arghhh.. i feel so crazy now.. dunno lah.. in sch juz now i feel so so so boring.. i sms ppl.. i tok crap.. wadever lah.. den actually dowan on comp.. wanted to study or wadsoever.. but juz now went play 30mins basketball and giv an excuse to myself.. saying tat i'm tired.. so i rested.. rest rest rest and tempted to on comp.. read some blogs and also feel like blogging.. everyone's english is improving.. i read read read sure can find few vocabs i dunno one.. den everyone seems to understand life better.. or mayb able to view it in a certain way.. yah.. i agree to all.. but i have my own thinkings too.. i dunno lah.. arghh
i feel so lagged behind.. behind time.. as wad sarly say.. ppl r preparing for 'O' lvls exams and i'm still preparing for next upcoming test.. panic... and i seems to forget everythg easily.. my best subject e maths.. i flung my today's e maths test.. i forgot everythg.. and when comes to lesson.. i dunno wad the teachers r toking abt.. until i read up abit den somethg eventually came out of my mind.. ahyo.. if i go on like tat.. i have no hope in o lvls liao.. and chinese today took back the test paper.. 28.5/50.. super super bad.. i wanted A1 leh! now come out C6.. i believe i have less than 42 days liao.. and i still not sure abt many words.. mayb i noe... but i dunno how to apply.. haiz.. i juz need more time.. more more time.. 1 more month.. if can giv me extra 1 more month for serious studying.. without games.. without other events.. i can do it.. i'm sure i can do it.. cuz i nv practise the assignments and come to test all tat.. i hav no idea on how to do at all.. i feel so left out.. arghhh.. now i'm still thinking of games.. i dunno.. so sian.. study study and study.. y not learning learning and learning? study is juz study...omg.. dunno wad i toking.. i only noe.. study is like means forced to learn or wadsoever..
den today anh tok abt the beautiful university life tat i tot of it long long before.. tats how i built my dream to go singapore university.. and i had nv tot of it again.. until today.. i wanted to enjoy tat university life.. i want!! I WANT! so nice.. but provided i hav to study real real serious.. i dunno how i can get serious.. somehow.. after parents nag at me.. my mind hav tat rebelous thought and made me dowan to continue.. wad can i do!!!! recently sold my old comp.. den now the person say tat comp got alot errors.. this thg made my mood go down to the drain.. tat means i hav to spend time going his hse and repair for him.. i noe tat old comp hav some probs and tats y i selling at only $180.. so damn cheap! but now hav prob.. and i suggested tat person to hav refund frm me.. tats a better way.. i might as well dun earn tat money and save my time.. time for doing other better stuffs.. alright.. i onlined for 1 hour liao.. time to plan my DAY.. till 12pm.. mayb read up abit physics and if got time.. do some hw.. i hav no idea which to start wif.. cuz too many!!! hahahahahahaha.. ok i'm crazy.. i think i wanted to buy the pull up bar.. so tat when i stress. i can do some excerise =D
btw.. i hate ppl who nv respect others.. doing other hw in other lessons and nv felt guilty or ashamed at all.. toking loudly asking abt maths hw when in geo or bio lesson.. wtf man.. and the teachers r so damn bias.. nt scolding them.. while if we do.. uh huh! we will get it.. lol.. actually wanted to write more abt this.. but no point writing out.. i can express my feelings in other ways.. ohya.. if can.. ppl out there.. teach me more english vocabs.. especially those describe thg or scold ppl in 'high class' language =D
pandaboo penned at 4/18/2005 05:58:00 pm
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