rain rain rain.. this is the weather i love the most when i am at home.. when it rains.. i love to on my aircon.. woo.. so shiok.. i like this kind of cooling weather and i like to hear the sounds of rain drops.. rather than hearing the sounds of my parents toking loudly and the sound of the noisy radio playing all the oldies songs..
and yay.. it is raining again! but my mood is still nt so gd.. its sunday.. and its the day i get all stressed up trying to do my homeworks... its alot.. and i am now seriously struggling with my econs subject.. its H1 u noe?! and i think i gonna spend more time on it -.-"
compared to chemistry.. econs is so much difficult.. mayb becuz its a new subject and cuz i am a slow learner.. i couldn't catch up.. plus.. my teacher dun teach when in tutorials.. she only ask us to read up ourselves and do hw.. den check ans and kena suan by her in class..
i woke up at 3pm today.. actually shld be 1pm.. but i am juz so afraid to see my hw and refused to get up.. got up at 3pm.. like usual.. i got scoldings.. every morning i wake up also get scoldings one lah... how can i start a fresh new day like tat? first sentence i hear frm my mother are some scoldings.. den whole mood will be sian diao liao.. den i tried to force myself to study econs.. trying to catch up... wah.. until i damn sian.. i read one of the qn i need to do.. i hav totally no idea how i shld start it.. shld i juz draw a diagram? or describe wad? i dunno! i ask ppl.. i also dun understand wad they say.. now.. i just wan to noe wad micro and macroeconomics.. wth is it?! i read the slides i read the notes.. they mention nth abt micro and macro! i keep seeing supply and demand.. yes..i noe wad supply and demand! but den there are no examples showing how i can ans the qn! wad style shld i ans it! and i ask ppl.. kc say "ur teacher nv teach meh? or u slping in class"..
but but but! my teacher really nv teach! i think i only hav 3 lessons with her! 1st lesson.. she was introducing econs by asking wads our L1R5 and are we pure or impure sci students.. and ask y we take econs..den ask us to grp ourselves to grps of 4 ( and btw.. i noe no one in the class as its the first day of sch) and done.. there goes the 1st lesson.. 2nd lesson.. great.. she came in and do the intro again... den ask us to cut newspapers and ask us to cut 3 micro and 3 macroeconomic articles.. and say "by now, u all shld noe wad is micro and macro.. so i will not say it again"...wtf? how the hell i noe? and she also ask us to highlight 2 positive and 2 normative sentences in the article.. omg.. how i noe.. and when we ask.. she juz briefly say micro concerns small dunno wad and macro is like very big like global or wad.. den positive means fact and normative is opinion.. i think so.. yesh.. done with the 2nd lesson
3rd lesson... how nice.. 90% of our class were late for her lesson.. juz becuz most of us had to find seats in the canteen and queue up to eat our lunch ( we only hav 1 recess for the whole day till 2.50) .. and so.. we were late 10mins i think.. and when we go into the rooms.. we were punished by standing for the whole 1hour 20mins lesson.. and she say "y the other 3 students can be early and y nt u all?!"... when we say we cant find seats and hav to queue for the stalls.. she juz say "den u all shld queue for the shortest queue one!".. idiot.. we already queued for the shortest and fastest one.. and the other 3 person dint eat.. of course lah.. they can tahan i cant tahan wad.. idiot.. make us stand whole lesson.. and den.. pick and ask ppl qn on economics.. and scold those who cant ans.. and say we shld hav done the revision at home..
den she juz go open some powerpoint slides and scroll thru is SILENTLY.. without saying a word.. scroll thru while others faster read read read.. den suddenly she stop and ask qn.. when i am still blur with wad the slides are toking abt.. she ask us qns liao.. wah lau eh.. den.. the lesson ends.. like tat.. done.. this is my econs life..
haiz.. so stressed now.. and i was like "sian sian sian" all the way and complain to my frens how econs suxs.. and when my father scolding the way i sit when i study.. i say "sian ahh!".. and he say.. "sian den dun study lah! go work!".. omg.. wad an encouragement frm him.. haiz.. feel so stressed now.. jc really individual work liao.. haiz..
now PW.. also dunno who can help.. haiz.. next week gonna submit the PI liao.. how how how how how? ask others.. all like so afraid tat i will steal their topic.. haiz..
pandaboo penned at 4/02/2006 04:59:00 pm
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