Saturday, August 11, 2007
Hi to the one out there reading my post. To the one that used "peas" in his latest post. Outsiders can skip this post.
Actually, I have many things to write in this post. Regarding your last post. I want to do something as a friend and say something as a friend. I will say it is to help you, but you may see it as "bullshits" to you. I do not know you long enough and I can't comment on your characters. I have no idea whether the first "pea" was referring to me. But it sounds like me since there were only 2 guys and I don't think the other one said anything.
Well, I didn't know things got this serious until someone told me. I want to cool things down, but you said about someone having the "angelic" look or expression. Then I shall not be the angel here to cool everything down and helping everyone. I believe the first part of your post was referring about me. Well, I admit that I have no idea what I have done. I only called you all to come down and join us. In a peaceful manner.
I have no idea what you were referring to when you said "he looked dam pissed when replying the sms". Yes, I am really pissed at the point when you all refused to go to the field to join the rest of 06S19 for the games. I was disappointed. I couldn't believe that you guys can come out with excuses like "it is so hot!", "it is so lame" etc. You guys rather stay there and bridge. You all refused to join even though the teacher came to chase you all. You all even waved bye to me when only me decided to go down.
Alright, I don't want to go into details since you say you have the right to choose what you want to do. I agree. And you said you will bear the consequences. Of course you should, "choices have consequences." But then, do you know what are the consequences? The consequences are right in front of you, you get scoldings from classmates because 11 of you abandoned them. You gave others the impression of you, you showed others your character and your choices. I have no idea it is good or bad. Everyone sees it differently and i shall be neutral here.
AND how you faced the consequences? You bear it? Joke. You went home being fumed and blogged about it, scolding others and saying how you should be right. And showing how s19's existence isn't important.
You said about skipping the games is similar to skipping schools. You said that we skipped lessons and you guys did nothing. Well, we bear our consequences of not learning anything. However, lessons are lessons and it is for individuals to learn. It does not need a group of people to come together to learn. For the games, we need the whole class to be present to play the games. And for your info, we actually planned to take pictures as a class and send it for the CD making. I am also doing something about the photos. I didn't mention it at all. THEN, You know how pathetic we looked? When the group of JC1s looking at how tiny our class is. You know how it feels?
I am very sure that if you were the j1s, you will be shouting.. "Haha! look at that class! So pathetic! They only have 7 people!" You will be laughing your ass out.
*You may be disagreeing with this, but i can confirm that.*
We were told to enjoy the games as a class, to go around playing games. But a large group of you decided to be left out. Giving lame excuses such as "stomachache", "hot" and all these crappy excuses just to go play cards games. Not as if those planned games will kill you!
You guys made choices, 11 of you made choices for 18 of us to bear it. Majority wins? My ***. (i'm trying hard not to go vulgar)
Seeing how other classes enjoying themselves, how do we feel? We sat at the corner of the Audi, just like the abandoned children seeking for happiness. We feel envious of others, while anger filled us when we thought of how the class decided to go.
Actually, I have many more things to say. I have many many more things, serious. If I am your very close friend, I will be scolding you upside down. Frankly speaking, it is because I don't understand you enough and you don't understand us at all, that's why I try to keep it nice. I don't wish to see things break out. This is not a war, don't self declare war. This has never been war. The part on "there is only 7 people in the class" was a joke, just to console ourselves. Just to vent some of our anger instead of scolding vulgarities at you guys. But what do you see it as? an insult? Why an insult? Read your 2nd paragraph.
I was appalled after I read the 2nd paragraph. I thought there was still hope, until i see these sentences.
"2 more months or even less and our paths will split.. like i said, we have our own choices to make and our own consequences to bear if our choices are wrong so you can make a choice now whether u want this 2 months to be a memorable one or a saddening one"
I would really want to know what is your choice. Maybe you don't mean what I understood from that paragraph. But combined with your entire post and PS section. You seem to me that you dislike s19 and feel that it is not anything important.
I know 2 years as a class is short. I know this class is not as perfect as you think it will be. But this is fate.
Maybe you think that s19 was just an inn, temporary.Not everyone can agree with you. Not everyone can dota with you. Not everyone can complete assignments so fast as you. Not everyone can learn with you. Not everyone can skip stuffs just like you. Not everyone like what you like. And not everyone can be as selfish as you. I know, this is a strong word which I don't want to use. But you left me with no choice with that paragraph.
Please pardon me.
You could say that not only you skipped, others did too. I know, but the way you blog about it, make us feel we were at the wrong instead.
I hope I am not making myself sound perfect. I am not perfect. I am expressing myself in my point of view. Take it or not is up to you. I wish S19 could be peaceful. I don't want to see fights and internal warfare within the class.
But I repeat myself, your post made me feel disgusted. Everything was alright until your post which I guess no one could resist to say something.
Peace out.
This post is meant for good intentions. You may view it otherwise, then read again. Understand the underlying meaning. *actually it has no bad intentions*
Well, it's all over and let's move on and start afresh. You no need to say anything anymore. You guys just left us with the games and we just got angry for awhile. That's it! It's not something continuous. We know each other well enough.
pandaboo penned at 8/11/2007 01:42:00 am
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