Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Woke up early in the morning 5am today just because I have AVA duty in school. Felt so tired and wanted some sleep on the bus. But I was so unlucky, i waited 30mins for double deck buses but none came! All single deck, so crowded and i hate it.
*ohya, forgot to thanks rahman for taking his precious time to wake me up at 5am.
Well, was chatting with linette they all during chinese lesson and somehow, she asked me "What is your vision?". This really put me in deep thoughts, shifting my thoughts from the physics question to this. Because of my poor english language standard, I was firstly thinking of what she meant by 'vision'. Is it the way I want to live? Is it the principles i have for my life? Is it what I want to be in the future? Or is it everything?
Yup, i couldn't answer that question. She then said that it is what i want to be in the future, my dream, my aim. Alright, I then understand it. She said i have no vision in my life, do I? Well, I do have dreams, I believe everyone else also have dreams. But my dream changes with time, changes as i grow up. I once wanted to be a fireman, pilot, police officer. What about now? I've grown up to the age of 17, i know how to think realistic-ly and practically. And now, i just wish a have a simple life. Well, not so simple. I want to be a businessmen, but I hate to manage a business that will take up all of my time and do not give me some space to breathe. I want to have a free lifestyle. What do i mean? Means, I will want to rest anytime i want, no need to worry about the company so much.
I also wanted to be a pilot, but pilot needs to be very smart, process thinkings fast and have to be very decisive. A little mistake will cause you to lose your life. Moreover, you need to have a lot of commitment in your job. Either as a commercial aircraft captain or the pilot of a F-16, you need to be committed and you will spend most of your time in air, as the slogon "Pilots like nothing on Earth".. haha. You may have to fly everywhere, but what about your family? I won't want to leave them alone. I can't bear to leave them.
Well, I thought of being a hotel manager now. I don't mind serving people. I love to see people smile and say a word of thanks. I want to work in a big area, not just in the small office, I want to walk around that area, just like the those hotel resorts.
Of course, beside that, i hope to live in a very peaceful place, with minimal distraction. I already have a concept for my dream home already ( but may change as i grow older..haha ). I thought of quite a lot of things already. However, i still do not have a fixed vision, but I'm working towards my current vision unless it change along the way. Do all these considered my aims for my life?
I think these will come through if i work hard for it. To live in the place of my dream, of course i need to earn lots of money. I don't think hotel manager will be enough. So, I will want to be a businessmen and earn enough money, then i will work as a hotel manager. May be i set up my own resort? haha.. well..that's still a dream of mine.
Quote of the day : "Do whatever you can, with whatever you have."
pandaboo penned at 9/26/2006 08:29:00 pm
think free.live free
