ok first thg first.. for the person who commented on my previous post.. OIE! everyone post tat thg liao den tag me mah.. muz giv face.. den post lor.. no harm also.. haha
ok.. long time din blog le.. last week is exam week right? yah.. monday tue i pia my exam.. actually not pia la.. i last min den study.. chem.. last week of holiday study 2 chpt like tat.. den the day before chem exam.. i slept! i started studying only at 6pm.. till 2am -.-" and i cant slp that night...dunno why..
and for maths.. i started studying only on saturday.. den sunday slack abit den study.. in the end cant finish.. for both maths and chem..i really xiong duo ji shao already.. die liao.. and i think this week.. seems to be a very long week..mayb becuz i slp lesser -.-"
ok la.. chat with hy alot this week.. crapping.. and finally toked abt my family.. and thru tat conversation.. i finally realise why i am so rebellous.. i finally realise why i dun like to study even though i noe i shld.. or mayb.. i am pushing the blame to the others? i dunno.. but frm wad i noe.. words tat come out frm my parent's mouths.. very cruel.. i play comp.. they will scold.. but they say tats nt scolding.. but 'reminding'.. even though their tone like wan to kill me like tat.. they will say i din study AT ALL.. they will say i din touch my work AT ALL, din look at the newspape AT ALL..
yah.. these 'at all' really made me fedup.. cuz.. i did! but not most of the time only! they juz din see and den they assume tat i din touch at all.. den keep scolding or nagging at me as though wad i done were all wrong.. abt this.. i say i did.. they will say i lying.. say all these.. wah lau.. so.. i will like think "i study or no study.. u all will also say i din study.... y nt i juz dun study.. cuz i dun deserve to get scolded when i study.. so.. i dun study lor.. and scold all u wan.. i dun care.. nth goes into my mind btw..." .. ya la.. this is one reason for me staying infront of the comp for so long and playing games all these...
haiz.. there are also other stuffs la.. other reasons.. and other factors.. we chat alot la.. and made me realise alot thgs.. made me more angry only.. made me feel tat i hav done nth wrong.. haiz.. but actually.. i think i juz cannot control myself.. tat's wad i am wrong bah.. haiz.. summarise it all.. my family prob is alot!!! so.. no time worry abt other stuffs la.. worry my family prob till i cannot take it liao.. haiz.. all these made me think tat i am a bad boy.. always go out spend money.. spend very little time at home all these.. haiz.. ( i think u all can count the no. of 'haiz' in this post liao)
nvm.. this week.. i got to know somethg.. actually i also expected tat thg one.. but i tot it's juz a guess.. din noe it is real.. ok.. tot it wont affect me.. but den actually.. it do affect me a bit.. but den.. i still feel tat it's gd to noe it lah.. so that.. if anythg happen later on.. i wont be more surprised and cannot take it.. so.. ya.. sometimes.. wad we saw in tv and on news.. r so real tat it can happen around us.. anythg can happen.. nothing is impossible.. the world is round and parallel lines do meet...haiz..
i'm a gd listener i guess.. but i'm nt a person who can comment to thgs i noe.. ya.. a gd listener now makes me a middle man now.. i dunno wad to comment on thgs and i can only juz remain quiet or juz reply with a "not sure".. haha.. mayb i watch too little tv shows already.. dunno how to react when these type of situation comes.. or mayb i read too little books? mayb.. nvm.. my aim of this year is to walk into a bookshop, pick an english ( or even chinese ) book.. and read it..but i wont pick a friction book la..haha.. nt sure wad kind also..
ok.. some ppl say writing blog is a waste of time.. and some ppl say tat there is no need to tell everyone wad u hav done.. but actually.. blog is juz a diary.. or even a book.. u write ur own story.. write wad u r thinking in ur mind.. express urself.. dun worry whether u can express it well or not.. but at least u feel better... ya.. tats wad i think la....but still.. some ppl still dun like.. ahya.. everyone got their own preference lah.. dun say blogs waste time...
and reading blogs really help.. alot of ppl writes meaningful entries.. and some can even improve my english. some let me learn a lot of thgs.. discover alot of stuffs.. yup.. i gonna carry on reading blogs and u all gonna carry on writing!! but den.. mervyn! u everyday blog till i got difficulty reading all of them at once!! relax la.. haha.. nvm.. actually quite gd.. ur blog quite chim.. can improve my english.. lolx..
haiz.. dunno la.. mon tue exam.. wed.. go sch come back.. thur.. go sch come back again..oh ya.. wed went pool if i nt wrong. i abit forgetful -.-" .. fri go sch got squash.. train till my muscle ache.. den night time went to watch soccer.. saturday went out with bio they all.. went shopping and watched superman returns..
ahya.. stupid la saturday.. we go frm bugis to plaza sing to marina square den back to plaza sing again.. in the end.. still the same.. sadded.. and i walked frm bugis to plaza sing.. den frm marina square to plaza sing.. walk till sweat like siao.. and bion folo me walk.. haha.. nvm la hor.. exercise.. btw.. went to eat wanton noodles at the sunshine/sunrise plaza.. quite nice.. my type of wanton noodles.. i think it's better than the far east square one.. ahya.. tats all bah..nth much to write abt today..ohya.. SUPERMAN RETURNS the movie.. okok only.. abit long winded.. i still think X-Men 3 nicer.. haha
juz now juz nth much.. go out with parents eat wad crab at taka.. den go john little buy my pants.. nth much.. den come home my parents complain tat i go out with them always giv a sian sian look.. Zzz.. wad sia.. ohya.. when my father parking car... behind got one lady driving a car.. flashed the headlights at us den we look at her.. she shake her head.. keep shaking.. like bu shuang us.. i was wanting to shake back one lor.. wad sia..the situation is like........
we saw one car come out of the parking slot.. den my father move forward liao den reverse back to park wad.. mayb my father forgot to put the signal lights.. but den.. she shake till like wad?! wah lau.. make me feel tat these working type of women.. aka superwomen.. very haolian.. think they very big.. den look down on ppl like tat.. wth la.. dunno wads courtesy ar? we reverse park car nia.. like got affect her like tat.. wth?! old dam women..
den at orchard.. see alot cars.. all women drive one.. wah.. i was shocked lor.. nowadays so many women capable of driving car liao.. den go work.. get very high pay.. and den some act so big like tat.. wth.. -.-".. k la.. nt critising women la.. but juz those idiots.. think they big.. got some money den liao bu qi ar.. man also hav la.. but den din noe women also hav this kind one..
on the road.. saw alot ppl.. driving car like wth?! anyhow cut the lanes.. horn horn horn.. den speeding.. all these.. i wonder how they pass the driving test.. must be more strict lah! but den.. some ppl who really needs to drive for a living.. din get to pass.. ironical.. i hope i can pass and get a license next year end bah.. after A lvls i gonna go learn liao.. my father wans me learn manual one.. sianz.. gonna be difficult.. and if fail.. die.. blacklist liao.. den difficult to pass liao.. and hor.. i need to pay quite alot to learn driving lo.. den my father sold his car liao.. cannot practise.. haiz.. but my father say when i pass.. he will buy one for me.. but den.. i think hor.. tat wont happen la.. i know him de.. wad he say.. wont be true
ohya.. btw.. i got new thg to add to my wishlist liao.. one set of 5.1 speakers.. wah lau.. nice lor.. but den dam ex la.. $229.. haiz.. i am poor.. ohya.. tried the Zen V mp3 player.. very light! but the joystick abit too hard to press liao.. too small and den quite difficult to use..but used to it den can le bah.. haha.. i support it!!
the speaker system :
http://sg.creative.com/products/product.asp?category=4&subcategory=25&product=10736
quote of the day : "喜欢还不是爱..."
pandaboo penned at 7/03/2006 12:39:00 am
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