woohoo.. i feel so energetic today.. haha.. really sia. i dun feel tired at any lesson today! wow.. first time sia.. mayb cuz yesterday my 4hr evening nap.. even though i slp at 1.30am.. i still dun feel tired.. hahaha! and i juz took a nap... hehe.. ohno.. itz another long blog.. haha
haiz...yesterday nite i changed my mindset in life already...haha..think most of u noe tat when i chat.. i will always say abt my life.. my family.. always me.. den now.. somethg suddenly strike me.. i should let others to say their view and let others express their feelings and nt always me alone.. i shouldn't be so selfish.. haha.. think so la.. i also dunno wad i typing.. but i noe wad i thinking.. hahaha!
and today get back the E maths paper.. and i pass!! woo! i get 16.. and so happy liao.. but for some ppl. pass is nth.. getting A1 is also nth.. haiz.. actually i feel tat.. failing during some test is nt bad.. at least we can experience the failure and treat it as a learning experience..but for some ppl, in their life.. they always get A1 A1.. getting a B3 will cuz a big impact on them.. so they are used to getting As.. so if they fail one time.. ohno.. dunno wad will happen.. like for xiaoyun today.. she gt FULL marks for A maths paper.. its juz as per normal to her.. but today the E maths.. i heard she juz pass.. mayb juz pass is very very lucky for some ppl liao.. but for her.. wow.. a great impact.. and she cried.. i was thinking.. wads the use of crying? does it help? wads done is already done.. so? itz still pass rite? and wonder.. if she nv fail.. A1 throughout to university or poly.. and one project.. she fail badly.. will she seek to die? think a big big impact will land on her.. juz a test can make her cry.. wad if itz business? haiz.. dunno wad to say..... failure is juz part of life.. u wan to succeed.. first muz hav failure..tats all i can say la..
and now toking abt interest thg.. many of us noe tat.. u will sure giv ur 100% when u do somethg u interest and or like to do in.. and so.. ur future job should be most probably ur interest.. as for me.. i interest in IT and business. and mayb i will start a IT business.. and i will giv my 100%.. u find tat.. when u hate somethg.. u will sure do badly.. i ask ks wad he wans to be in the future... he dunno.. i ask wads his interest.. he say maths.. so maths.. wad can he do? i say accounting like tat.. he say he dowan.. he say tat mayb he can do somethg he dun like to do.. and said U NV NOE.. wah lau! interest in maths.. den do biotechnology.. ahyo.. dunno wad he thinks la.. interest should nt be on subjects wad.. and he likes subjects.. haiz.. dunno how la.. this is wad he thinks.. no one can change his way of thinking bah..and hor.. DUN force urself to do anythg u dun like.. nth gd will result one...but u can adapt to it..
my tuition teacher say.. when u spray the pesticides on the insect.. everytime use the same brand of pesticides.. eventually the insect still wont die.. because they can adapt easily.. they adapt easily to 'HDB life' too.. tats y they survive.. so we muz change the brand everytime.. haha
so.. for us to survive.. we muz also learn how to adapt.. for now.. even u dun like certain subjects.. u still muz get gd results.. as it depends on ur future life.. so muz adapt to this studying environment first.. den can enjoy later...
wow.. long long blog.. alot ppl say my blog damn long.. but nvm la.. i like can liao.. i found this a gd way to express my feelings.. keeping it in heart dun feel gd... haha.. mayb one day when i grow up.. this blogger still here, i can still look at my post.. cuz i dun write diary one.. hope so.. kk.. i go study for my chinese and ss test liao.. gd luck all!
pandaboo penned at 7/28/2004 08:11:00 pm
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