haiz..nat like to stare into space... i mean.. air.. free space la.. and me.. i also liked.. but den.. i stare at ground more often.. dunno y.. mayb i feel more relaxed when i put my head down? or i can think better? or it is cuz when my head down.. my eyes lid dun open so much and hence more relaxed? dunno.. quite alot thgs happened...
i said i no money.. but my father still hav one more private hse at katong...but.. he bought tat for investment 5 years ago.. investment.. if u dunno.. later i explain...he bought tat private apartment... its old old type.. more than 10 years type.. u noe y? i think he bought it at abt $500 000.. and hope tat construction companies would buy the land.. means all the apartment at that area.. and den build new condos.. cuz.. den they will pay us.. the owners of the current apartment money.. and expected to be abt 1million.. so and den we will earn lo.. but den.. 5 years liao.. still no one intent to buy.. den we rent out lo.. made some renovations.. gt fan gt aircon all these liao.. and renting out at abt 1k/month... or else will be a waste of money.. we.. always waiting tat some companies will come and buy the land..den we will earn.. but nvm.. we wait.. wait for money.. and so rent out first.. but den.. last 3 months.. the person dowan to rent liao.. den now... its free.. no one living.. and no income.. and den my family was like "wad the hell".. den.. sad la..
ok la.. if i dun understand.. i giv my example.. the place... private hse.. is called marine mansion and is 4 storey and contained abt 100++ apartments.. for example la.. and we buy for abt 520 thousands.. den.. if a company like CDL come buy the land.. and build condos of higher storey and so more units.. if each unit sell at 1 million.. they will earn la.. if abt 600 units den they will still earn if minus the construction fee.. and they will pay us abt 1million.. so they will spend 100million on us.. and millions for building and earn 600million for selling the condos.. so in the end.. all of us earn.. but dunno for wad reason la.. no one wanted to buy this marine mansion.. and terrence around this apartment is already being bought and building new condos.. i really dunno wads the reason la..
den renting.. no one wans.. sad la. also dunno wad reason... mayb cuz its on the 4th floor and no lift? or is it too old? or is it too dirty? or wad? i dunno!! and so we continued to live on with no income.. my father is starting to retire frm his business liao.. no income now.. and so.. now he invest in china... wanna start a business on insurance and fainace.. dun actually noe wads it.. he nv say.. and i dun dare to ask too much.. or else he will be irritated or frustrated.. and i am the one to suffer... so.. dun lo.. haiz.. now selling my PS2 as i dun really use it.. cuz alone.. dun wanna play alone.. it.. it is a terrible kind of feeling.. haiz.. really.. i would rather fight wif a sibling.. haiz...anyone intrested to buy? details :
PS2 modified console
2 original dual controller II
1 original dual controller 1
1 original 8mb memory card
1 original PS2 NBA live 2002
5 PS2 old games
41 PS1 old games
and.. i think i selling at abt $400 or less or more la.. haha..see lo.. and if anyone noes anyone tat hav a contruction company.. ask if wanna see the plc anot.. marine mansion.. sea ave there.. haiz.. hope la.. or else.. i dun think my family can stand long.. now really cut down alot on my spendings...haiz.. save ar! but.. food is still needed.. so.. dun expect me nt to eat for my lunch.. haha
haiz.. no money is one issue.. retest is another issue.. ohya.. i nv post my marks.. cuz.. cuz i forgot.. nv wanted to remember... so.. i think i will post the overall mark when i recieve my report book la...but i hav to retake chem and bio.. chem on 29dec and bio on 10 nov.. haiz.. i predict will be the same paper la.. but.. i forgot all liao.. now felt abit scared leh.. how sia...
den also feel quite.. damned...cuz.. daniel won the muvo slim 256mb mp3 player!!! wan lan.. he damn lucky lo... me.. send very long liao.. only win $70 voucher which i nv use.. sad la!!!.. erm.. i hav a feeling tat i said this somewhere.. did i repeat? but nvm.. i'm damn!! haiz.. same as nat.. i gonna go spend my time and stare at the ground or wad liao.. and i feel tat i starting to hav short sightedness liao.. i dowan spects.. so.. gonna rest my eyes liao.. haiz.. the coming topics for all sub.. is crazy!!! siao liao!! organic chem.. virus for bio.. a maths.. phy.. sian la!!! haiz.. dunno la.. i very... stress now.. haven cut hair.. think no need liao.. dropping alot liao.. haiz...
really lo.. i today stare at dunno where when eating lunch.. den when i turn.. saw xy.. lolx.. den act i nv see.. ahya... dunno la.. i say this for wad ar? bored? ohya.. i gonna try some lame games soon.. too bored man! when hw.. den also bored.. sian la.. how!!! no money to buy.. if sell my PS2.. at least i can buy my simcity4.. haiz... sad sad sad! den kwan yong.. say wan buy.. now dowan.. keep chaging mind.. made me hav diff feeling at diff time.. sometimes happy and excited.. sometimes sad and dull.. how la.. den he like to put " ? " very much.. i say somethg.. he nv giv comments.. juz put the stupid sign.. made me damn angry.. arghh!!! dunno wad the meaning of tat sign.. damned la...
ohya.. i hate ERIC.. i SAY I HATE HIM! damn him.. scold me ok.. den scold my parents.. i CURSE his parents.. curse him.. DOWN WIF THE JAPS!!! suckers.. i hate japs.. dunno y.. for no reason...
pandaboo penned at 10/24/2004 09:13:00 pm
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