.. i dunno.. haiz....i wanted a change.. really...
pandaboo penned at 12/15/2004 08:20:00 pm
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Friday, December 10, 2004
ok.. this time.. it could be a long and crappy blog.. but i hope u all can read the first part...
ok.. once again i say.. dun call me a comp pro or comp expert or IT expert or wadsoever.. dun make me a shame lar.. i dun fit to be one.. sometimes i juz noe quite abit more than some of u doesnt mean i'm gd wad! there is more ppl out dere wif the same knowledge and even better than me.. like daniel and biondi if u noe who is he.. but its only tat i online more often and so i help more.. doesnt mean there is no other gd person in our sch or even in our class.. daniel is a gd one.. i juz noe the common knowledge when comes to problem..
virus.. if u got virus or wad.. den scan lor! scan wif norton or mcafee or any free online scan and try to remove the virus, trojan or wadsoever tat is found.. they sure hav a link to their website to hav a full detailed description abt it.. den juz folo their instructions.. den after many times.. den u will noe virus and worms all tat will attack ur host file at C drive windows/system32/drivers/etc/host.. tats the file.. u juz open it and delete some other sites and IP in it except for the 12blah blah blah local ip.. juz tat! den juz noe tat.. DO NOT restart ur comp if u got virus or wad.. cuz if restart.. the virus can start before ur windows start and den create more trouble.. if solution cannot be found.. den go google or yahoo find other solutions lor! juz tat mah.. if its an expert.. den the expert will remove the virus without having to find solution..tats y i'm not one! Zzz...
den as usual.. for comp safety.. i always advise u all to hav anti virus software and firewall.. and dun dl unknown thgs anyhow.. if u dunno wads tat.. scan before u open tat file.. email.. dun anyhow open emails can liao.. these r juz common sense lor.. den always update ur comp thru windows update.. and update ur softwares.. all thru their site.. like corel photopaint den go corel website lor.. and anti virus and adaware and spybot also muz update.. btw.. adaware and spybot is a detect spyware/adware in ur comp and remove it.. its needed! den firewall.. if it blocks ur program frm running smoothly.. den allow lor.. so easy.. dunno how use den go the firewall website and read the instructions lor.. juz tat mah.. software got prob den update lor.. tats all lor..
so in the end.. its juz use.. check.. update.. scan.. if wan update windows.. den go windows update website at microsoft.com lor..
ahya.. i forgot wad i wanna say liao lar.. now kena scold again.. i now very troubled.. very fan!!! ok.. here is the crappy blog liao.. ARGHH!! i very fan lah! juz now father come back stil happy happy one.. den he go exercise come back den suddenly scold me for sitting in front of the comp whole day.. siao lor.. today whole day i come back frm 1 i slp till 6pm leh...den now also kena scolding for having a messy room.. my room really messy lar.. but i got 2 table.. one is old till cannot old one.. filled wif old stuffs... and another is my current study tabel which is last time comp table... and also filled wif holiday hw and some other books plus notes plus stationary all tat...den i got 1 cabinet or cupboard or wadever u call tat lar.. its 100% filled wif books liao.. i also dunno wad books.. some lame books tat my mother get frm others and some pri sch books.. and other thgs.. so my secondary books can put where?! i got no where to put liao.. ask me throw away.. later next time needed how.. den my father say if i dun tidy up.. he will ask someone to throw everythg away.. plz lor.. i put my hw on the table he also say wan throw away.. den where i can put! even the cabinet for me to put clothes.. also 40% used by him liao... den below put some old small clothes of mine.. last time.. den where can i put my bag? put on floor lor.. den there will be one stack to put newspaper.. i wan to keep for newspaper cutting.. den my mother always say "buy liao also nv read one! buy for wad!" den sell to ga-lang-gu-ni.. wah lau.. my room is nt tat big lor.. put the cabinet.. put bed.. put 2 table.. full liao la! den i put bag.. sure messy lor! den wad can i do?! i throw all thgs away also no use.. when needed.. still need to buy.. den when buy.. den say i waste money! HOW!!!!
today abit mad.. wanted to do hw to fulfil my plan.. tat is to finish at least one paper by today.. but i cant! i come back i lie on bed and slp faster than my comp on.. i wake up already 6pm liao.. eat liao den online chat till now.. also dunno wad i doing.. abt 1 hour watching tv..den 30mins shower and all tat and 1 hours writing this blog plus chatting.. i think later i really need to go do hw liao.. plz lor.. my plan is to finish all hw before dec so tat i can revise my work.. now 2nd week or dec liao.. left 2 more weeks.. and retest is so near... and i'm scared.. i'm going to shout help.. i noe i shout also useless.. i actually can now do hw.. study all tat.. but i juz lazy.. i dunno how to get rid of this laziness.. i dunno how! mayb i got too stressed during sch days.. now i juz wanted to relax.. but i noe i cant.. o lvl is getting nearer and nearer.. 1 year juz passed like tat.. and juz 9 more months.. 9 more months to make sure i get As for m o lvl.. its short.. i noe its short.. but i can do nth abt it.. y??!! i need help
ok.. next week.. i am going to do hw.. its serious this time.. i really dowan to fall.. i wan to stand up on my feets.. haiz.. i really dunno how.. i really need some help.. i need someone tat can really enlighten me.. oh damn! yesterday argue wif hy abt fong thg again.. dammit.. i hate her to the core man! arghh!! now i really dunno wad to do.. ohya..
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ok la.. tats all la.. i go continue being 'fan' la.. haiz.. sad thg ah!!!
pandaboo penned at 12/10/2004 09:03:00 pm
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Monday, December 06, 2004
hmm..ouch.. ouch!! ok lar.. today monday liao.. its dec liao... and i haven done any hw.. haven touch any yet.. i dunno y.. i feel like slping when i wan to do.. and i juz slp.. juz like today... i feel damn bored and i slp.. slp till i wake.. go buy food.. and den come back here.. write blog.. later play.. see.. i dunno wad i doing.. really really duno wad i am doing.. ppl hav started to do their hw.. and i dunno how to start.. i hav to change.. and putting on the braces is the first thg to change? yah.. last wed.. i put on my braces liao.. quite uncomfortable lar.. or else quite ok.. first 2 days suxs.. pain.. really pain.. now still ok liao.. but eat.. i still cant.. hard thgs i cant eat.. even fries.. haiz..
but sat.. went for a bbq.. and i managed to eat satay and otah.. nt bad liao.. but i only can use one side to bite.. another side too pain when biting.. and mr beh.. wah lau.. keep giving sarcastic remarks.. even eat fries in front of me.. den say alot crap lar.. haiz.. now i dunno.. i dunno everythg.. i dunnno wad to do.. i only noe i wan to play.. cuz i achieve when i play.. haiz.. for study.. i nv achieve anythg.. so i think its nt fun.. tats y i slack in studies.. sian.. my mother's fren's son.. which is also my fren.. his bro went into temasek JC.. and he is planning to go also.. he juz finished his 'O's.. and his prelim got 14 points.. wah lau! 14 leh! i got 26 leh! siao lar.. so clever.. and den say.. "8 subjects.. ok la".. den say till very easy like tat.. wah.. how sia.. i really dunno how.. mayb i'm being stressed.. mayb i'm not.. i dunno.. i planned to do somethg when i really hav the mood and time to do.. but i planned.. before friday.. i muz at least start my EM and do at least one paper.. ya.. tats wad i planned.. but as u all noe.. wad i say is rubbish lah.. but at least i hav a goal lor... haiz.. this holiday i really spend alot.. i dunno y.. i really dunno.. i noe nth.. i'm confused! haiz.... sad...sad-ed....
pandaboo penned at 12/06/2004 05:26:00 pm
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