*edit* sry.. alot spelling errors due to bad mood....WTF! i hate this man! i now quarreling and arguing wif my parents.. first was my mother and now my father.. wad the hell! everythg say is me! starting.. i was finding the box for my digital camera which contains a cd room tat i need to install to transfer my pictures.. it include quite alot of software.. actually i can still transfer the data if i go internet to dl the driver or use my card reader to read frm the CF card.. but i juz wan to find the cd...
so i was finding.. find find find.. den i ask my mother did she see anot.. or she put anywhere... den she suddenly say "wad me! is u! u anyhow put den say me! u dunno how to pack thgs lah!..." and all tat lah.. den i of course bu shuang.. i nv say anythg.. den she say i accuse her.. den i of course tok back.. say i nv.. i nv see.. i nv touch.. den she say wad "the camera is u use one lah! i where got use! u use liao u anyhow put!" wtf?! camera and the box is nt the same! i use the camera.. i put on the floor where i put all my comp stuffs.. and i nv touch the box or wadsoever!
juz last time.. i wanted to find the camera to take some pic.. but i cant find it in the usual place i put! i ask my mother.. she say "is u use one wad! dun accuse me! i nv touch ur thgs!" wtf?! its so obvious tat she pack my stuffs and remove the camera! den she say.. "u put one! u go and find it urself! nv find den say is me!" ... den fine lo.. spend a long time den found it.. when i take out frm the camera bag..the position of the camera is very weird.. i will nv put it tat way... and nvm.. i take out.. trying to use it.. but somehow.. no image is seen! only those blur colours.. no image.. dammit.. i was damn angry.. asked my mother and she den push all the blame to me again.. my father came back.. she first to say "weirong spoil the camera.. the camera spoil liao cannot use".. wad the hell?! wad hav i done! i always keep thgs nicely! all my thgs.. used few years liao still looks new wif the box! i always keep the box of the product.. last time my playstation 2.. 2 years liao still like new one like tat... how can i spoil the camera?! and i guess is my mother dunno how to put in.. den she accidentally pressed the on button.. when the lens come out.. den she stuff it in the bag.. i think tats y it spoil.. but all the blame pushed to me.. was damn angry...
den took it for repair for $100++.. waste money! told them might as well buy a new one 4 megapix at $400+.. mine is only 2megapix and i think no one selling liao! and they still say.. "now this model ah.. outside sell $399 leh! dun waste money lah1".. wtf? den waste money go repair this stupid model.. big and ugly plus lousy! i think they are the ones wasting money!
den juz now she also push the blame to me.. saying i use the thg den anyhow put.. or mayb even i threw it away.. den she say i dunno how to pack thgs.. anyhow put thgs.. everythg also wan buy.. den wan to keep all the boxes..contradiction!!!! she said i threw away thgs when i always keep thgs and NEVER throw away?! tats stupid! den i say its nt me who threw away! den she say "not u den me meh! u using it leh! of course is u lah! dun anyhow accuse me! u dunno how to pack thgs lah! se ur room so messy! ...." all these crap.. my new funiture came.. i packed all my thgs and put it nicely.. they nv say wan put pc anot.. so i dunno whether i wan save spae for pc anot.. so how i pack! i stuff all the books on the cabinets lo.. den nice enough liao.. very gd liao.. they still say not enough! wtf?! i done so many thgs.. never even say one "gd.." or "well done".. nv even say "pack whole day.. shld be tired.. rest early".. NEVER! they never say tat! i ytd packed whole day.. and still hav to do hw after tat.. damn damn tired.. but they.. juz gimme the unhappy look.. i really wish i could move my pc to my room.. den i will stay in my room ALL DAY! cuz my comp also can watch tv one.. all other part of the hse is nt mine liao..
see ar.. i so many books.. i put as nice as i can liao.. they say i dunno how to pack.. say wad thgs tat i dowan den throw away.. i wan throw but den my mother take it back! and say i waste money! wtf?! ask me throw and den say i waste money?! those wad pen erasers all these.. alot alot.. no use liao.. wan throw den she say so much.. den took back... den when she say i so much thgs.. den dunno how to pack.. i said "all those are my books! " .. den she say " buy so much thgs.. u only noe how to waste money lah!".. wtf?! wad the hell i buy? i nv invest on books one!.. den i say "those books nt i wan buy one! is sch needs one! not i wan buy! u think i will buy those books if nt needed meh?!" den she gimme tat bu shuang look.. and say "wad wad?!!!" .. den i repeat.. den she say "den dun study lah! dunno how to study! no future lah! go sweep floor lah! dun study liao lah!".. wtf?! i say books not i wan buy so much.. is sch wans! when did i say i dowan study?! wah lau! den she keep misunderstand wad i mean! den keep saying another type of thgs.. wtf?! den i heck liao.. i bang on the table.. went back to my room and bang the bed.. dammit! den she say alot of these crap!!! den i said "anythg lah! everythg my fault lah! i throw away lah... happy?!".. den she say.. "of course u lah! den me meh?!"... wah lau.. i really wanna throw out blood ah! this suxs!..
feel like banging the wall! and really feel like throwing thgs! den my father came back.. she say i kpkb.. say i accuse her throw away thg.. and say alot thgs tats gd to her side.. dammit.. i hav no say at all.. dammit dammit!!!! den my father come scold me.. say i anyhow put.. den shouted at me.. wif the damn black face.. arghh!! i done nth lah! y always me!!!! i done so many gd thgs but i NEVER get any gd comments back... wad parents.. this is wad i called generation gap.. we dun understand each other.. old ppl tend to hav bad mood.. young ppl tend to hav bad attitude.. arghh
den my parents even ask me dun go for such a stupid thg called "prom nite" say "ur class no use one lah! go for wad.."..... den say say say.. say "dun care abt them lah.. they wan party is their prob.. u dun go!".. den i hav to tok back.. tok tok tok.. den they say ok.. den i say need a suit.. den they very surprised.. say " wad suit.. go wad hotel lah! ask them go the beach can liao lah! waste money go hotel! u all no need study ah.. think so much of these thgs.. " ... i think they dun even noe wads a prom nite.. told them.. they laugh.. say "y make it such a big thg! at most go chalets can liao lah".. den after explaining to them... then they say "dun need wear till so expensive lah! wear normal clothes and slippers can liao lah! ask ur whole class wear like tat lah!".. wtf? as if i control the whole class? i said its the class decision! den my father say "juz tell them dun wear suits lah! juz tell lah!" ... wtf.. they wan throw face i dowan! i noe we cant dress so stupidly to this event.. but they dunno.. den even scold me for being STUPID and INDECISIVE.. only noe how to folo other's choice.. wtf?! go tat place wear slippers?! and he wan me to ask everyone else to do so?! i will NEVER do tat.. wah lau.. its a disgrace to hav such parents lo! tats y.. i will NEVER wans to go out wif my parents.. lose face only.. and i will never wan anyone to come my hse for long.. or else they will surely dislike my parents and use it against me.. always like tat.. teck hua does tat alot.. haiz....!!!! WHY!!!!
pandaboo penned at 7/20/2005 08:13:00 pm
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