Wednesday, January 19, 2005
once again came to blog.. still haven prepare to tok abt english and chinese thgy.. very very complicated and long.. and crappy lah.. but i support chinese.. dunno y.. juz.. juz.. like tat lor.. yesterday stayed till 1am juz to learn the chinese spelling.. put in high hopes.. and next chinese test.. also hope i can get more than 30/50 marks.. everythg can be memorised only the fill in the blanks and the compre.. muz see lor.. haiz.. so tired now.. den chem lesson.. so so so boring.. i almost fell asleep...everythg like she repeat one.. some experiment done before liao still need do again.. waste time only.. den eat 30mins of our lunch time.. actually 2.30pm start.. den she change it to 2pm and end at the same time even though she emphasis tat she will end way before 3.30pm.. HA HA HA.. tats so funny.. and i laughed...and true enough.. she released us juz at 3.30pm.. and tok some crap.. mayb useful but i nv take down.. dunno lar.. i dun even noe how the real practical exam is like..haiz.. quite worried as time pass by.. and i dunno wad to do.. only till about 9pm++ den i noe i need to do hw.. shit and all those stuffs...
ok.. today morning mayb quite weak.. i juz woke and my nose is bleeding.. heavily.. QUITE la.. and i got abit sore eyes.. wah..very weak.. den go to sch.. juz 1 more min and i'm late... still find tat the sch is so damn stupid to put 2 rows of student leaders at the gate to 'welcome' the students who came in after 7.15am.. so weird.. they said they were supposed to check the attire of the students... but when teachers are nt around.. they juz stand there and laugh and tok and chit-chat.. comment on how ppl wear and all tat.. ppl dye hair.. ppl wear ankle length socks all tat.. they juz so kok eye tat they nv even care to spot.. or scare to voice out.. juz so lame for them to stand like guards.. and juz few mins before they close the gate.. they will go outside and shout.. everyone will hav the chance to shout "hurry up!".. as if ppl will listen to them.. SO LAME! juz feel tat our sch the student council juz so suxs.. they nv choose the to join leh.. is the students volunteery one.. den those gangster ah beng ah lian type also be.. wah lau.. bad example already.. sian lah.. dunno how to say.. this sch.. wan to get gd ranking and gd discipline all tat.. they own discipline council structure also got prob liao.. no use lah this sch.. no hope liao.. unless some new teacher came in and giv gd suggestions...
ok.. cca open hse.. quite happy to see npcc hav quite a number of sec 1 intakes.. but only few gals and i expect them to quit.. i dun think they can manage.. for the boys.. i dunno.. some may stay.. and i think got few is parents ask them join one.. see their face noe liao.. haha.. felt quite sad for GB and BB lar.. GB 1 intake.. BB only 4.. SJAB more.. ok.. tats gd.. but i think best is band liao.. but heard they only hav 46 while they need 80++... ok.. fine.. no comments...
ok.. my english is getting frm bad to worse.. although i'm already the juz pass tat type.. but.. i hav really no confidence in my compo.. so damn difficult.. i dunno how to express myself even though i hav lots of ideas.. and dunno how use the vocabs.. and my pronoucation for some words dunno y cannot! arghh!! oral.. is a big challenge liao.. ok.. now i juz wish to concentrate on chinese.. cuz chinese is juz 4 months more? its very very important to speak a fluent (dunno how spell) flow of chinese.. "liu li de hua yu".. as i always remind myself this 3 thgs "hua ren, hua wen, hua yu" .. means "chinese.. chinese.. chinese.." LOL! ahya.. the first chinese is means like 'i'm a chinese".. the second one is the language chinese.. and the 3rd one also.. language.. but is speak chinese.. ya.. tats all.. i always remind myself to keep chinese in my mind.. i cannot afford to lose it...haiz.. said this how many times liao? haha..
ok.. juz now asked daniel some qn on JC.. and quite relieve to hear tat u can choose max 4 sub.. and no need to hav sci if u dowan.. wah.. so relaxed.. ok.. but i still hav to strive for this o lvl.. i really started to hate sci! especially bio.. arghh!!! but physics is juz ok.. cuz its like everyday life.. haha..but i dun even noe if i can get into JC anot leh.. quite stress abt it now.. cuz i cant manage those sci.. others is ok.. juz the sci!!! arghh!! i dunno wad to say lar..but i still think i go hope.. lol... ok lar.. y this is another long post liao.. haiz.. so tired.. tml is thur liao.. haha.. so fast.. haiz.. nt gonna say wad happen today abt the argument between me and my parents liao.. abt the PE shirt thg.. haiz.. ok la.. gd luck to all of u.. hav a nice day! EVERYDAY!
pandaboo penned at 1/19/2005 09:24:00 pm
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