Friday, February 17, 2006
haiz.. i on comp also nth to do.. how can u all say i hav passion for IT? now.. i somehow lose interest in IT.. i want to do more other activities like going out or just go out to play.. hmmm~ dun feel like staying in front of my 'best fren' and do nth...
usually.. i online to play games.. chat and do some research on the latest IT stuffs... but now, i hav no game to play.. except for DOTA *but got frens play den fun one*.. and chat? i online and less than 10 ppl online.. now... graduated.. even results are released.. ppl seems to be separated.. e.g. some ppl tat scored nt so well will feel tat they are cut off frm those ppl tat scored very well even though they were once gd frens... somehow... there is a feeling of a wall/gap or wadsoever tat cut off the once close frenship.....
becuz of results.. ppl go to different places.. and hence separated further.. yup.. new frens will be found in the new places.... but will u keep in close contact with your once gd frens? for wad i think.. seldom.. only true frens will find themselves still going out together... i'm scared i cannot make new frens and also lose current frens... but i noe life shld go on and somehow... i dun lose frens... we are still frens but juz nv contact each other so much... hmmmm~
den.. research on the latest IT stuffs? i still read some news on the IT stuffs.. but not as much as the pass.. i'm getting tired of catching up with the technology already... getting sick of it.. tats y i dowan take IT in poly.. there is no other course tat i find interest in liao.. so.. dun feel like going poly now... wanna go JC first.....
haizz.. so sianz... now on comp very sianz.. but later i going cycling.. so.. i will hav somethg to do later.. haha
ok.. now come back to my o lvl results.. hmm.. i think i said all in my first post liao... but i miss out one part.. i think i'm quite proud for just one subject.. combined humanities.. i dunno y.. i tot i nv do well for it.. cuz i nv even finish it.. i still got an A1.. wah.. one of the big achievement hor.. yea.. i once swear tat i must get A1 for it.. now den i remembered.. so.. i've done it.. succeed...yay! but den.. haha? my other results seems suxs.. phy.. i also make sure i muz get A1.. i've done it also... but my e maths and A maths.. haiz.. chinese also haiz... i think my chinese.. i buck up too late liao.. started to work hard only 1 month before it.. wasted..
whereas my english.. like fated like tat.. no more luck for me to get a B or wadsoever... my english is bad.. means bad.. so i got a C6.. this result is bad.. but this also giv me a warning.. i mus work harder.. or else i will nt do well in the future.. cuz singapore is still using english as a common communication language.. if i dont do well for it, the drain is where i will land.. yup.. this time i want to go JC.. taking gp.. ppl say i may not make it.. but i have to make it.. this is one way i can push myself to do better...i have less than 2 years to get a B for my english.. it may be though.. no.. it WILL be tough for me... and yup.. i just aim for a B.. it's nt easy for me already...
ok.. i actaully nv finish blogging and i went out to cycle.. now.. i think i will continue...ok.. said all these.. i really wan to go JC..my aim is just to go a uni.. get a degree.. wad for? i dunno.. cuz a degree is very important.. tats wad i noe.. haiz... actually.. i dunno why.. ahyo.. confuse myself again...university nt alot of courses to take leh.. if let me choose.. i also dunno wad i wanna take.. none of them seems to be attracting me leh.. shit.. i lost interest in my life?
haiz.. y i such in a bad mood? i forgot wad made me happy last time.. or did i done somethg tat made myself feel depressed? feel so guilty now.. plus.. everytime my parents nag at me.. i also feel sad.. cuz den i will remember the bad thgs abt them.. nt gonna say all these again.. will make me dislike them more only.. ahh heck.. dun feel like continuing now.. i post my JAE choice below.. u will find tat i somehow anyhow choose my choices... yea.. my father say it's me tat's deciding when i ask wad i shld put..but den.. i choose liao.. den he say "dun choose this.. dun choose tat".. wah lau.. den anyhow sub other choices in...
Below is the Lyrics for one song.. this song is composed by the fans of leehom.. according to kc.. it's suitable for all occasions.. haha.. dunno how to explain.. ask him.. but really nice song =)
Title : 愛因為在心中
当我睁开双眼每一天（妙苗）
都会记得大家的笑脸（修罗）
明白心中勇敢又多了一点（妙苗 修罗）
曾经哭泣也会看不见（可爱的小南瓜）
未来总会有别的喜悦（忧郁之蓝）
就让时间翻开崭新的一页（可爱的小南瓜 忧郁之蓝）
你的音符你的脸 （NicholasLee）
有种无声的语言（NicholasLee）
教我不退缩要坚持着信念（NicholasLee）
用音符画一个圈（音乐进化论）
经过都会被纪念（音乐进化论）
我想爱永远会留在你心间（音乐进化论）
每个人 都拥有一个梦（合唱）
即使彼此不相同（合唱）
能够与你分享（合唱）
无论失败成功都会感动（合唱）
爱 因为在心中（合唱）
平凡而不平庸（合唱）
世界就像迷宫（合唱）
却又让我们此刻相逢Our Home（合唱）
伤心时你会给我笑脸（ssf）
让我感受友爱的原点（饭饭）
快乐地过有风有雨的岁月（ssf 饭饭）
失望和伤心在所难免（冰兰）
都会经历漫长的严寒（Irini）
让这一切在我们心中沉淀（冰兰Irini）
用旋律写张信签（OurHome小5）
放入你的心里面（OurHome小5）
手牵手记录我们爱的和弦 （BEAT）
用音符画一个圈（死神的乐章）
经过都会被纪念（死神的乐章）
我想爱永远会留在你心间（Shane）
每个人 都拥有一个梦（合唱）
即使彼此不相同（合唱）
能够与你分享（合唱）
无论失败成功都会感动（合唱）
爱 因为在心中（合唱）
平凡而不平庸（合唱）
世界就像迷宫（合唱）
却又让我们此刻相逢Our Home（合唱）
每个人 都拥有一个梦（合唱）
即使彼此不相同（合唱）
能够与你分享（合唱）
无论失败成功都会感动（合唱）
爱 因为在心中（合唱）
平凡而不平庸（合唱）
世界就像迷宫（合唱）
却又让我们此刻相逢Our Home（合唱）
LaLaLaLaLaLa~
爱 因为在心中（合唱）
平凡而不平庸（合唱）
世界就像迷宫（合唱）
却又让我们此刻相逢Our Home（合唱）
pandaboo penned at 2/17/2006 01:46:00 pm
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