Saturday, September 06, 2008
Another week passed. Fell sick again because of the weather, or maybe because I never take care of myself properly. Or maybe because my mind is making myself feel sick.
We received our news that we will not be posting out before F1, it will be in Oct instead. This news really push our morale to a new low. Everyone got so pissed and so bored. We won't want to march properly, we won't want to do PT properly, we are just sick of everything. Being in the stupid place for NINE months already. Calling our juniors "sir" and getting treated like some newbies. Everything is about covering up, everything is just wayang. It seems like a competition on who is the wayang king. Everyone do things just for show. Other than that, they do it just to make themselves happy.
Well, I couldn't comment much about my fugged up life there because we got warned that we are under an Act. We can get charged if we say too much about our life. So keep quiet and suffer in silence. Wait for something huge to happen and throw your stones together with the crowd. Now they even say that posting pictures of ourselves in uniform is not allowed. Very stupid move. If you have the time, talk to me about it and i will throw all the stories to you all bah.
No wonder everyone is quitting the force. People in the force that are bonded, are requesting for transfer to other smaller departments. Or specialist units. It really seems like the whole structure is going to topple soon. The base of the structure is a sharp point on a line, push it a little and it will fall like no tml.
Anyway, I tried iphone and there is only 1 word to describe it. "Sucks". It is good because of the sensitive screen that seems to be more accurate than the samsung omnia but the features are so limited! Only good thing is that when you sign up for the 50gb data plan, you can surf the internet whenever you want and watch what ever youtube videos you want. Other than that, it is like a normal ipod. Plays music and video. I still prefer a phone with buttons =D
Life became jaded and lifeless. Doing the same thing everyday. As in seriously the same! Waking up at 5.45am for water parade. Then maybe some fugged up NSPI or FI will come and pump you in the early morning. Fall in for flag raising, then go for PT with the new recruits. We got treated like one of them too. After that rush for breakfast, change and go for lessons. Go lessons, mostly wasting time. Very seldom we have an enriching lesson that we learnt the most out of it. Then go for lunch, go back for lessons, go dinner, and then end of the day. So boring.
I won't mind the life there if we are not treated like some new recruits. But now, i just wish to get out of there asap. Hopefully get involved in this year's F1 event. Sigh....
pandaboo penned at 9/06/2008 09:36:00 pm
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