Friday, November 05, 2004
reply to xy comment.. i said liao.. next year.. will go back and see wad happen... I WONT giv up my humilities.. its my fav sub.. i do very well last time.. really.. and i wont giv up.. they force me giv up.. i will complain.. and if can.. see lawyer.. damn her.. i WONT forgiv her until she die..
i wont write appeal letter.. cuz the letter she wans means i muz apologise to her and write dunno wad crap.. i also dunno.. i wont care to write.. even if i write.. i will state down wad she did in these few months.. i remembered quite clearly... i say.. i will go to her lessons to absorb her lifetime experience..its my gain.. but i dint say i wanna write appeal letter... y shld i regret? i only regret if i done anythg wrong.. stating her mistakes.. wrong meh? juz now argue wif my mother abt these... if everyone dun care.. den wad will the society be like?! my mother ask me dun care her.. qian jiu her.. but i cant! my character is like tat.. once someone is wrong.. i wan to let the person noe he/she is wrong.. i noe i'm wrong.. i'm gonna apologise if needed.. BUT i only apologise for being late.. NOT for my attitude.. i feel nth wrong.. even though she our senior.. so wad? wrong means wrong.. she superior.. so wad? even if lee kwan yew make mistake.. he also muz go court wad.. can he go and call president to help him?! i believe these world hav justice...
die also wan face.. no face so wad? like in robotics.. my program cant work.. my junior one works.. i lose face.. so? i dun care abt face.. cuz its juz a moment.. a short time.. we hav plenty of face.. wahahaha.. ya.. she dun wan us to say out her mistakes.. if we say out.. means we r rude.. so.. she wont change.. until she dies.. but i wish her to noe her wrongs before she die...
ya i noe.. we cant go against them.. cuz they r more superior.. i noe she look down on me.. i dun wanna let her look down.. i dun wanna let her scold everytime.. for nth.. i really cant tolerate.. my mother ask me REN! but i cant! ren gt limit one! if i dun express out.. i cant survive.. cuz.. no reason.. i wanna be upright.. wrong means wrong.. i dun care..
my mother now says... "ur class ppl nv even say anythg! see.. others late also nv care her.. den y u go tok back! u sure lose one! other ppl nv say anythg.. y u say! they wont support u one! in the end without support.. u sure lose out.. ur cher gt other teachers to support.. u DUN! so now u dun go against her la.. she wrong is her business.. society gt prob other ppl will go settle la.. u dun so busy body..".. wah lau! but.. tats y! for 25years no one said a thg.. tats y she became so arrogant mah! no one cared to say abt her.. she wont realise her mistake at all! i'm juz cant tolerate tat i say out.. wads wrong? am i wrong to correct her? i nv shout at her very gd liao.. my attitude to tok to her very gd liao.. if other ppl.. will shake their leg and tok loudly liao.. i still gt "buts...".. but den she said no BUTS.. i dun care.. buts.. no but den y dictionary gt BUT this word.. BUT is used often.. ya.. my mum said "bu yao qiang chu tou la!".. say now she wanna purposely "zhen dui" me liao.. i die liao..
den my mum say.. u cant win unless ppl get together and defend.. "one chop stick break easily.. bunch of them wont break".. ya.. tats teamwork.. but my mum say.. and i also noe.. our class... no one will support me.. no one will stand at my side.. cuz everyone thinks tat i will lose.. ya.. i understand.. but i juz cant "dui bu qi" myself.. if i lose to myself.. how can i win others?! dammit.. k la.. gt thg den say liao...bye...sick liao.. kena infected liao.. haiz...
pandaboo penned at 11/05/2004 07:29:00 pm
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