ok.. i really noe the inportance of being independent.. we need independance.. cuz frens may leave u anytime.. frens may betray u.. but trust them much and dun betray them.. trust in urself first.. i feel tat.. doing wad i really wan is so.. shiok!!
today i planned my first step to start hw.. to me.. its quite successful.. i manage to come home at 4.30 and hav everthg done to study by 5.30pm. carried a table to my com room.. on the air con.. sit on the bed.. and do my hw.. wif my comp on to listen to songs and music.. but sometimes distracted by some ppl tat wanted to chat.. haha.. dunno y.. mayb too comfortable tat i only manage to finish my maths.. quite a gd start.. i manage to say NO to my games.. yay!! and i'm now slowly and steadily changing myself to a better person in studies.. but there is still some obstructive thgs den blocked my way forward.. i MUST overcome it... no matter wad.. trust myself..
wei jie is right.. in his blog.. he wrote tat life is full of questions, who is going to answer? we muz find the answers ourselves and answer them.. ur english suxs.. mine can throw into the bin?! NO! we can change.. u say u need help.. HELP urself before others can help u! come on wei jie.. u are totally different in sch and on blog.. so much so much different.. mayb.... mayb.. somehow.. juz like me............
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It takes a few seconds to hurt someone,
and it can take years to recover.
It takes years to build trust,
and a few seconds to destroy it.
Real Beauty is not the one that we pleasure watching,
but the one in front of whom we must close our eyes.
Be Usual to Survive, Be Unique to Win!
Effort only fully releases its reward after a person refuses to quit.
pandaboo penned at 7/26/2004 10:41:00 pm
think free.live free
