NoooOoo~! today in sch my frens juz spotted tat i got quite a few strains of white hair.. i dun really believe and asked them to pull out for me.. and den really! i took a look at it and it's really pure white.. like transparent like tat.. omg.. i cant imagine myself having white hair at this age.. izzit becuz of stress or some other stuffs? as u all can see.. i'm like slacking all these lor.. how can i tell myself tat i am stressed? or izzit tat i'm stressed by others stuffs rather than academicly? this one i cant even ans it myself.. or izzit i keep tellin myself tat i am stressed and wad i'm supposed to do is stressful and den created this mindset tat it's stressful?
or am i nt looking on the bright side when i am doing stuffs? like if i hav hw.. i will tell myself thgs like "huh.. hw again ah..sian leh.. so busy liao still so many thgs to do.. haiz.. y like tat".. ok la.. this is a common excuse for me nt doing hw la.. and after complaining so much to myself.. i went to slp -.-" omg la.. these few ndp holidays..like wasted like tat.. i did not do much studying.. and today.. wth! i came back lie on bed den slept for 4 hours.. how nice.. den when wake up.. kc den remind me they watching fireworks tonight.. but i dun think i can go.. i really feel very bad nt eating dinner at home during weekdays.. my mother spend so much time cooking and den wad? tell her i nt eating? mayb after my dinner ask me go.. i mayb can la.. but i really felt guilty whenever i say i nt eating at home.. i think i gotta stop all tat now and stay at home more often.. i hope u all read liao will understand lah hor.. dun giv me those 'buay song' face.. haha
my parents are not working now and they got no where to go but to stay at home. it's really weird to see my father at home for the whole day becuz in the past.. i dun see him until 10 or 11pm one.. and if i slp early.. i think i will only see him only on sundays...now my father also sold his car and so now he cannot travel much liao. seeing my parents everyday may be a good thg.. but sometimes bad.. cuz when i wan to do hw or wad.. their caring and concern will come in.. as in..they will come into my room.. ask me go eat this eat tat.. ask me do this do tat.. ask me gt read newspaper or not.. all these.. it's gd.. but nt when i am doing hw halfway mah... i really get very irritated and distracted lor.. tat time write compo halfway.. wah.. my ideas keep coming in.. den i hear them starting to tok loudly outside.. i dowan to stop them la.. so i juz close my door.. den after few mins. they keep coming in liao.. come in juz to open my window bigger which i hate.. cuz somehow i feel tat it is different and somehow there are more light reflected into my room and i get very annoyed.. i ask them dun open so big.. but in the end kena scoldings.. say wad my room smelly.. wad no light later i become blind.. all these la.. haiz..
ok nvm.. i shall stop all these unhappy stuffs and carry on to tok abt my ndp holidays.. nth much happened on monday.. it's juz another long day.. tuesday was the ndp celebrations in sch.. yup.. i had to wake up at 5.30am like tat.. prepare my stuffs and go down take bus at 6am liao.. omg la.. so early.. and i sms my fren.. he say he there no bus... so i walk slowly lor.. saw one bus 21 passed me and i din really care.. or mayb i'm juz too sleepy to care.. haha.. den i waited like around 5 mins only.. saw another 21 liao.. den reach sch at 6.45am sharply for the marching rehearsal..
the morning at tpjc is really nice.. tat time.. nt much ppl and the sky was blue and everythg seems to be quiet and peaceful.. ok.. tats wad i always loved.. the area is nt dark.. nor izzit very bright.. there are no noise.. or shld i say.. no life? haha.. but den nice.. i prefer like tat rather than the usual tpjc during the 12pm time.. everyone rushing here and there.. shouting.. den the feeling of stress and competition like very strong.. haha..
den we had the marching thg and for me.. i dun think the marching in was nice.. cuz somehow we lost coordination... some ppl may nt notice though.. yup..den actually my class wanted to pon the celebration and go outside eat de.. but den.. got teacher at the gate..so no choice lor.. went to the hall and it was crowded!! Jc1 and Jc2 hav to squeeze in the small little hall.. sianz.. i tot the celebration was nice but den my frens were not very 'enthu' or dun hav the spirit to enjoy bah.. but see other ppl play play while singing of those songs.. like so nice like tat.. okok.. i shall skip this part..ok.. some ppl are juz nt patriotic =X
ok.. the cheapo gloves suxs.. haha..ohya..thx kwanyong & daniel for the badges.. mine rusted already =X
ok this is the whole parade.. dun look at me.. i was wetting my lips and got taken -.-"after sch we went mcd at T MART but crowded with students frm different schools.. den we no choice but go kfc da bao food lor.. eat liao den rush back sch for stupid econs lesson till 1pm.. so dam sian la.. i go le also nt listening.. after the lecture.. my class wanted some outings.. and the guys actually wan go katong to challenge s13 in dota.. in the end they say katong there no space and so.. we went T mart and play among ourselves.. i played 2 hours and cost me $4.50.. sianz.. so ex.. they raise the price on tat day lor..and den i sat there and watch them play till 5pm..they spent around $10...den i rushed home to put my npcc stuffs liao den went to meet them for dinner.. but den they went wad SUMO hse for dinner.. and u guys noe i hate jap stuffs.. and the food there dun look appealing to me.. so i juz sat there and stare at them eating..
royston den met us and we were like snatching to play his PSP.. wahahaha.. seems so fun lor.. and tempted me to buy one too -.-" but nvm.. i realised tat it's too expensive for a poor person like me...den i even tot of taking back the ps2 frm my sis.. but den. ahya.. nvm la.. dun play la.. Zzzz
den we went marina bay to watch fireworks.. din expect to see such a huge crowd! it's like the citylink mall got jammed lor! alot ppl.. alot students.. alot couples.. haha.. and my frens are like looking at girls.. ok.. i am innocent and nt open minded.. so i shall nt say much =)
ok.. we had fun.. and we played a prank on my class the girls -.-" so bad sia... cuz tat they 15th of 7th month also.. scary.. nvm.. i shall nt say le..and some of us were busy playing with the PSP.. and some busy looking around.. hhahaaha.. and we are like idiots la.. we go play.. cuz like before the fireworks.. everyone was waiting mah.. den we also waiting.. den we play play.. go point at some direction together and shout "there there!" den everyone else was like looking at the direction.. lolx.. so fun =X
den on ndp tat day.. i said before i lucky got the tickets frm biondi.. haha.. but den we got ps.. so only we 2 went to watch.. ky and someone went to watch and the other 2 tickets dunno giv who liao.. forgot.. and ok la.. ndp was nice.. our seating position nt bad.. but a few rows up and we can get hold of umbrellas liao.. haha.. cuz the fireworks shooting thg is on the top part mah.. den in order to be safe.. they provide umbrellas for the top rows..
ok tat's my stupid face.. juz to show the umbrellas thg.. haha..
and ok la.. had fun.. juz tat this time ndp like very short hor.. i dun see the choir sing much.. and the pre-parade segment suxs la.. dunno the who singing wad thg.. also cant hear de.. only got the deyi band one.. quite nice.. got korean themes -.- but den i still prefer bowen band 2 years ago.
but this one.. they got ppl frm either their own cca or dance club to dance around them all these.. quite nice effect actually =)
the whole thg like very short.. and i din really take note of wad was performed.. i think i was busy waiting for fireworks so tat i can take video.. or am i concentrating on other stuffs? =X.. i am innocent.. i shall nt continue.. hahahaaha
one far shot of the parade
ohya.. i like their jogging in part for the supporting contigents.. i mean those back ones.. funny la
erm.. is this ok frm my w900i? =X.. i like these MP peroformance =)
ok.. this one quite gd timing.. juz tat the fireworks thg dun appear nice.. appear like some laser like tat.. haha
ok..at the end of the parade, everyone was rushing out as usual la.. den me and bio decided to wait lor.. idiot la.. can wait longer one lor.. stupid police chase us away.. arghhH~.. i wan wait de!!! haiz... wasted la.. but she's cute =X opps...ok.. i dun hav many photos for fireworks cuz i took video instead.. hahaha
den we went kfc to eat supper.. me and bio got lost and we walked at much longer way.. haha.. nvm la.. ok.. reach home around 11pm plus like tat liao.. den ytd.. thur.. ahya.. crap la.. i went to play basketball in the morning den came home slp.. wasted time la.. but at least i done some hw.. haha.. 5% of wad i hav to finish.. so.. Zzzzz nvm
today.. nt a very gd day... ytd i got sore eye.. dunno y.. and today actually dun feel like going sch one.. but den today got napfa.. so no choice lor.. i went sch.. feel so tired and eye pain.. took shuttle run test and clocked 9.4s.. ok la.. nt bad..or shld i say very gd liao?.. pull up i done 5.. my class tat jonanthan quek.. before the pull up.. boast tat he could do alot.. in the end.. he was the 2nd one to do and he do ah.. swing ah.. 10 plus.. den i was like.. "omg.. " den come down.. the teacher say "zero" with a hand sign of zero.. wahahaha! i wan to laugh and roll on floor ah! hahahaha! serve him right ah! somemore nice one la the teacher.. wait he come down liao den say zero.. wahahahaha!!!
ok.. i think tats all for today bah =)
btw.. the song 'absolutely everybody' is nice =) go youtube find bah =)
pandaboo penned at 8/11/2006 07:29:00 pm
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