Finally got home after a long day. quite a boring day.. juz now in the afternoon hav a phy test..and i think i wont do well for tat test even though i studied.. so difficult or i can say tat the qn is confusing.. nt so clear type.. den again.. its those old old qn wif those old old fonts which i hate alot.. haha.. tats the reason y i hate to study frm notes.. i dun memorise well.. but den textbook dun teach everythg.. tats my weakness.. haiz..
den after tat i went for npcc.. we hav our passing out parade today.. as usual... very disappointed.. their marching suxs.. not tat i very gd.. but.. dunno lah.. they like nv gone thru training like tat.. den even the overall in-charge also suxs.. keep giving wrong command.. anyhow sia.. den they still think so highly of him.. say he got potential.. his marching also got prob ar.. dunno how he passed.. i think mrs mohan really too kind liao...den.. we proceed to hav a performance by the cadets.. it was very very boring as usual.. the best part of the whole ceremony is tat they hav free food!!! wahahaha...the bee hoon was nice.. wif fishballs and a chicken wing.. waaa... quite shiok... lol..
ok.. this morning recieved my chinese results... was quite disappointed when i saw my results.. abit happy abit sad.. i got a B3 grade.. i wanted at least an A actually.. but before today.. i knew i did not do well for my papers and i may not even get a B.. so i was quite relieved when i see a 3.. but i was quite sad when i remember how hungry am i for an A1.. i dun mind A2.. but i got a 3!!! count count.. i left 7 subjects.. my eng.. i think if i do very well.. best i can get shld be B4.. nvm.. i write down the expected results if i do well.. not wad i wan.. but be realistic.. the best i can get... mayb better :D
English - B4
Chinese - B3 (set for now)
E maths - A1
A maths - C5 (try my very best)
Chemistry - B3
Physics - A1 (i believe i can do it)
Comb Hum. - B3
ok.. these are the 7 subjects and the grades that i shld be able to get....total for L1R5...15 liao.. minus my A1 for CCA.. den 13.. quite not bad.. but if i get an A1 or 2 for my chinese.. means i can get 12 or even 11.. but next situation.. i do badly...
English - C6 (MUST PASS)
Chinese - B3 (if i nv retake)
E maths - A2 ( or even B3)
A maths - E8
Chemistry - C6
Physics - B4
Comb Hum. - C6
count lo.. today L1R5... 27 leh! if i get an A1 for chinese.. i will get 25.. its like got alot of help.. i know that is was my paper 1 tat pull me down frm getting an A for chinese.. and i believe i can get an A if i try again.. but will it affect my other subjects? i am not sure.. if i got into the 2nd situation.. i still can survive.. by going malaysia study.. if first situation den best! go in sg JC.. probably meridian.. but my parents say i cant cope with their high standard of english.. under influence.. of course i abit scare lah.. but den i wanted to get into sg uni! i frm young wanted to get into sg uni.. i wan to stay wif my age grp.. somemore in sg uni all same sg ppl.. better communication and sure more fun.. den after NS.. will be older than the gals there.. sure can find a gf mah =X ....haha...
going malaysia study is easy.. juz get 5 passes can liao.. but nt include chinese.. but den muz consider.. i may not mix well wif the ppl there.. i may need to learn some malay.. more stress.. and live in a foriegn country away frm home really suxs...den come NS mix wif different age ppl also sian... den wan find a gf also very difficult unless lucky go a work place tat hav lo.. haha.. think too much.. nvm.. but i dun really wan go overseas...haiz....
so now.. my parents also say dun need retake.. so... so.... i still nt very happy with the B leh.. haiz..! and if i say i wan retake.. principal also wont allow cuz my other subjects is nt doing well...haiz.. i dunno lah.. now muz work very hard for my other subjects.. try to understand a maths faster.. cuz i always understand the thgs and formulas very very slow.. den phy.. all the qn confusing to me.. actually quite easy...chemistry.. hav nt been working hard since last year.. so i hav disadvantage.. now den starting to learn.. to learn wad is soluble in wad.. react wad wif wad to form wad...now den start to learn.. but sometimes i still dunno wads the use of this reagent or wad.. cuz textbooks nv say.. my notes all dunno fly where.. haha.. so.. hav chance den ask frens bah...
den.. english is the subject i worry the most.. next week is the o lvl english oral exam.. but my mind will still go blank if u pass me a picture and ask me describe... arghh.. i dunno y!!!! nt enough training i think...i am scared.. english is a compulsory subject for everythg lo.. i hope i can get a B... no.. i WANT and MUST get a B!!!!! arghh!!! i must not be myself for oral.. i must act to be ver gd in english and tok as much crap as i can! i can do it! the examiners also dunno me.. y be so shy?! speak out loud! wrong nvm!! afterall its READING ALOUD and picture discussion and juz normal conversation! ok.. blog long enough liao... k bye...
today's idiom : " 天有不测风云, 人有旦夕祸福 "
pandaboo penned at 8/12/2005 07:08:00 pm
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