Friday, November 05, 2004
ohya.. now alot ppl sick ar.. first is xy.. den is gwen.. den is wei jie and chin yong den is... wynne.. alot ppl sick la.. so scare kena infected.. ahya.. but nvm.. wish them gd luck.. tak care of ur health.. wei jie.. dun so.. stubborn la.. sick till like tat still wan go sch.. ahyo...take care orh.. muz see doctor.. i mean.. let doctor see u.. hahaha...
all right.. feeling weird y i post my post at ths time? 9.46am.. lesson time.. no.. i'm nt at home.. i'm in sch.. ya.. really in sch.. okay.. today i late.. but nt so late.. zun zun 8.15am reach sch and so lucky tat i met FONG toking to hsiu ya... and when i first see her.. first sight.. den she use her idiot finger pointing at me liao... "U!! always late! my lesson den u late..".. den alot crap la.. den i say "cuz i slp late mah.. den i wake late...den i late for sch lo.. no choice..".. but i think she gt my "no choice" wrongly.. den she say "u gt a choice! u can come early!"..my no choice is like.. i wake late.. who to come early.. dun eat meh..but i nv say la.... den she repeat her sayings of maths sci and geog...damn la.. den i say tat nt every lesson i late.. nt only her lesson.. den she say "its sch day! its lesson.. u late for my lesson.. is the same as u late for sch! u late for sch.. izzit right? RIGHT OR WRONG!" den i cant say anythg.. den say wrong lo.. den she say "u late for my lessons... izzit right or wrong!" den i no chance say right mah.. only say wrong lo.. den she say alot liao.. den i try toking back... den she scare or wad.. den "u come!.. come!".. den go staff lounge see tan ai lin.. wif other teachers around leh.. so.. i dun dare to tok back la.. den i was like "ya la.. i'm wrong.." den fong keep saying tat i arrogant say wad wad wad.. but.. i cant tok back in front of so many teachers! dammit.. den they make me say till i wrong.. 100% i wrong.. den.. no choice lo.. den they are asking qn like.. 2 choice.. yes or no like tat.. den is opposing me.. den.. i no choice lo.. first is..."u wan to attend lessons?".. den of course i say "of course..".. den tan ai lin say.."u wan attend? go down write appeal letter.. if mrs fong dun like it.. den u dun attend.. if u nt sincere... also dun attend"..
fine! i giv an expression like "wah lau!.." cuz.. is i hav no say.. and fong say tat i reply to her very rude.. say my reply to her was.. "CUZ I WAKE UP LATE WAD".. when did i say the "WAD~" lamo... den say until i very very bad...den.. no choice lo.. i leave the staff room wif my tears dropping.. cant control one.. cuz.. hav a feeling of losing..nt LOST!.. wad happen if u lose? cry lo.. haiz.. den heng mr lau saw me... den come confort me and chat la.. den i learnt alot frm his talks.. this is part of life.. we will fail.. i come to this sch.. cuz my psle results.. i muz adapt to it.. but i cant let the environment control me.. i muz control it.. i see alot these kind of ppl.. this will teach me and make me nt to be like them.. and be an upright person.. ya.. true.. but i still hate fong.. so many ppl 'qian jiu' her for wad.. she wrong also nv say sorry... ya.. i'm wrong.. but she wrong first.. as i say.. whoever treat me well.. i treat them well... whoever treat me like shit.. hell cares them... suckers.. i hate is hate.. but i may also help them(as in ppl i hate) sometimes.. cuz.. my personality is like tat mah.. haiz.. i dun like unfairness.. i dun find myself perfect.. and i hope others to be perfect.. selfish hor? but tan ai lin ask me write appeal letter sincerely and apologise.. this is NO NO WAY!.. even if i need her(as in fong) for future.. i wont apologise for her wrongs.. damn her.. if i can dun attend her lessons.. i wont! but i ask liao.. i muz attend her lessons den i can take o lvl the subject.. dammit! this kind of teacher.. i noe my parents wont support me one.. they will say "ahya.. forget it la.. they r ur teachers..dun like tat la".. den.. no one support me.. i support myself la! like.. no one cares abt me.. i care for myself! no one wans watch movie wif me.. i go watch it myself la! me myself and i.. see.. gt 3 types of saying to call myself.. others is he, him and himself??? ..only.. so.. me is still superior.. wahahah!
tok crap.. haha.. btw.. today last day of her lessons liao.. until next year.. next year den see how lo.. i wont let ppl look down on me.. i will become a better person.. so ppl.. dun worry abt me and dun laugh at me... hehehe.. i noe i'm lame...dowan tok more bad abt fong liao.. cuz.. i say liao also no use.. she is juz wu li qu nao.. lamer.. too much bad thgs abt her liao.. i dun wanna care.. next time attend her lessons.. juz absorb her experience.. is my gain.. nt my loss.. so.. y shld i be the one to loss? i absorb her experience.. i gain and i do better.. y not?! ppl r like tat.. its like tat.. life is like tat.. unfairness.. so.. wad now? i dunno lo.. see wad... next year she dowan care.. den i dun care lo.. she tok kok abt me again.. i will see den.. i noe she tok bad abt me everytime.. say i always oppose her.. is she oppose me la.. i late den kena.. others late also nth.. i think cuz she dun like my attitude.. but i hate her attitude too.. arrrogant.. wahahahahaha! cya den..
pandaboo penned at 11/05/2004 09:46:00 am
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