think i better post my blog now before i forget.. gonna tok abt my family again.. think i tok abt it to daniel liao.. discuss liao.. and even have a small 'debate' wif him liao.. some points he say i'm right.. and some points his right..
i said my parents are very different.. i'm under much pressure.. i start by toking abt tuition.. den finally turn to my parents attitude.. for example...no offence...
mei hsing call and ask me spread to other ppl abt one news.. and my mother ask who call and i tell her everythg..she dunno much i think.. and say tat.. " ask others spread la! y u! u dun kena cheat la.. so stupid go spread "..." they wan u waste ur time and money one la.. dun care abt her la.. she siao one..ownself dowan spread den ask u all... "
wah lau! wad can i say? is like.. haiz.. dunno how to tok back..
den again.. my father.. bring me a newspaper and say.. "computering no use la! muz study electrical.. business no need to study one!! u study computer and business. u wont get a job one.. dun be stupid"
ahyo! wad can i say again?! den the tuition thg.. i say i dowan.. den my mother tell my father i always play.. where gt no time.. but i whole week nv touch my game!! only on come listen song!!! and now wad? nv study?! den my father ask me.. u dowan tuition den ur tat time do wad..
wad sia! like i muz be keep myself occupied!!! arghh!!
daniel say my mother is partly correct.. he say " world is the survival of the fittest" .. "if you fall will someone give you a helping hand when you grow up?" .. " well its already becoming like that..."
yah.. his rite.. but if everyone hav this type of thinkings.. chaos will result.. alot troubles will start.. no teamwork all this.. imagine gt meeting and no one telling u.. and even say " y shuld i tell u?"
den its like.. aww....in my mind.. every thg my parents say.. i will tok back in my mind.. but if really tok back.. i will result like last time mrs fong.. old ppl are like tat.. when they gt nth to tok back.. they will seek help.. and if my mother seek my father help.. i'll be dead meat..
after much much discussion on other thgs.. daniel say go ask adam khoo help.. but the prob is.. my parents dun really believe them.. my parents mindset cant be changed.. dunno y..and i said.. *nt always true.. depends ur family background.. rich shuld be english.. poor is chinese"
age 50-60 is speak chinese
40-50 mostly english
30-40 is mixed
20-30 is mostly english
10-20 is mixed.. and both poor..
haha.. tats wad i noe la..daniel also suggest to adapt.. and i giv some examples of adapt.. sometimes juz cant work.. have to change.. but its nt easy to change.. can.. juz need outside help.. and time.. mayb one day my parents will understand our generation.. mayb they will noe more abt the society now...mayb.. u nv noe...
i truely believe games waste time.. but u will continue to play if u like it rite? minds are like tat.. if u like.. it will continue and dun stop.. tats y gt the word "addiction"... and games mostly make u feel more relaxed..and after common test and i close my server.. i will not play anymore games.. mayb sometimes abt simcity 4
if wan to succeed.. u need to sacrifice(dunno how spell).. and mostly.. wad adam said.. we would lose some frens.. but if they are nt worth to be fren.. y keep them? but.. i'm quite a soft-hearted man... i wont wan to hurt ppl.. wont wan to lose frens.. but no choice.. since its life.. they cant change.. i myself hav to change... haiz.. tats juz life..
think daniel will understand more.. cuz we tok more juz now.. haha.. in blog i already very summarise liao.. lol.. k la.. cya.. *trying to understand more abt life*
pandaboo penned at 8/01/2004 12:06:00 am
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