Saturday, February 11, 2006
now is saturday already, 1 day after i recieved back my 'o' lvl results. i dunno wan to be sad or happy. getting 16 points, i shld be happy. but most of my frens all got 14points and below. they of course can make it to mjc. i want to go mjc, but just realised that i wanted sci stream instead of art stream. so, having a1 for cca, minus 2 points off the 16. so i got 14. and mjc sci stream is 13 points.. oh shit! how?! my frens all go mjc without much worries and wad if i dun get into one? i will be completely cut off frm everyone and i will be as blur blur as sotong in tpjc.
tpjc cut off points for sci stream is 14, while art stream is 13.. weird rite? like tat, seems tat their sci nt very gd. if i can go mjc, den i wont be so sad over my results liao... but den, the book shows the cut off point for L1R5 in 2005, so.. it doesn't mean tat this year wont change. i'm scared tat mjc made the cut off point lower and no chance for me at all.
last time i said.. if i got 15 points and above, i will go poly, but den.. i still dunno wad course i wanna go, and most of the ppl are going jc.. if i dun go jc, its like wasted for getting 16 points.. when i got 16 points and after bonus points is 14... suddenly, i feel tat the pathway to university is slightly opened for me. i felt abit happy, but abit sad when i noe i can only go tpjc, i hav no idea tpjc is gd or not. but frm the name.. it seems like some neighbourhood jc to me...no prob if they hav high percentage of ppl going to uni...but the thg is.. i hav no information at all!
haiz.. so where so where? most ppl going mjc.. i also wan go.. but can i? i now regret.. regret again.. i dint do badly for it.. but i also nv did well enough...juz like my PSLE.. got 219 tat time.. nt so bad.. but nt gd enough..
if i get 14 points for o lvl before the minus the bonus points.. i will really scream and run abt.. but at the moment i count to 16, my heart sink abit... when i noe tat most ppl got 14 points and can go mjc.. my heart sank fully.. haiz.. i noe.. it's time to make new frens in new jc.. but den.. i am worried tat i cannot do well in tpjc.. it will be quite tough at start.. haiz...
ok.. we hav 12 choices.. i can only fill in 2.. mjc sci and tpjc sci.. so.. others how? haiz.. so worried...
pandaboo penned at 2/11/2006 01:42:00 pm
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