Wednesday, November 17, 2004
haiz.. holiday liao leh! but i still gt so much problems.. so much worries.. so much so much! arghh!! really wanna 'fa xie' out sia!!! arghh!!! me wanna fa xie.. but no money la! wan go out.. no money! wan watch movie.. no fren! wan go Q buy mp3 player.. at first can.. now dunno can anot! wan do hw.. siao ar! where gt time! wan relax.. "OIE WEIRONG! see ur time table for this week la..all full liao!".. sian lor.. gt robotics.. the roboGP.. which i like.. but nt doing well.. and SVA.. which i also like.. but dun really like the way of filming and the equipments and the ideas.. sad la!
but wad use complaining so much.. as if i can giv gd ideas.. as if i can win prizes.. wah lau.. me so stupid! last time..i say i wan go queue overnight for buying a $199 mp3 player.. parents say can.. father say "u go lor.. go out suffer abit also gd.. next time go overseas alone can be more independent".. now say "without me! u all(me and my mother) cannot do anythg one la! listen do me la!"... wah lau.. i really feel like talking back when he ask me nt to go for Q-ing.. but.. i really wan lor.. i wan try.. i hav fren go wif me wad.. wads the prob... i noe he concern abt my safety.. but.. me 15 years old liao leh! they treat me like 12 year old kid.. my mother worse.. say i cant independent.. i wan! but she dun let! i wan go eat tat time.. but before tat.. she will shout me go eat.. den when eating.. will tell me "eat tat ar.. gd for u.. meat take and eat.. soup drink.. after this eat medicine...drink water.. y nv eat the fish.. gd for ur u one la.. ".. all these common sense thg.. she also wan say.. i noe she concern abt me.. but dun so.. haiz.. den she tell in front of other ppl.. and tell other ppl i do everythg also need her to call one.. or else cannot.. like me very disabled like tat.. wah lau!
and.. my mother always cheat me.. in milo.. ask her help me make milo in the morning.. cuz i still lying on bed.. den when i eat.. like gt one bit one bit thg.. i tot the milo harden liao.. but.. a few days... den i noe she added somethg to it.. den i ask.. she denied! until last i say "I NOE U ADD SOMETHG! SAY LA! I NT FEELING WELL THESE FEW DAYS".. den she say she add wad "chao mi".. wad the hell is tat! i dunno! even in white rice.. she add other rice and mix and eat.. really.. my stomach cant stand it.. den i tot first few times nvm.. but den she everyday! i buay tahan! den i say.. "wad u add again?!".. den she say "huh! where gt!..." after much sayings... den "wah.. like tat u also can see".. wah lau! like i kok eye like tat.. rice is white.. the other rice is yellow.. plz la.. i nt 3 year old kid la.. like tat bluff me... dun work la.. but i nv tok back la..
den juz juz juz now.. my father tok to me.. yah.. tml he going china for his business again... den he say dun go for the Q-ing for the mp3 player at creativex at jurong... but.. i wanted leh! i told my fren.. arranged! and all settle liao.. den now he say this kind of thg.. den he say.. "i nt around.. later somethg happen to u how? the jurong ppl there ar.. anyhow one.. alot gangster.. and u stay overnight.. later kena beaten up... and hor.. u cant get it one la.. " i say "wont la.. ppl wont do tat".. and "i can get it one la"..... juz these 2! and he use fierce voice shout at me " I TOKING! U LISTEN! i say like tat means like tat.. i say no means no.. u dun listen.. u go eat shit la.." and other bad words la.. dun wanna remember to clearly... den i nth to say liao lor.. wad can i say? den he advise me dun go.. den say let my fren go can liao.. leave him alone.. its his business...
wah lau! last time he teach me loyality.. now wad?! abondon a old fren?! I NT TAT KIND OF PERSON LOR! i even said i will accompany wei jie to Q for sat and sunday starbuy.. now how?! he like tat say.. like threatening me like tat! wtf lor! me wanna tok back also cannot.. how useless of me.. but.. tml he go china liao.. me.. very ' jiang yi qi' one.. "shou de dao.. zuo de dao..".. means.. i say den i can do.. den now! wanna obstruct me frm doing wad i wan! see.. tats a gd example liao... haiz.. my family matters again.. i think u guys bored of it liao.. but i really cant stand.. wanna write in blog.. express out my feelings!!!! arghh!!
so useless of me.. cant do anythg.. but i planning.. after he go china.. i still going Q.. i noe.. i also worry.. cuz i like.. opposing him.."dui bu qi" him.. later he come back.. i die ar... or he dun gimme money go buy.. i also worry my mother.. one person at home.. i noe she very bored one... but.. no choice lor.. wad can i do? no siblings mah.. relative.. haiz.. nt in sg la..
sian.. now is super low mood.. today competition dunno y go wrong.. my program can work at the training centre.. but go motor show there.. dunno y.. straight line also went out.. siao liao.. haiz..!!! so.. tml is the dual track challenge.. very stress.. cuz gt around 23 teams.. den.. all so pro one! so fast and steady! me average but nt very steady sia!!! arghhh!!... but one thg is.. the motor show nt bad..
kenneth and hui jue they 2.. wah lau.. enter the motor show dunno frm where.. nv buy ticket.. haha.. we today also.. 8am go.. everythg happen open den we went the 6th floor.. den kena chase down by sercurity.... lol.. den ask "how u all come up one?!" .. den.. by escalator lor.. haha.. only nv on.. den we walk lor.. hahaha! like tat poor organisation.. and.. Temesek poly organisation.. suxs.. everythg slow and nt steady... haiz.. like tat how sia..
tml..i mean.. today.. cuz 1.32am liao.. juz hope.. and wish me gd luck for tml.. i dun wanna go home empty handed...
ohya.. the motor show.. nt bad la.. saw quite alot cars... and.. KARS...(legs).. as in visitors legs and the models one.. wah lau.. the ppl there.. take photo.. dunno take the gals model or the cars sia... i see the digi cam lcd screen.. all zoom in at the models only.. ok la.. in forums.. saw ppl tok abt this topic.. say the models thgy.. wad sg gal no gd.. wad pervert thg also come out.. den say they r CMI (can make it) only.. lol.. ok la.. but the models.. all very tall sia.. den i see hor.. they stand and smile all the way and take pic only.. den earn money liao.. so gd.. no pretty one.. but saw one.. at dunno which section.. quite.. 'gao gui'.. but the smile very nice.. but i saw her adjusting her mouth.. cuz smile too long.. numb liao.. everyone focus on her.. other models see liao also not happy.. haha... nt bad la.. but all these juz for see see.. nth much.. hmmm~ nth liao.. ohya! i like one of the honda car! very sporty sia!!! i like it so much! hmmmm... hehe
next time buy one CoOl car.. real cool.. hahahaha!
pandaboo penned at 11/17/2004 01:05:00 am
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