ooo.. finally i found a bit of time to write on this blog.. ok.. finished the 3 day adam khoo course.. i really learn alot frm it..and somehow became 'motivated'. but wad he says muz always apply to the conditions one.. nt like everythg can use all the skills.. tat's wad i felt la.. but it really make me to control myself well.. i hav goals but i nv set them nicely.. but now i really take them seriously liao.. i really planned un-believable goals.. 6As.. wow.. haha
but i still hav some worries at the back of my mind.. erm.. and before i come to this course.. i tot i wont move me.. but.. now.. it really does.. i wanted to change frm now.. i cannot say i wanna try.. i WANT! tats wad i learn.. but till now.. i still afraid to do somethings.. i feel shy alot of times.. juz tat i looks tat i dun care.. but in my mind.. its juz too fast for me to noe wad to do..so wad i do is dun care lor.. but i made my goal.. i wanted to speak in front of a hall of ppl by the age of 30.. i shldn't be so shy anymore.. i muz speak up.. or else how i become a businessman?
ohya.. but the time plan.. i dun think it worked for me.. cuz i count count.. we juz dun hav the time.. now is not = to the past.. tats y.. some skills may not work.. u think we will hav 6hrs a day to study? imagine 4pm reach home... 6 hrs.. study to 10pm.. wad abt other things to do? dun do? hahaha.. juz tat la..
argh.. i still got alot hw for me to finish.. and i realise i cant finish now.. cuz its early in the morning 1.34am.. haha.. time to slp.. juz finished my phy proj.. and now worried abt the teachers faces tml.. how sia.. but i muz change!!! muz not be so shy like a kid.. lol.. i muz change liao.. presentation muz tok more liao...
pandaboo penned at 7/15/2004 01:27:00 am
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