Tuesday, October 19, 2004
haiz.. o..k.. yesterday nv write my blog.. and ppl expect me to write lo.. but.. i juz dunno wad to write.. alot ppl write.. cuz they recieve their results and gt alot thg to tok abt...their results and their feelings.. me.. i almost forgot wad are my results..i totally hav no feelings.. i... haiz..
ok la.. i still nt bad.. could pass all subjects.. i think.. haha.. i still dunno some overall year results la.. so.. dunno lo.. but even if i pass.. i pass wif a C6 or C5.. very bad sia.. i'm so scared now.. really scared they.. as in teachers and sch plus peers.. may force me to drop some subjects.. or combine them... i really dun wish to do tat.. really.. but.. my AM is bad.. BIO is abt the same.. so how? my CHEM suxs.. so.. i think they may force me to combine.. but i dun wish to do tat!!! wad can i do??!! i tot pass eng can liao.. everythg will be solved.. but not...more challenges came.. now.. its the matter of the subjects i'm taking.. haiz.. i dunno la!!! den heard frm victor.. wan go JC.. need eng at least B3... den i'm C6 type.. how sia!!! means i cannot go lo!!! haiz.. HOW!!! i really dunno how..
i read other blogs.. all tok abt their results.. say nt very gd.. den when they post all their results.. they all getting As for it.. haiz.. i see liao also heart ache ar.. haiz.. how sia...ppl getting As and i'm getting Cs... haiz.. dunno la.. ppl like leeping.. already planned her holiday to study study and study liao.. me.. wanted to change but dunno where to start.. wanted to find a plc to study... but.. where? heard ppl going changi airport.. also tot quite a nice plc... but was like.. siao ar!!! den library.. ppl reading story books la! nt my notes and textbook.. den weird.. at home? i cant study at home la.. fren hse? was defined as going there to play only.. haha
haiz.. den i see worksheets coming in liao.. sad la.. den.. tot can go out study wif fren.. but.. i cant find one... kwan yong.. but.. we quite different in timing one lo.. and location prob.. haiz.. how sia... haiz.. stress is up again and i can predict i will be lonely this dec.. studying? i dun mind if i am alone at home and study.. and i'm going to sell my PS2 liao.. control my comp usage.. think can bah.. but the prob is.. my mother sure at home... den.. is like.. wad i do she will sure say somethg.. i eat abit later.. she will shout.. den i will be distracted.. she dun care i'm doing hw or wad.. i nv bath.. she will shout and scold.. i on aircon.. she will come in off and open the windows and i will be warm!!! and cant study.. den slp lo.. haha.. haiz.. dunno la..
change.. not so easy la! 5As.. even not easy!!! i din get any A this time round... haiz.. how la.. mayb i really gonna treat hy and hafidz lunch liao... haiz.. how how!!! i noe u all will wan to cheer me up as usual.. but hy tried liao.. no use la.. dun waste ur efforts.. i wont be happy no matter wad.. unless i suddenly become very clever...excel in everythg...den say bah... haiz.. how how!!! how can i be clever!!! xy kan dian shi.. he kan dian nao.. den dian dao nao... den still so clever.. me.. kan dian shi.. kan dian nao.. wan PS2.. dian dao yan... till my eyes black also nth happen to my brain.. become more idiot la.. haiz... dunno la.. suddenly nth to write liao..
really feel tat speak is alot more easier.. i always say i wanna change.. wanna get As.. but i'm nt facing the reality lo.. juz pass or sub.. if they force me drop.. den i die la.. haiz.. sad la!!! i really dunno how.. ohya.. today went wei jie hse.. waa.. double storey.. gd lo... haiz.. den.. PS2... comp and notebook.. haiz.. so rich.. but cuz of his curiosity.. he tio virus... den i try fixing.. but the virus damn diff to solve.. it prevent u frm logging in.. i tried dos mode.. also cannot! safe mode.. also cannot!!! den i read frm one forum.. tat method.. dunno if can work anot leh... but i will try to help.. but if really created more trouble.. den i tio the blame.. so.. some ppl say siao guan xian shi... den hy will say "ni guan wo.." lol.. so.. better dun care.. haha.. k la.. really dunno wad to write... still haven bath.. tml go play badminton.. den also go the escape lo.. i wanted very much to go.. but nt many guys tat tok well wif me one going.. den was like.. ahya.. dun go.. but since nat like tat say.. i go lo.. see wad happen... or else stay at home also rot la.. haha.. cy nt going cuz no money la.. and he dowan go.. daniel.. nv go one la.. k la.. i go liao.. or else kena scold liao!!! bye!
pandaboo penned at 10/19/2004 08:08:00 pm
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